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Giving Up On Life

21 questions

by disturbedinlife 6/18/2013

written by disturbedinlife

Hey, im back. I felt the need to take a rant. Read if you wish but if you dont i dont mind.

Its 1:04pm Sydney time and its Wednesday

So, over the course of 2 days, i have told my best guy mate that i started cutting and i was really giving up on life & personal stuf that was going on inside my head.

We played 21 questions the other night and i told him i would answer anything truthfully, and so i did. The questions started of as a joke but then got serious.

He asked ” why did you start cutting?” i told him that i […]

6/18/2013 3 comments

I used to Be

by underneathope 3/21/2013

written by underneathope

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFjKJc-Sn-w

Beautiful and vibrant as can be,
Thatâ€™s how they remember me,
So far from what I used to be,
I hid from the world; you see,

Skin so smooth and fair,
Now scarred and dry,
I still have my beautiful hair,
But I changed so much it makes me cry.

I cry myself to sleep when no oneâ€™s there,
Trying to accept the damaged look,
So much lost; I canâ€™t even start where,
Dusty covers, lost pages, judge the book!

Of all clichÃ©s this one I will never forget,
Passing through life betwixt and between,
In the end all youâ€™re left with is regret,
Was I made […]

3/21/2013 4 comments

getting worst- is this the end?

by taylah 11/11/2012

written by taylah

its been a while since ive been online. not a lot has happened. but im getting worst. me and my bf broke up, and there is this girl i just wanna kill. me and my best friend are fighting and ive got no sleep in about a week. im going crazy. i run away a lot during the day and sometimes at night. i think about death more and more. i just wanna die. before they were just thoughts but now it is serious. self harm- if i cut my wrist and hope to hit a vein, it will take hours of painful death until […]

11/11/2012 4 comments

waiting

by taylah 10/24/2012

written by taylah

am i falling apart? i swear it feels like it. my sexuality confuses me, my relationship is going down the toilet and so is life, im struggling in school and no one seems to care.Â ive thought about suicide for the last 3 days. ive writtern my note saying goodbye and now im just sitting here waiting. waiting for something to push me over the edge and kill me. i feel like im having a never ending break down. i cry everyday for more then 6 hours, i havent eaten for over 3 days, i have had 10 hours sleep in the last week. i […]

10/24/2012 0 comment

story of my life

by dannygurl93x 6/9/2012

written by dannygurl93x

So many times i’ve felt like giving up on life, im only 14 and already i guess i’ve been through alot more then any other 14 year old.I was a victim of severe bullying and having that happen straight after i was cheated on was to much for me. Â Its the fact that anything sharp was the first thing i’d turn to scares me, i’ve atempted suicide twice now but everytime i try i just stop, i can’t do it knowing now that iÂ actually have friends that care about meÂ also my parents. What would they think? I have scars all up my arm and some […]

6/9/2012 2 comments

I feel dead….lifeless

by rawrimaturtle.. 1/7/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

i need to keep busy because every time I’m not I’m more sad and i only think of how I’m gonna be alone forever…

kayso… I’ve told you guys about my break up… it was on january 2nd and ever since that night i cry myself to sleep every night…

theres two other guys….they both like me.. but also live far away… and i know i like them… but it hurts to admit it becuz i feel so guilty… i miss my boyfriend so much…. and they other two guys are trying to cheer me up and make me happy…. and it works… but as soon […]

1/7/2012 14 comments