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Is Suicide Okay?

by Dais 8/23/2013

written by Dais

I am not going into full detail of all the shit that made me who I am today but I’ll give you aÂ little summary.

I was bullied horribly and pretty severely at a private school with 100+ kids and 20 kids in the grade. You were with the same people your whole pre-k to 8th year.

I contemplated suicide at the age of 11 and still do. I wouldn’t let my mom leave because the thoughts of it were overwhelming. She didn’t leave without me but she didn’t take it seriously. I was really going to take a knife and stab myself in the stomach. She didn’t […]

8/23/2013 6 comments

“Beware beware the forest of sin, none come out but many go in.”

by lilblues 8/22/2013

written by lilblues

I cant stop crying. Why has everything changed!

I’m back to this rotting heap that is my mind and body.

I wish my body were rotting, maybe then it wouldnt be so fat and gross.

New relationship? Â How can I have a good relationship with someone if I cant have one with myself.

I hate everything about this me.

I cant take a deep breath without tearing up,

I cant shower without a razor to my skin,

I cant sleep without dreaming of darkness and I cant smile without a stabbing pain within.

When did my life end and this nightmare begin?!

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8/22/2013 1 comment

another post about being sad

by Stacie 6/15/2013

written by Stacie

so I called the crisis line if anyone knows wat its liek to talk to them its agnozing to try to tell somone to ask for help when all people do is judge and say Its all fucking up to you really i had no idea i understand there just trying to help but i have heard it so much I have complained so much I know theres six billon people in the world but what dose it matter existence theres so much suffering in the world anyway so why do i matter. I use to be a happy kid even if shitty stuff happned […]

6/15/2013 2 comments

Death calls me again and again.

by shruti2910 6/12/2013

written by shruti2910

am 19 year old, a second year student of Psychology from St. Xavier’s College.
I do not exactly remember how long it has exactly been but I have never had a good relationship with my parents since I was some 16 year old after I had my first relationship with a guy.
Though they let me go out to college, but my life is equivalent to hell. I do not say I am the only suffering person in the world, but for me, at this moment, only my pain matters.
Day before yesterday when city enjoyed one of the loveliest weather, I asked my mother […]

6/12/2013 3 comments

Suicide. A good idea?

by Gabe 11/5/2012

written by Gabe

Well long story short I come from a family that has made their own wealth through a private business of helping children with learning disorders. Love my family of two brothers, three sisters, and mom and dad.
The name is Gabe 19 years old. I’ve always felt like i have tried to do the right thing. Be polite, treat others nicely.Junior year of high school 2009 Â i just slipped into a huge depression sprial. Â Always kinda felt i wasn’t physically fit enough, felt guilty for how others perceived me. Â Never felt like i was there for who i thought was my friends. Always struggled in […]

11/5/2012 2 comments

You Can Loose People so Fast;

by kylie_leighann 8/22/2012

written by kylie_leighann

i Never Had a good Relationship with my Mom, she was Always out of the picture & on Drugs.

i Always wanted a mom Like The other kids in 4th Grade that would come & pick you up from school & just love youÂ unconditionally. We fought , And Argued, She Told me She was Leaving Agian To NewMexico, i didnt really mind she had leftÂ multipleÂ timesÂ . When she had gotten up there she called me maybe a month later saying she wasÂ pregnant, i Hated the Man she was with , He gotten her to take heroine agian, and she wasnt the same, She Said to me , […]

8/22/2012 4 comments

Why am I alive?…Thanks to you…

by Derek 8/1/2012

written by Derek

I wanna die… I have the resources to do it but instead I’m writing this…

My name is Derek and I’m from South Africa and I’m 21 years old. I guess I have what you would call an average life. My life was always great and I was someone who was always happy, always smiled, was always optimistic, I really loved life… Until a year or two ago…

Three years ago my mom had died(from organ fauilure due to diabetes) and that was the end of the little perfect family that we had, we’d never had much but we were always happy. After that my dad and […]

8/1/2012 0 comment

past present && future

by this_life101 5/18/2012

written by this_life101

as i sit here typing each word that pops into my mind, i feel so friken depressed. i think of my past present and future. my past was horrible my present is worse and my fututre might be hell or i might so something with my self. i havent talked to my father in forever cuz i dont trust him he a crack head and i dont feel safe around him he is just worsesome. i saw him for the first time in 2 years and i started to cry cuz i felt scared and weak. i started cutting myself again. i feel like shit […]

5/18/2012 2 comments

Why does it all feel pointless?

by satchikins 4/24/2012

written by satchikins

I’m one from a very good life. I’m 20, been in a good relationship for going on 5 years. I have friends who love me and a family that’s never split up and always been tight-knit. So, what’s wrong? Why do I just want out? I’ll go long periods of time where I feel okay. (No, not great and not bad. Simply okay. Like I know I exist and I’m fine with that) yet when I break, its hard. I’ll have the worst mood swings, going from absolutely rude and waspish to bawling my eyes out and feeling alone. Incredibly alone. The past few days […]

4/24/2012 3 comments

Life and questions

by jeff24353 7/19/2009

written by jeff24353

im 16 my name is jeff, i am depressed and dont know why, my mom and dad got a divorce when i was 5 and i live with my mom, i am a christian, i hav a fairly good relationship with both of my parents, i’m actually not a bad looking kid, but i havent had a girlfriend in like 3 yrs, i feel very along bc ppl say they are there for me, the they arent. but speaking of girls, there is this one, and i dont know about you other guys (PLEASE TELL ME IF YA’LL DO THIS) but every time you think […]

7/19/2009 1 comment