It is difficult to pretend
Just watch these strangers
Who used to be really great friends
The quietness
The loneliness
The awkward gestures
The familiar faces
The memories
The guilt
The shame
Wanting to say hey
Hoping for a long conversation
Time
Every second
Every hour
Every day
Every fight trying to save the friendship
Every arguement just creates the situation worse
Tired of trying sometimes
It’s hard to pretend
Just watch those strangers
Whom used to be really great friends
The quietness
The loneliness
The awkward gestures
The familiar faces
Mostly…
The memories
The guilt…
The shame…
Wanting to say hey
Wanting to share a long conversation
… Changes…
Every second
Every hour
Every day
Every time
Every fight trying to save the friendship
Every arguement just creates the situation worse
Tired
Tired of trying sometimes…
Hey kids, here’s some advice: if you feel like killing
yourself, do it. Do it as soon as you can, because life and society will take
everything from you as you get older. It will even take your desire to kill
yourself. That may sound like a good thing, but it isn’t. You will lose the
will to kill yourself, but not the root emotions that made you consider suicide
in the first place. You will still feel like shit, but will lack the passion
and ambition to actually solve it with suicide.
You may see signs of physical weakness in the adults around
you, but […]
Many of us have been told, “Your problems aren’t that bad. They don’t add up to suicide,†or, “If you only took 15 pills, you weren’t really serious.â€
We have a condition that causes others to feel uncomfortable. They reduce their discomfort by using denial, belittlement and minimization on the seriousness of our situation. While most of this denial is due to their fear concerning the possibility of our death, a part of it has another source. They may also have had or be afraid of having bad periods in their own lives, and their denial on our vulnerability to […]
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