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Going To Hell

Don’t Stop Living

by Traciann 8/23/2013

written by Traciann

Â August 1, 2013 Thursday 2:55 pm

Iâ€™m a lot stronger now than I have ever been. I have my anger somewhat controlled, Iâ€™m slowly getting it together. But as I look back at the hard times I was having. I was so scared and afraid of my future and didnâ€™t know my purpose on earth anymore. I felt like I should be dead at the age 23 years old. I lived a life as well as I could. I was so broken down and beaten I was just tired of waking up every day fighting to be happy or just to be alive . I wanted […]

8/23/2013 0 comment

What’s the point?

by Butcheredpanda 8/22/2013

written by Butcheredpanda

I have posted here before, a while ago already.

Anyways, now I’m still in this mess, alone every single day, doing nothing. No one who cares about this, because “autism is the problem”. I will be starting therapy to deal with my autism in 2 weeks, so I guess that is a good thing.

Although i dont believe this is the “problem” I just let it run it’s course, I mean, all those psychiatrists are trained for it right? They sure must know it better than me?

Now I have been sitting home every single day, alone, for the past year, doing nothing at all. I rarely talk […]

8/22/2013 2 comments

Trying

by Jayykeith3312 7/27/2013

written by Jayykeith3312

I’m not sure why I’m still here. My attempts at suicide are failures and it’s starting to make me think about more effective attempts. But I want to stay. I want to see my future. I just want out of the present. I feel numb, tired, and weak. I go through the days avoiding people and just trying to find ways to make each day go by. I feel broke down inside. I’m Â still in high school and living with my parents. I’m gay but don’t know how to tell them. I had a gay friend over once, my dad told me not to talk […]

7/27/2013 1 comment

I am worthless fat and ugly unloved filth because of muslims they have called me fat and ugly so many times i’ve lost count god commands me to crush my cheeks against the concrete floor until my teeth fall out and my eyes pop out

by Bharati 7/16/2013

written by Bharati

because of RELIGION I AM FILTH.

I AM GOING TO HELL. because of RELIGION.

I AM NOT INVITED TO HEAVEN because I am a dirty Srilankan who has done bad things. I am too UGLY TO be treated kindly >I am TOO FAT AND BAD to be treated kindly. Can someone ever see themselves flying through a hose with a brown shirt on, all that’s left of them because of ISLAM?

I Saw HOW GOD SAW ME AND DEPICTED ME AND know i’m going to HELL, and know HATRED and know CRUELTY and know a CRUEL JOKE> cruel joke spelled backwards is JESUS CHRIST. MY RELIGION is for […]

7/16/2013 0 comment

by Bharati 6/12/2013

written by Bharati

That is not tough love or correction its pure hatred. U like fut jmIcan guy, your dad ends w f, im going to hell. They cup prt of my hip off…u know I died in the wtc. I’m a pig. True love always wins. Who in their right mind ever loved or wanted you or even considered u a beautiful.girl. God wants winners not bum dirt fornicating lowers or liars. What a cruel tool I am. Future jmaicn guy I love.

6/12/2013 3 comments

the beautiful people

by Bharati 6/6/2013

written by Bharati

nuff said. R wanted in the world. its their right to love. not mine or yours. THE MAN WHO SOLD THE WORLD. must prolly be meaner than ten vipers. cuz i know i’m going to hell when i die. it was a mark on me since birth called Srilankan and Unlucky.

haveagooddy

6/6/2013 1 comment

hatred

by Barathy 4/25/2013

written by Barathy

i’m sorry about what you all are going through. i’ve had a horrible uncurable mental illness for years. Â my life has been pretty cruel. i was subjected to a hate crime that was pretty Â much endless. i was happy once but i cannot find it again. my illness is very very cruel, l live with it everyday. Â its very painful and hurts me very badly and i also believe i’m going to hell when i die. i’m not a religious person but this world was very harmful. we should believe that life was not supposed to be so HARMFUL to people but it was. i […]

4/25/2013 1 comment

y is life so cruel

by Barathy 3/21/2013

written by Barathy

why is god so cruel? i keep hearing cruel remarks bout being unforgiven for my sins n going to hell? im not any of the things they label me with. is it possible to hve a heart attack at 32? how coukd anything be so unlucky, so cruel? do ha go to hell for loveliness or trye love? is that how heaven n hell work? i feel like the ugliest woman kn the whole world…a cruel ugly fucking joke.

3/21/2013 3 comments

What If I Take The Final Say?

by RachelJ 2/20/2013

written by RachelJ

Control. That seems to be the only thing I’ve ever wanted, the one thing I’ve never gotten. To feel like I actually have a say-so in what happens next or where I go… to feel like I can contribute something to my life because after all, it is MY life. I have a dad who always made the rules. Even though they were always stupid and illogical and only benefited him, he ALWAYS got the final say so. And it went from being just small things to bigger things. Where I go to college (a college I pay for COMPLETELY on my own, by the […]

2/20/2013 2 comments

Four more years in Hell, don’t think so.

by freezinginfire 2/18/2013

written by freezinginfire

My dad told me in the car the other day that I was going to hell.

I ate at a Chinese buffet and got a fortune cookie that said, “accept yourself.” I thought if I have already, then I’m a worthless piece of shit that no one wants. I’m invisible to most, but those who see me are disgusted and try to get rid of me, one permanently. They really shouldn’t waste their time, I’ll do it myself eventually. So, they just leave. If I haven’t accepted myself, I’m sure when I do I’ll kill myself realizing I’m worse than I think.

