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FUCK IT – Update – Hard decision//Never Loved//Obdurance

by Thanatos.Nykthos
written by Thanatos.Nykthos

FUCK TIME TIME IS A B!TCH

 

FUCKIN RANT O’CLOCK, FUCKLES MCGEE!

GUESS WHAT?! I’m FUCKING waiting now, and I FUCKING hate it!

 

WAITING FOR THIS STUPID FUCKING SOLUTION which is GONNA MAKE MY LIFE BETTER

but FUCK WAITING OH GOD

I WAS STABLE for like A WEEK AND A HALF damnit! FUCK COPING! FUCK QUESTIONS from PROFANE PREACHERS of PALLID HATE!

HERE’s the UPDATE, because HELL YEAH that’s useful!

Part ONE:

I wanna make some FUCKIN DEMANDS, damnit!

I WANNA COFFIN, DAMNIT! and you BETTER NOT THROW AWAY ALL THE SHIT I PUT TOGETHER TO LAY THIS WHOLE MESS OUT FOR YA!

 

alright, now to the kind and well-deserving members of thesuicideproject.org, I’d like to […]

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Paul Durcan – Thinking About Suicide

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

Although I may never commit suicide

I spend parts of each day thinking about suicide –

Thinking about how I lack the courage to do it.

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I wake in the mourning with 60 per cent depression.

That’s how it remains for the whole day,

Except for the odd occasion in a year

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In the doorway or on the street I meet by chance

For a few minutes a woman passing-by

Who has the time to stop and talk for three minutes

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Or five minutes or even sometimes seven or eight minutes,

Who rocks back on her heels in her pink, hooped skirt

With laughter, no matter what the topic.

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Depression and despair are two different states

Of mind, […]

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Kostis Palamas – Agora (The Market Place)

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

Just as dry summers pant for the first rain,

so thou art thirsty for a happy home

and for a life remote, like hermit’s prayer,

a corner of forgetting and of love.

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And thirsty for the ship upon the sea

that ever onward sails with birds and sea-things,

filling its life with our great planet’s light.

But unto thee both ship and home said: ”No!

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Look neither for the happiness remote

that never moves, nor for the life that ever finds

in each new land and harbor a new soul!

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Only the panting of a toiling slave

for thee! Drag in the market place thy body’s

nakedness, strange to the strangers and thine own!”

 

From the poetry collection ”Life […]

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******

by fifth
written by fifth

my girlfriend broke up with me.

she says she is scared to hurt me.
afraid I will get too close
but she said she couldn’t be in a relationship right now

her parents are making her pay for rent.
she is 16
I am hurting for her

I can see her childhood going
she is getting a second job to pay rent to her family
they are not poor

she is assembling documents and researching emancipation

I cant do anything

I can see her falling apart

she is seeing this guy.
they have a

thing

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Something New / Moving away

by Lazarus
written by Lazarus

So i finally turned 18 and suffered through months of studying, getting a job and then bam, failure.  I pass everything but Math on my GED test.  I take it AGAIN and fail.  This is the last time.  Can we talk about how god just hates me or something?  I have to do everytning myself without the freedom.  And its not even just about that.  I have a tutor, im makong progress but it still isnt about that.

Its how my parents took the money i was saving for a car.  My first car.  The car i’d use to go to work and fucking wednesday night […]

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wow

by mranony
written by mranony

wowowow

I’m so toxic in a relationship

Why am I ruining something so great?

I’m so fucking stupid and shitty.

Why can’t I make someone happy?

I’m so unreliable hahaha

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What the fuck should I do

by tuningout12
written by tuningout12

Fisrt of all I’m not proud of this. I’ve never thought I would be publishing something in a page like this. I guess there’s a first time for everything.

Second, I’m spanish that’s why my grammar sucks, pretty much that.

I have no idea where should I start. I’ve been depressed for a lot of years, I tried to kill myself a couple of times but I didn’t suceed.

Background:

My parents are not together, they divorced when I was eight. My mother started returning really late from work, kids started bullying me at school, but I could handle it, until I was twelve. My father was getting married […]

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i need advice. please. i need it.

by anne33
written by anne33

this problem will sound pathetic if you have never really loved someone. so please dont think im screwed up or crazy, because if you have loved someone truly with every piece of yourself, you will understand. ok?

