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Good Feelings

thirsty for that feeling of being alive and well

by idunno 3/6/2013

written by idunno

I know its there, ive felt it before. I must find it. I didnt know i could feel so good and alive. It comes so naturally to most other people. But for me o have tp get it from alcohol or abuse of my perscription drugs. The feeling of clearance, contentment, knowing what i want. Actually joy, insane cobfidence in myself. I know what ive been missing all my life. Its so frusterating to thonk that ove been deprived of it all my life while others ignorantly take it for granted.

Why cant i have these goos feelings of confidence and joy regularly?
I am desperate […]

3/6/2013 0 comment

i cant go on like this anymore. i need change now

by idunno 2/23/2013

written by idunno

This is mental torture. My brain wont allow positive feelings and pleasures, it rejects them like foreign territory. It is not used to positivity so it doesnt know what to do with it. It teased me by making me feel confident and excided and content and motivated for a very short time then slaps me back in the face and replaces these good feelings with guilt anxiety paranoia saddness bordome and fear. It feeds these thoughts into my mind virtually automaticly , thoughts like “you are undeserving to feel content, get praise, . You are a bad person your doing it all wrong, you cant […]

2/23/2013 1 comment

why cant these feelings last

by idunno 2/22/2013

written by idunno

The few times I do get these positive, confident, happy normal feelings they dont last long, the anxious , worrying , undeserving, guilt feelings creep in and over power the good feelings. NO matter what i think to try to deflect them they still hang around.

What can I do. Its not fair. They robb me of my joy in life. I ALWAYS FEEL SOO GUILTY. ITS one of the worst feelings ever. How can i get rid of these awful feelings for good? I want to be able to get myself to believe that i am deservong of these good feelings !!!! Please help.

2/22/2013 1 comment

Happiness…

by U.N. Owen 5/9/2012

written by U.N. Owen

This quote is in several articles online about happiness.

“First,Â your brain adjusts feelings of happiness downwardÂ after youâ€™ve reached some goal or other. It regulates the good feelings, presumably so that you have motivation to reach the next goal instead of just lounging by the pool for the rest of your days. “

Which can sort of be related to the Matrix quote

Agent Smith: “Did you know that the first Matrix was designed to be a perfect human world? Where none suffered, where everyone would be happy. It was a disaster. No one would accept the program. Entire crops were lost. Some believed we lacked the programming […]

5/9/2012 0 comment

Help

by cumma101 5/7/2012

written by cumma101

I don’t know why but today I felt hopeful and optimistic and confident.

And while the world has thrown some good social interaction at me today, I am bombarded with this crippling discouragement. In any other way, she would react like everyone else today, accepting! But no matter how many people laugh with me, or are nice to me today, she is mentally pushing me aside.

Why? Why can’t my good feelings be rewarded? I don’t want to be depressed again, and yet, whenever I am happy I become attacked.

I need help! I feel I’m in the inbetween, and I don’t want to drown again! Please don’t […]

5/7/2012 2 comments