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LOVE IS LOUDER

by Love_is_Louder 4/25/2013

written by Love_is_Louder

Dear Reader,

My Grandpa committed suicide when he was 75 years old. He took his life in 2005, and my Dad found him. My Father. found. him! I, a 15 year old, watched as my Dad crumbled into a million pieces, literally broke down. A 6’3″ italian goomba fell to his knees in pain over the loss of his own father. My grandma was frozen in shock, numb to the fact her husband (going on 50 years) was no longer coming home after work, or bringing her white daisy’s on Sundays, or laughing to get her to smile. He was gone. Forever.

My grandpa had three beautiful […]

4/25/2013 1 comment

Take A Look Around

by Ignorance 4/17/2013

written by Ignorance

Why is it now that I am faced with my past and what I have done? Why couldn’t it have happened earlier or later? I was already in a state of some sort of depression, and now this? I don’t understand, and I am now carrying the famous ‘ball and chain’ my father has spoken of many times in the past. I have set my goals and made plans, but I thought that’s all there was to it, besides the occasional struggle (people judging you, speaking against you, blah blah blah). I thought that people around me would be my struggle on the path to […]

4/17/2013 0 comment

Sick of being judged for someone im not.

by BrookeLee.x 3/14/2013

written by BrookeLee.x

Im new here so im just going to start with family, as they say family comes first.

The 11th of november 1995 was the day I was brought into thisÂ world. Being 2 hoursÂ born and taken away from my parents by a case worker. They say it was for the best, she was a drug addict aswell as an alcoholic and she couldnt look after herself or even support herself so how could she look after me? So I was taken away and put into a foster home not even a day old and straight into a complete strangers house. I obviously didnt know what was going […]

3/14/2013 4 comments

What To Do?

by TrumpetChick99 2/7/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

Call me obsessed. Call me a whore, a slut. But whatever. You don’t know how I feel. I was called so many names when everyone knew that I liked Trevor. And then they got all mad when I started liking other people. Some people actually said “God, you likeÂ everyone in band, don’t you?”. I hated it. That’s part of why I put walls up. I was sick of other people trying to lord over my relationships. It’s none of their business, anyway! And everybody got all mad at All-Region tryouts because I was talking to him. And laughing. And, uhm, he held my hand. (Actually, […]

2/7/2013 1 comment

You say it hurts to even swallow

by hogpotter 1/10/2013

written by hogpotter

So we sit together here, I squeeze your frozen hands bare,

The lights are gone from your eyes, Baby, I am willing to let go all my keys.

A dark twisting path lies at bay, I have lost my lantern to light your way.

You say it hurts to even swallow.

Tell me, why is even a smile so mellow?

Every night I kiss your forehead, with dreams of fairy tales to read.

I keep on telling myself to believe, “Yes, yes, tomorrow she will live.”

Rain covers all the lands with passion, my eyes have grown impatient.

You say it hurts to even swallow.

Tell me, will the future be a mere shadow?

Hold […]

1/10/2013 3 comments

Lost

by tbird 11/30/2012

written by tbird

My Daddy was a great man. He served as an ANZAC corporal when he was younger, he helped failing communities to fix all their problems. Daddy was one who made others laugh and smile, he smiled along with them. This is his story, (IM LEAVING OUT OUR NAMES INCASE SOME ONE DESIDES TO STALK MY FAMILY)

“Daady” i ran outside to Daddy washing his truck “and how is my baby princess? bubba how old are you now?” Daddy dropped the hose and picked me up “im this money!” i held up a $1 coin to say i was 1 “ohh thank you bubba girl, want a […]

11/30/2012 1 comment

Do we stop

by cynr1023 11/12/2012

written by cynr1023

Am I supposed to stop thinking about suicide when I’m “cured” or am I just supposed to stop telling people how I really feel. Because I’m really getting tired of the (raised eyebrow) how are you doing? (concerned crinkle of the forehead) How are you feeling today? Really frakkin’ tired.

