Why is life so unfair? I’ll never understand. I’ll never understand why people can be so cruel, why people die, why we cant be happy. We are in a world where people actually want to die. But not for selfish reasons, not really. We just want the pain to end. And people dont get that. Many times Ive dreamt about ways to die. My friend says its “a cry for help.” But when I was doing it I didnt care about wanting to be saved. I just wanted it to end, it meaning the pain, the depression, the sadness. I didnt mean to fail those […]
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Girls School
we wonder this earth born with no one put in are laps no one is given to us as are right we wish it was but in the end we haft to fight throw the shit and the pane the bully’s and the heart break all for what a wiled goose chase but the goose chase that we are all on Leeds some were we just haft to run little faster jump a little hirer grow wings and fly do the imposable prove the girls and the boys from school that they are all wrong that we can out live there hate that we can […]
I go back to school tomorrow, and im so freaked out. Im practically having panic attacks. Im just scared because i go to an all boys school yet you would think its more like an all girls school, so much bitching and stabbing in the back goes on, and i have no friends, i get called gay by everyone, and every single little action i make, including eating ice-cream makes me gay. And now that im in year 9, everyone is getting worse, now any nice people are just being impossible. I wish i wasnt so mature sometimes, it just makes life more difficult -_-‘
I am ugly because my nose is to big, my face is round, so no matter how skinny I get, ill always look fat.
I am fat because I have a big build, I can’t change that so ill always be fat.
I am weird because I’m not like the other girls at school, I can’t hold a conversation and I don’t understand the jokes.
I am insane because I didn’t speak for weeks after he left, I sat in silence on the same wall when the few that cared tried to taunt words out of me.
I am fucked up because I cut myself, because I can’t go […]