I can’t do this for […]

2/18/2013 10 comments

Suicide is awesome!

by RareHumanSpecies 1/28/2013

written by RareHumanSpecies

Even though I’m not depressed anymore and nothing bad is happening. I still consider suicide, I know for a fact that’s the way I’m going to die. I’m clear headed and everything. I’m most likely going to OD on heroin or drown myself (: And I don’t listen to people saying “Ohhh your going to hell” There’s not 1 verse in the bible that is against suicide, and it’s not the unforgivable sin 😀

My meds probably have me all “happy” and shet, I hate it I’m not really happy, I’m on drugs for christ sake lol. ANYONE ELSE think the way their gunna die is […]

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1/28/2013 35 comments

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suicidal people

by sand_dude 1/21/2013

written by sand_dude

Suicidal people are some of the deepest people that exist. Why might that be?

Maybe it’s because our soul is a big black hole, a bottomless pit, much like our minds.

There’s no ground, and no ceiling, it just fades to blackness, in the back of our minds.

Maybe it’s because we’re not afraid of going to hell, because we’ve already been.

This makes us incredibly strong, yet hopelessly weak.

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1/21/2013 1 comment

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My plan

by chhris89 9/10/2012

written by chhris89

Okay. Hi. I don’t know what posting here will do, I think I’d just like to share my thoughts on this somewhere. I’ll cover the steps I’ve taken, the thoughts I’ve idled over and my plan.

For my own reasons (which I won’t share, I’m not here to do that) I have decided that I am going to die. I’ve put a lot of thought into this, and death, and am okay with that decision. It has been in the works for a number of years. I have doubts, which I’ll cover, because anyone who can say they’re facing a big decision with no doubt is […]

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9/10/2012 8 comments

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by longtimegone 8/18/2012

written by longtimegone

I haven’t been on this website much in the last year because I thought I was doing better.

But my father has been talking lately about how I should get engaged.

I am a 19 year old Arab female, and my father wants me to get engaged next summer to a man I do no know so that he can come to America, get settled in, and then marry me when I finish college.

But this is the stupidest bullshit in the history of the universe.

I hate my parents. I was accepted to MIT but my parents wouldn’t let me go because they told me I could not […]

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8/18/2012 5 comments

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Good as it gets

by Twin 6/9/2012

written by Twin

I come from a pretty good family. My father is dead but it seems normal to me. I have a car, I’m in college, I will always have a place to stay and enough money to make it through school comfortably. I’ve cut myself before, it was when I was in Iraq. I wasn’t happy, it wasn’t the whole “war” bothering me, it was the people. I don’t like being a girl. I feel out of place. The Army doesn’t care. It was a hard year for me. I’m 24 and I’m staying with my mom until I finish college. She’s nice. Buys me what […]

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6/9/2012 2 comments

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Something to Make You Laugh (maybe)

by notinteresting1 4/5/2012

written by notinteresting1

Although I am very depressed at the moment, most of my previous posts are just long rants about that so I decided that, for Easter, I would post a true, Easter-related, funny story. Perhaps it will make you laugh, perhaps it won’t, either way it’s just a silly story from a girl desperate to *cough* check out early.

PS (I am not religious, this may offend those that are for my ignorance within the story).

When I was a child most Primary schools in Britain were somehow religious, even my school, which was not stated as religious, was run by a Christian headmaster who encouraged us to […]

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4/5/2012 10 comments

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Happy birthday to me…

by lostchild445 3/20/2012

written by lostchild445

Today, march 21st, is my birthday.
Today’s the day I was born on the coast
Today’s the day I loathe this life the most
Today’s the day I’ll look like everyone else, but
Today’s the day I’ll be going to hell.
Today’s the day I get sung to and cheered
Today’s the day I remember their jeers
Today’s the day when I show them their wrongs
Today’s the day when they’ll sing no more songs
Today’s the day that I take my gun out
Today’s the day I’ll turn the lights out
Today’s the day where I say goodbye
Today’s the day that I will […]

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3/20/2012 2 comments

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What’s the point of life?

by jacob9688 2/13/2012

written by jacob9688

People always tell me suicide is most selfish act anyone can do to Thier loved ones, but they never think how selfish it is of them to make someone go through hell just to keep thier feelings safe, if that makes sense.

I’m not necessarily talking about myself, but there are people with mental disorders or really bad problems that suicide is thier only way out. like schizophrenia for example, even though I believe it is not the only way out but it’s a choice.

I’ve just been reading yall’s stories for the past couple of days and let me just say my story is NOTHING compared […]

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2/13/2012 10 comments

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the church

by drift_along 1/6/2012

written by drift_along

The people at my church tell me all the time that im going to hell if i kill myself i guess thats one reason why i cant go threw with killing myself

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1/6/2012 5 comments

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by overstayed 6/16/2009

written by overstayed

With a heartbeat

dragged screaming from my rest

They cut me short.

Im a God whore now

Hiding under desks to hide away from people.

Whats with this Shyness

No dont do that

No Dont think that

Its Gods Will

Its wrong

Its Evil

They Laugh

They are Happy

Have Friends

They all going to hell

What is this wall

I can see you

What is wrong with me

Where is your sense of pride boy

Happy moments

Sad sack

There are people I love so much

And […]

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6/16/2009 2 comments

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