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What am I doing

by Dungeon
written by Dungeon

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I need to do something.

What can I even do, I didn’t expect the consequences of my past to catch up so quickly.

The logical decision (through my perspective) would be to end my self by end of the year, but that isn’t possible due to my ridiculously high preserved morality.

OK so now that’s off the table, what the fuck am I supposed to do. GED then college?? OK where are the funds coming from? GED + Job then? I’m a fucking recluse how am I going to hold a job, history has shown I can not.

Try a new therapist? The last one I tried […]

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So fucking frustrated

by filmg1rl
written by filmg1rl

I feel like I’ve exhausted the people I can talk to. I’m just boring people with my suicidal state now and I’m scared of driving people away.

I talk to friends. I rant on social media. I feel like I’m just wasting time talking to volunteers of hotlines. I post here. None of it makes me feel better or is cathartic in any way. It’s just something to do because my brain won’t let me do anything else.

Fuck me.

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Funny shit

by Costy
written by Costy

Let’s laugh a bit. I remember when I was 16 an entered chatroullete. I admit, I was proud that I was having muscles and stuff. But I was not very interested in hooking girls. And then one girl appeared, and I was drinking juice and she was like, I just want your juicy cock, hahahaha. And she was spamming, fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me . And then she said, deeper, harder, cum and she turned on the shit out of me . Hahahaha, I may die next week, let’s laugh.

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fuck me

by Alan Ominous
written by Alan Ominous

Here’s a pretty thorough list of why I suck, and you should hate me. In no particular order….

I obsessively worship artist. Music, pictures, poetry, books, movies, sculpture. Art period. I love it. I want to be an artist. But I suck. I prey on you here, I know you’ll lie to me. I want to believe that lie. But I’m terrible. I’ve spent THOUSANDS!, ON music equipment. To compensate. So I look cool as I finger fuck my way through Teen Spirit. My poetry? Makes me sound like a spoiled ***** angry he got the charcoal Mercedes instead of quartz grey for his birthday. My […]

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Hate

by thehusk
written by thehusk

I’m so full of poison. I hate everybody. Everything. Myself. Fuck reality for being like this. Fuck me for feeling like this. I just want it to stop. I want to sleep, and wake up in a world that isn’t this one, where I am not this person. Or failing that, I want to burn the whole thing down.

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My night

by Deadinside59
written by Deadinside59

Family member yells get the fuck outta your room and help with dishes so i cover my cuts like I’ve been told to do and go out i start washing dishes then realize i have to roll up my sleeves my mom glares at me and whispers you better not be doing that for attention i said please step out of the kitchen so i can have room to move freely and do the dishes she walks out one of our guests comes over and stares at my arm then when i ask what’s wrong she just replied so you’re older now and i noticed […]

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Nervous

by Harlot.Rebel
written by Harlot.Rebel

Today im telling my sister that i need help. Im 22 all my life i thought shit would be okay but its not. Mu battle with depression has caused lots of cuts covering my arms and legs and 3 suicide attempts. Im losing. Medicine just didnt cut it. Life always seem to fuck me over in new ways. Nothingd never okay. So this is my last stand. Hopefully i can get the help i need. Wish me luck.

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by TheLoner2
written by TheLoner2

i hate being around people, even if its just me and one person. i like my bubble where i dont have to talk to any one i can just sit and go into my own little world and ignore everyone else or at least try to, but when someone is around its like “damn now i have to make awkward conversation with someone who probably wont like me anyway.” and dont get me in a crowd of people, fuck me ill have a complete mental brake down if i dont have my ear plugs. i cant wait until this is all over. Monday will come […]

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Suicide Plan

by SJ529
written by SJ529

Right now I’m 16 and turning 17 on March. So the plan is to me nice to as many people as I can possibly be and then kill myself. Why? because I’m afraid of being judged both religious wise and Hunan wise.

None of you now my backstory. So just recently I’ve found out my whole life as been a lie. My dad divorced my mother before I was even born, because of me. Also my whole family (excluding my mother) wanted me dead, again before I was even born. And the worst part it that they pertain to care about me.

So I was unloved even […]

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the truth hurts

by notsureifreadytogo
written by notsureifreadytogo

She talked to me for the first time in a month today. Just to tell me she has no feelings for me. After five years. We were raising a family together. Thats what I get, I was an asshole. I cant be mad at her. But damn the truth hurts. Wasn’t this supposed to get easier? I just want to give up so bad. Fuck me.

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need to vent

by fuckitwhatsthepoint
written by fuckitwhatsthepoint

I’m fucking tired. So tired. Sick of the daily struggle.

Everyday, relentless. It just Dosnt end.

Sitting here, loaded shot gun. I can make it all end. Fuck it why not.

One decent reason I don’t wanna go alone.I fucking hate the lot of you. Every ****. I should take you all with me.

Stuck at a job I hate, get no respect.

The women I love. Toying with me. She asked me if I was gay today. Fuck me.

How did life get so fucked. How did I end up here.

Fuck it, burn in he’ll you pack of miserable cunts.

I’ll meet you there.

 

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Blue Moon Motel

by Deleted.from.society
written by Deleted.from.society

take me to the blue moon motel
carry me over the threshold
treat me like i am your young bride
together on our wedding night
fuck me in the motel shower
make my makeup run like a porn star
carry me naked to the bed
fawn my hair out when it’s still wet

from the motel window, the signs twinkle and the stars go
i see all the places you’ve taken me and all the places we’ll go together

hold me spoon me and i’ll pretend
in your arms that i am pregnant
with your baby, yeah your baby
your two babies softly sleeping

you’re […]

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Tired

by T-Rex
written by T-Rex

Tired of life, tired of trying, tired of it all. Geezer crispies, no matter what I do or say or anything, I fuck up and no one likes me. I try to help, I try to make them smile, I try to make people forget their problems and what not… it doesn’t work. I am hopeless, worthless, useless, disgusting, stupid, need to go. I’m unhelpful. I’m not able to BE helped. I wish I could just lay down and disappear for life, but, I can’t. I’m too chicken to suicide, I’m too cowardly to run away, I won’t do stupid shit. What the fuck am […]

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Semper Vigilans- Part V

by Soldier1861
written by Soldier1861

Fuck fuck FUCK! I didn’t nearly gather the courage. There was this really sweet and kind NCO, who had been there since the beginning, and I trusted well enough to tell. But fuck me, I didn’t have the courage to talk about it. She often seemed understanding, and I usually tell people I trust everything. The squadron is my family, and I am undoubtedly going to tell someone. I know they could easily help me. If I’m FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK alive by then, then I will. I’ve always secretly liked her, so that doesn’t help for FUCKING SHIT.

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All too much

by mm9
written by mm9

Everyday it seems to be getting worse and worse. I’m coming to the end of this pointless life that I have been attempting to live but it’s all too much. The final goodbye, it just a breath away.

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