11/12/2012 2 comments

QUICKATRIGGA IS GOING DOWN!! – Suicideee Noteee

by quickatrigga 11/6/2012

written by quickatrigga

Male, 18, Black, 5’9, 265

Atlanta, Georgia

Tonight is the night. It was inevitable really. LOL i finally realized that i will die from stabbing myself repeatedly in the neck. Why? Who cares? I’m ugly and fat which will never get me women. I have a terrible evil personality that comes out when i hang out with people too much. I’m just going to wind up hurting myself even more or others if i just don’t get it over with. It’s really not the big of a deal, if God does exist he’ll be just send me to hell and I can move on with my life. […]

11/6/2012 0 comment

No good.

by Faithanney 10/27/2012

written by Faithanney

Sometimes i wanna take the easy way out. Like my Dad. When i was little i used to be so lonley and small, i used to try to semerge myself in the tub and hope i wouldnt give up,and come up for air. I used to yell into my pillow, cry but not just cry.. Soul cry. I like to write alot, hope to make it a Career so, listen up. See, 64 year olds they get a little crazy at that age. My grandma is a old winkley ***** that you just wanna punch in the face because she doesnt hear stuff right and […]

10/27/2012 4 comments

That Feel

by YouAreNoLongerAlone 10/11/2012

written by YouAreNoLongerAlone

Everything seems like a good idea when you’re drunk…

I spared little emotion for my friends. none for my family. none for all those I had seen just the night before, there’s nothing that can have you writhing on the floor like angry pain blown up by a bottle of whiskey. but that’s who I was. This was any other night. just like the one a couple months ago where my friends rescued me from the police, just like the one the other week where I had rode a flight of stairs.

A text from the ex, oh yeah that woman who had left me for another […]

10/11/2012 4 comments

Locked Inside

by orangish 10/7/2012

written by orangish

Volcanoes are windows into the violent nature of our planet; what goes on beneath our feet, unbeknownst to all but those who poke at rocks. Our planet is violent because it was born into a violent, indifferent universe governed by determinism and scientific laws. It’s no wonder there’s a molten core driving the living systems of the earth.

Human beings are much the same. The only difference is that we’re not indifferent. Maybe the universe implicitly hates its own apathy. Who knows?

When I was 14, I watched my father drag my sister up a flight of stairs by her hair. He beat her with a […]

10/7/2012 1 comment

impact

by youwouldntrealise 6/22/2012

written by youwouldntrealise

so i have this best friend who knows everything about me… he means the world to me and he knows litterally everything about me and i think i know everything about him.

the other day i told him i self harmed (i have been doing it on and off since last september) and he knew i had done it in the past, but i promised him i would tell him before i would do it again. I didnt… and well lets just say he found out and i wish i never said anything.

he had threatened in the past to cut himself twice as hard, which caused […]

6/22/2012 0 comment

Second chance

by loveismurder 5/31/2012

written by loveismurder

So guys I know most the stuff posted on this site is depressing but I wanted to tell you about a friend of mine. He shot himself point blank in the forehead. Luckily people found him just a few minutes later and he was still alive. He was rushed to the hospital and put in ICU. Somehow either miraculously or whathaveyou he survived. No, he is not a vegetable either, actually now that inearly 6 months have passed, he is having conversations, standing up, solving difficult puzzles and going through physical and mental therapy. I hope to god […]

5/31/2012 2 comments

Never Had A Normal Life

by TheInvadingKittens 2/8/2012

written by TheInvadingKittens

I messed up my life at 7 years old. I learned what everything a adult thought of was, and my parents were getting divorsed. My mom hit my dad, and they always cussed eachother out in front of me. We were in the car once, my brother opened the door and was SO close to jumping out. he was leaning out of the car. If we hadn’t pulled him in, we would have seen him dead on the highway. we were screaming, and the one who didn’t help pull him back in was my mom. she yells at us, and nearly killed my dad. My […]

2/8/2012 2 comments

Just one more good story

by Sideblinder 8/26/2009

written by Sideblinder

This will be my first post here. Hello.

A couple years ago I attempted to overdose on sleeping pills.Â I was on anti-depressants that I had been taking irregularly because I had just moved into a new, very tiny, apartment with my new girlfriend.Â We had been together for a little under a year.Â In addition to anti-depressants I had some perscription sleep meds, and one night after weeks and weeks of worsening depression, I decided I would take them all.

I sat on the bathroom floor for an hour, and just stared at the walls.Â After that I went outside and stared at the sky for […]

8/26/2009 7 comments

I’m not suicidal, in my head

by Robyn 6/19/2009

written by Robyn

I don’t even know where to start explaining this…for that matter I’m not even sure that I’m trying to explain something to begin with.Â Maybe I’m just trying to understand it.Â Maybe some part of my brain is hoping that if I string enough words together someone, somewhere, will be able to explain it all to me.

I don’t even know if I’m suicidal.Â I used to think that “suicidal” was something definitive.Â Something that you’d know if you were or you weren’t.Â It didn’t seem like the sort of thing you’d miss, you know?Â I suppose if someone asked me outright I’d say no, I’m […]

6/19/2009 12 comments