I know many of you appreciate a good read… I’m almost finished with this book and trust me….you need to read it….verrryyyy enlightening…
anyways….thats all….have a great day guys….and remember SP is always here to help 😀
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Been a while since I vented to my fellow suicidies. Thankfully, I haven’t been feeling so suicidal lately– but I still feel mentally unstable. I guess most of the reason for my mental stability has been my comfort in solitude and repetition. As much as the repetitive drag of everyday seems to weigh me down, I’ve felt quite anchored in it.
A few days ago I received the ominous “hey” text from an ex boyfriend. My repetitive reality has been temporarily shattered. It’s been almost a year since I last spoke to this ex boyfriend. I’ve been through a couple stages: When is he going to […]
I’m bipolar II.
That’s like a bipolar I without the happies.
The fellow that I thought was one of my last friends always told me that if I needed help, I should not run away again, but call him.
I did. Â I did not tell him that I had gotten much much sicker in the head. Â I’d been hearing voices for a while and didn’t notice until now. Â I was getting help from my doctor, but I wasn’t sure how far it would go. Â Hospitalization? Â I had no idea.
I was going to the hospital the next week, so I wanted to line things up with the fellow. […]
Well.. Hello fellow people on here. I guess we’re all here for the same reason. Because we’re alone. Clearly none of us have anywhere to run to in real life. So we search for it on the Internet. Where anyone can be who they want. Where we can all hide behind a mask and not be ashamed of who we are..
Well, anyway. In ash. Well that’s what I go by anyway.
The point of this post is to help anyone in need. I promise I am good help and will listen. I actually plan on majoring in psychology when I go to college in […]
One of you contacted me by email yesterday. Kiss off.
AND FOR THE SINCERE AMONG US,some council.
When I took Accounting 101, I asked the instructor about cooking the books. His reply was, if he told me how it was done, he’d be instructing me in the commission of a crime, which is a crime itself. It wouldn’t matter if I ever committed the crime either. So, he couldn’t tell me about those things.
The study of cooking the books is called forensic accounting, it’s high lever class’s, and they certainly do teach students all about it. The legalese is you are learning how to recognize it.
Cops only […]
Hey fellow SP friends… Would you fancy an Abundant Personal Mantra by the Grace of Babaji to lift you up?
It’s free! 🙂
Abundant personal mantra video
Hang in there you All!
Shanti, Shanti, Shanti
Sometimes I wonder, really wonder, if there is anyone who would actually miss me if I left.
written by Silverteardrops
It’s so hard, that even though I love and cherish life I don’t want to throw it away, I don’t want to let him win. But they just don’t seem to see just how hard it is. Why won’t they make it stop?
Someone, anyone, has got to see the effect it has on me right? Someones got to see what he’s doing? But he’s “My dad”  right? Im must be a typical spoilt brat teenager, parents don’t bully their children, if only they FUCKING KNEW. Someones got to see, got to be ale to help me, Except, I’m too good at pretending, to good for […]
Read on my fellow crazies. Let’s see, where to start? I guess the beginning. When I was five, my parents got divorced. Not a big deal right? Tons of parents get divorced and a lot of kids get to visit every other weekend or something. Well my dad packed me, my two sisters, and little brother up and brought us all the way from Ohio to New Hampshire. Leaving my mom behind. I got to see her in the summers and Christmas break for a week or so. My second-to-oldest sister had an over-eating disorder and was the first to move out of that madhouse to […]
Fellow empty, twisted, depressed, and manic readers I present the following true story of a perfect example of how the “normal populous” sees us.
I was at one time attending a support group for individuals “like my self” whom suffered from severe bi polar and depression cases. on this occasion someone new brought their mother (her daughter had been to a few meetings and so her mother decided to come).
As we begin the round table of pointless discussion E.G.how was you’re last seven days blah, blah, blah.
We finally reach a single woman who is a severe bi polar like myself. She states the […]
I’m new to this. I’ve been researching things concerning suicide. I’ve been depressed for 2 years. I have no friends. And Im ugly,and no one likes me. I’m not saying that just to make myself feel bad, it’s the truth. If I could, I would type 100 facts about no one does.this is my only post on here. Because today is my last day to live. I can’t take it no more. I blame it all on school. All i asked for was to be homeschooled, but…looks like no one listened. Good bye fellow “friends” enjoy this so called “wonderful” life. Peace.
One pearly day in early May
I walked upon the sand
And saw, say half a mile away,
a man with gun in hand.
A dog was cowering to his will
as slow he sought to creep
Upon a dozen ducks so still
they seemed to be asleep.
When like a streak the dog dashed out,
the ducks flashed up in flight.
The fellow gave a savage shout
and cursed with all his might.
Then as I stood somewhat amazed and gazed with eyes agog,
With bitter rage his gun he raised and blazed and shot the dog.
You know how dogs can yelp with pain;
its blood soaked in the sand,
And yet it crawled to him again,
and tried to […]
hi to all my fellow suiciders out there. i would like to encourage you to just read what i have to say. recently it was drawn to my attention that there were so many suicidal cases through out america even in iraq where all of our soldiers are fighting.  so in all faithfullness i along with many others have dedicated our time to help or talk to those who are going through these episodes. I am a soldier deploying to Iraq. please email me when you get the change at virgak47@yahoo.com or google virgak47@gmail.com. please take this as a way out of realy […]