I NEED ADVICE.

so about a year ago i started talking to this guy and immediately i felt like i could trust him. i felt connected to him. then he ended up getting a girl friend until september. then we still talked a lot, before and after their break up. not in a romantic way of course but as good friends. Then we started to talk more after september, facetiming […]

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Why?

by thetoastertart
written by thetoastertart

I have dealt with depression for so many years now, going on 5+. I’m only 18 years old. I’ve recently come upon the realization that happiness is entirely an illusion. It’s a false experience that comes from a chemical reaction within us, and this same reaction can be recreated with certain recreational drug use. therefore happiness is actually bullshit, and why should I care about continuing on in this life? Every friend I make, I end up pushing away. Every girl I meet, I end up pushing away. I’m so fucked up at this point I don’t even know if I know who I am […]

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What am I even doing

by alwaysconfused
written by alwaysconfused

I’ll make this short. I’m not much of an active person. Laziness is my game. Any motivation? No. I got caught with marijuana in my car. I’m on probation and have not quit smoking, it really helps me cope. I’m also an underage alcoholic. Helps me forget my responsibilities.  Feeling more apathetic everyday. Losing everyone and thing I love to my alcoholism. I’m slacking on community service. So much so I probably already fucked myself and violated my probation. I don’t know yet. Been contemplating suicide since the beginning of my high-school years. I have graduated, but nothing pushes me to do anything further. I’m […]

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Pain and Pleasure (a quick true story of a kid who fucks with the minds of depressed girls…)

by emotional.monster
written by emotional.monster

So I am a senior male in high school. I’m 17 going on 18 at the end of June. There’s this one kid Zack who is a freshman at my school and I fucking hate him. I haven’t really talked to him but knowing what he does makes me sick. He dates a girl and makes out with her and everything, he is all sweet and charming and everything (little does anybody know he’s really a ***** and extremely aggressive and violent with guys) but the catch about the girls he dates is that they all self-harm (usually cutting). Sounds like a sweet boy right? […]

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I vote turn it all off

by Iwantpeace2
written by Iwantpeace2

Fuck this world ! Fuck its creator! Fuck this reality !! None of us asked to be here !! We only die when we have something to live for but you can go all ur life jus wanting the peace of death nd will never get it !!! So fuck this world cant wait for it to blow up!!! #wherethefuckisarmageden

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First time……

by WeAllFallDown
written by WeAllFallDown

….Hey all….This is my first time posting here, and in all honesty, I never thought I’d see myself posting on a site like this.

I’m not looking for pity, simply a place for me to talk about my problems, where no one will judge me, or tell me that I need to believe in God.

I apologize in advance if this seems like pointless rambling, as I’m just trying to get it all out.

I’m 14 years old, and honestly, I wanna die. My biological father left when I was two, and I have no memories of him, and I only found out about him a year and […]

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I give the fuck up….

by orange13
written by orange13

Everything I do I fail it…. I have nothing to live for and the worst thing is I have no excuse for it. I don’t have weight problems, I have no mental health issues, I have no issues with drugs/alcohol, I had a good upbringing, my parents bought me a fucking house for christ sake… yet here I am. Unemployed, lonely, depressed and with nothing to live for.

I have two bachelors degrees, one is pretty useless, the other is a STEM subject. I cant get hired in my chosen industry, im not sure why, probably because ive never worked before… I figure ill get a […]

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Fuck

by Emptyface
written by Emptyface

Fuckn shit, I run out of video games and booze and I’m just like whellp, I geuss it’s time to end my life because fuck this shit, but then I’m always like, oh yeah, you can’t, and I have a fun time feeling empty. Feelsbadman.jpg

I just want toget out of here.

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Fuck it

by Procel
written by Procel

I was going to write a long, motivational post but i just dont have it in me right now, its mid week and im already sick of it. If only there was a way to live without conforming to societies demands that leave you broken and soulless, since when doe living a life require us to trade our souls for enough money to live. I thought there was more to life but we spend the majority of it working, doing things that dont matter for bits of paper that we give away straight away so we can have a place to live, lights to see […]

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help

by TRlGGER
written by TRlGGER

im completely out of my mind.
This is the first time im serious about swallowing a whole bottle of fucking pills. My head hurts and my moms pissing me the fuck off. Someone contact me i need someone.

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All Lies

by Ylem
written by Ylem

Everything about me is one big fat motherfucking LIE!

My smile…. Fake as Fuck.
My conversation with people… Lies
Conversation with my family… Lies

I’M DYING people! I’m really dying.

I secretly cry in my room, wipe away my tears and have supper with my family like nothing happened.

My frown immediately turns upside down if someone asks if I’m okay.

I’m tired. I’m tired of faking. I’m tired of crying in silence. I’m just tired of everything. I’m tired of life.

I don’t want to be here anymore. But I can’t go just yet. I keep saying this over and over again. I keep repeating myself over and over again. […]

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