Wouldn’t it be better if everyone of us could live in his/her own unique madness?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7YEVP4r2ok
Lyrics:
Leave the madman in his madness
And don’t try to bring him to his senses
You don’t know what is hidden
Inside the mind of a madman
–
He might find in his madness
Everything he has desired
And wasn’t able
To see and to obtain
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Leave the madman in his madness
Leave him in his dream
He’s been sick and tired of this world
And he created one of his own
Sometimes I think there’s never been
A highway so wide and mean
Leading to a room so cold and bare
Faded pictures on the wall
Stories of a past untold
Sunny beaches turn to ruthless tide
There’s a new motel in town
It’s called the end of broken dreams
There’s a new place in town
It’s called the end of broken dreams
Out of the blue my name is fear
And I’ll haunt you if I care
Out of this world my game is clear
And I’ll catch you if I dare
But there is no time for me to stay
Maybe it’s time to ride the ray
Maybe tomorrow never comes
Crawling lizards in the sun
Do we part like fallen leaves
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I haven’t been on SP for a long time, but I decided to come back and see how everyone is doing. I know that life is rough sometimes, but please stay strong and don’t give up. You’re all loved. 🙂
Ugh..where to start lol obviously the biggining I was raised by my grandma until age13 when I moved in with my mom for first time it was strange I had grown up with no power or running water on a farm an town life was totally new to me I quickly took up smoking pot for a few years but by age 15 I had moved […]
Giving up is a terrifying thought. Naturally, you don’t want to give in and give up. But, once you start giving up, it’s the most liberating feeling in the world.
I know I should fight, be determined but I’m tired. Tired of everyone and everything tearing me down, so why not give up? Whats the point anyhow? Life is a goddamn contradictory lie so, why try to live it?
Giving up is terrifying, I know I shouldn’t, but damn does it feel good.
I just don’t know anymore….
It’s funny how things work out. I’ve been through so much pain and so many trials. I never thought I would make it this far. God gives you darkness to build you up, then He gives you light to show you that you made it. My boyfriend has brought me back to Him and showed me there is something much bigger than my problems. I stay reading the Bible and I stay in prayer while he does the same. Thing is in a relationship, “if he’s not helping you to become a better person, succeed, and be happy, you need to let him go.” I […]
I try and be happy but there is nothing to look forward to in life. all I do is screw up and I cant do anything right. so what is the point? I have been trying so hard but I fill like a decrease and that I just run away from everything even when I go head first in to the problem. but I don’t get the point to life I’m just going to die in the end. So where’s the fun in that there is no one that can make me fill like the world is good. all I see now days is badness […]
I don’t know what to do anymore. I hate my life. I hate this world. We’re so fucked up. In the way that people are. The way we act, the way we have to live. I just don’t know if I can be a part of it anymore. And I don’t know if I’ll make it to the end of the week.
I just wanted to get better. To get these things out of my head. To stop seeing things, to stop hearing things. To stop hurting myself and everyone else. To know what’s real and what’re not. But everything’s just gotten worse. […]
My brain wont shut up even after hours of me laying here. I have so many thoughts running through my head, stressful thoughts. I then get more stressed knowing that I need to get up early in the morning but this just makes my head spin faster. I can’t get all my thoughts from the day out my head and it’s giving me a head ache. I get this feeling most nights and it’s making me exhausted. I don’t feel stressed until I get in bed. I hate this. I just want out. Out of the stresses of life, and the pain of my brain. […]
My best friend has already decided she wants to die. she already has a plan, and she plans to do it very soon. probably over thanksgiving break (but i really really really hope not!!) i have told her so many times, and in so many ways that i want her to stay, and that she can get better, and things WILL get better if she lets them. but she has decided that she doesnt want to get better, she doesnt want things to get better, she just wants her easy way out of it. which i do understand.. i suffer with these problems myself, i […]
well, hi my name is Pia and i’m 14. It’s my first time that I write down .. my “stuff”. Â so I will just start how everything began.
i started first time cutting myself in 2009 i think, i wasn’t that long ago that my grandpa died. my mom changed, or i changed. i dont know. anyways my mom and me got big stress, i told her the first time that i hate her and i got the first time the feeling that i don’t belong here. I cut myself the first time.Â
From now on, i cut myself everytime when i got problems. When i cried […]
I don’t have any purpose. I am not cared for, or serve any importance. I’m fucked up. I think I’m going to do it.
I’m going to finally finish what I started,
and kill myself.
On March 12, 2006, I faced a difficult decision; whether or not to commit suicide.
For some reason, when I hear others share this about themselves, I sometimes think they’re just seeking attention. I know it’s crazy, especially since I’ve been there myself.
For me, the process was a slow fade. After years of struggling with alcoholism, a failed marriage, lost job, flunking out of college, and just a severe dislike with life in general; I had reached my bottom. I had resigned to the idea, many years earlier, that life was just something to endure, and that I would never know how to be […]
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