Well I am nearly there, though it does seem that someone is trying to persuade me to stick around a little longer with some amazing opportunities just landing in my lap this week…
Today 2 years ago I made the hardest decision of my life to discontinue treatment of the person I cared for most, and allow her to die. I know it was the right thing to do, however I think of her every day, and especially now as I near graduation I just see a gap where she would have sat.
I am still of sound mind, and my decision is still logical. With the date so close I am having last minute nerves, updating my paperwork tommorow I think and just trying to get as much done before then as I can. I don’t want to be part of a world so evil, a regime that steals from you, and a future so bleak… It’s sad that as much that people say their lifes are good, working 9 – 5 in the same job year on year, doing the same thing for a measly week holiday, and just enough money to pay the bills is not good. If it was then there would be no need for alcohol or drugs to escape the petty little lifes… O sure you’ve got a career? Really what does that mean… Your going spend even more years doing the same thing, and before you know it you will be old and achieved nothing.
Now I have a coupla ideas of where I want to leave the world, I am just not sure which one is most practical. In fact its more a case of there being just 1 place where I don’t want to leave the world, it’d be too unfair on my good friends S+A. As to how, I know its not the most painless, however I think rope is the way to go, helium is just too heavy to carry.
Just 4 days, 10 hours and 11 minutes to go.