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Full Of Blood

Failed and let down by everyone

by chezasad 12/19/2012

written by chezasad

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Please give me your best advice

I am a 33 year old mother of two, I was with the father of my son & daughter for 12 .1/2 years. I was 16 when we started our relationship. He was 10 years older then me and how I found out was though finding his driving licence as he told me when we first met that he was 21:- (26)was the truth Â even then he still tried to say it was a fake. I should of realised then what he was all about but being only 16 young and being my first love I was blind!! I […]

12/19/2012 2 comments

razorblade..

by stubborn 5/16/2012

written by stubborn

found this poem online n made me think about a lot.

i thought i’ll share it with you guys.

Â Razorblade

As the razorblade slides threw my pale skin,
the red, warm blodd starts to run down my arm.
It goes faster and faster.
The sut is so deep,
like it’s never been before.
The razorblade turns all red,
full of blood.
I know now theres no turning back.
The scare of my pain will always be there forever.
I’ll always have the memories.
I just had to let the pain go somehow.
This is the way I do.
Thoughts of suicide start to run threw […]

5/16/2012 1 comment

Help me guys

by smileisafrown 4/3/2012

written by smileisafrown

I knew I wasÂ pregnant, at only 16 the morning sickness had made my day a living hell. No one knew, and I wasn’t old enough to buy Plan B. No one knew, not even my boyfriend. I’m sure my friend had figured it out. On top of having trouble in school with myÂ severe A.D.DÂ and having my mother threaten to kick me out, my abusive father, and having a rare form of MultipleÂ Sclerosis (M.S) I was sure things couldn’t get much worse. So one night after everyone went to sleep.

I sat in the bathroom, watching the tub fill with steamy water. I was already drowsy from […]

4/3/2012 2 comments

I’m Ready 2 Hang…

by USAFwife 7/5/2009

written by USAFwife

Well, itâ€™s about that timeâ€¦again! I am awaiting the police to serve my warrant and take me to jail for defrauding my bank (1800.00)â€¦but I had too, I had to pay the rent, bills and put food on the table for my family! I tried to explain to them, but money matters more in this world than life or so it seems! I already have a criminal background in fraud from years ago, always trying to support my family seems to get me in trouble. Yes, I have a job but it does not pay all the bills and we get further in debt everyday. […]

7/5/2009 8 comments