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Extremely freaked out… Please help!

by WhatisTruth 2/3/2016

written by WhatisTruth

Is anyone of you suffering from anxiety?

Well, I’m a pretty lucky person to get various psychological disorders such as anxiety, OCD, panic disorder, etc.

From many days, I am experiencing the weakness in the left part of my body (left leg, arm, left part of face).

I think it may be because of anxiety, but the symptoms are getting worse day-by-day.

And recently, the left part of my body has become so weak that I am afraid I’ll get a stroke or something..

I am really freaked out and extremely terrified..

If anyone has similar experience, please share so that I can get relief.

2/3/2016 10 comments

Bulimic. I really need help.

by nosound 8/28/2015

written by nosound

I have just graduated high school and in high school a few of my friends developed eating disorders and got extremely thin. I remember being worried about them and thinking what they were doing was crazy and trying to think of anything I could do to help without harming our friendship. As I got older and gained weight while some of my friends didn’t because of their disorders or over cautious dieting, I started to feel self conscious about my size and disliked my body a lot. Also with all of the media portrayal of perfectly skinny girls I felt very ashamed of my size […]

8/28/2015 2 comments

My first time cutting

by justanothergirl09 5/12/2015

written by justanothergirl09

Well I tried cutting for the first time today……

I thought that maybe since it helps a lot of people with their problems one way or another it might help me.

Well, it didn’t.

I was so freaked out.

At first it looked like the blade didn’t do anything but then my skin started opening and you could see this white layer right under my skin and blood wouldn’t stop coming out.

I know, it’s kinda gross.

I’m sorry if I just made you feel sick but I had to tell someone.

5/12/2015 9 comments

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by nosound 8/22/2014

written by nosound

I started cutting a little bit back in March. I had never done it before then. I was panicking, crying and really upset and angry with my family. I didn’t know how to calm myself down and then i just picked up a pin and started poking at my wrists. Eventually I bled a little bit and it freaked me out. I did this twice in the spring. Then I was doing better but tonight I got really upset again and jealous of my younger sister. I got really mad and felt really helpless. I didn’t know how to handle myself again and grabbed the […]

8/22/2014 1 comment

breakdowns

by Mary Love 8/13/2014

written by Mary Love

My foster mom is so fucking hateful. I begin to take charge of my life, and she flips shit. I’m seventeen. I applied to take a nursing class at tcc so I can have a decent job in college and she freaked out and reminded me about how none of my family cares about me. About how i’m so alone in the world. I cried and cried….One more year.She got mad because “ever since I got back from my grandparents, I’ve acted like an adult”, which is her excuse to tear me down and rip me apart. I’m not gonna let her get to me. […]

8/13/2014 6 comments

Families Hurt You the Most

by stupid_reasons 7/6/2014

written by stupid_reasons

My family suck. Mostly my mom though. They are full of empty promises and bullshit reasons to hit you or ***** you out for something stupid. Like today for example, I was walking around this glass table outside when my dog, who was with me, freaked out and pushed the table over. My mom gets angry and blame me for the table being broken. She hit me and started saying things that just hurt, especially when it’s coming from FAMILY. She cared more about ten old table that’s about 7 years old then me bleeding and hurt. Like it’s a table. She was talking about […]

7/6/2014 0 comment

A quality house cannot be built over a crumbled foundation.

by brokenhope123 3/12/2014

written by brokenhope123

It’s been 18 years.
I’m 18 year old female, a senior in highschool. I’m good looking, creative, intelligent and easy to get along with. But within me lies an everlasting, deep internal conflict, loneliness, and a very broken heart. I have no family, no friends and I just recently lost my lover. I have been framed and spent a year on probation for it, my parents have taken me to court several times (they’re so insensitive they treat family matters like business), I’ve never had somebody I could call up and talk to. I’ve had friends several times before. But all of them, usually in […]

3/12/2014 0 comment