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Grandad

One of those days

by Jess 3/4/2013

written by Jess

The days when you just feel like giving up. I was determined to be happy today; my all time favorite person (my grandad) is coming for a visit soon and I was excited. But I dont think the universe is ready for me to be happy yet… No, shit HAS to go down and depress me again.

My best friend in the word, my only friend really, has decided to ruin my day. See, we’re in a group to do some little skit in French class… She cant do it. She is incapable of memorizing her 4 lines and refuses to try a simpler part. Its […]

3/4/2013 1 comment

Number two on the list.

by eyegoespop 2/4/2013

written by eyegoespop

So number two, my grandad.

I’ve already mentioned him briefly but I shall give you a bit more detail.
He was always ill, but it never seemed to phase him. I think in total he suffered 2 strokes, 1 “mini” stroke, a heart attack, several ongoing illnesses and probably some other things. For about the last five years he has been in about out of hospital and nursing homes for people recovering but he never really did recover. As well as being ill we think he had dementia, he often forgot where he was, who we were and even our names. That hurt, a lot. But anyway […]

2/4/2013 4 comments

So, hey.

by eyegoespop 2/3/2013

written by eyegoespop

Hey I’m new to this but there are some things I need to get off my chest. I’m sorry if I offend anyone or just generally upset/piss people off.

So I’ll start from the beginning.
From a very young age I didn’t really have a “normal” family. My parents divorced when I was a few months old so for a couple of years it was just me, my mum and my brother. My dad was always in my life, more so now than he used to be, but still he was around. When I was about two we moved in with my stepdad. He has two sons […]

2/3/2013 2 comments

Life has gone downhill

by franksj 11/5/2012

written by franksj

Up untill 2008 life was going great. 21 living life at the full and with a good idea of what I wanted to do.

May 2008, My Grandad died suddenly and then from September I went to Uni in Newcastle but failed in May 2009. Since then my life has taken for the worst. Got asthma that effects meÂ especiallyÂ in the cold weather that makes me hard to breath a lot of the time. I am now failing at another university in the South East England andÂ nowÂ being 25 it is hard to find a job with these reccesson that the uk is Â in

I have been thinking about […]

11/5/2012 0 comment

take a look inside my fucked up mind…

by NotReallyHereAtAll 4/6/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

Today I found out that my Great Grandmother died of pneumonia last night in hospital. And I felt nothing. We were fairly close and I liked her far more than my Grandma. But when I heard she’d died… nothing. Nothing at all. I felt nothing for her death.

What makes me sad is the impact it has on the rest of my family.Â I nearly cry when I think about my Great Grandad having to hear his wife’s passed away and my Grandad hearing he’s lost his mother. It makes me really sad to see my mum so not herself. I can’t help but comfort my relentlessly […]

4/6/2012 4 comments

whots wroung with me ?

by pandasniper100 2/23/2012

written by pandasniper100

ive been cutting my self – doing drugs for awhile now basically quit them both for about 2 weeks and to be honest ive never felt worse anyways more to the point my grandad recently died i kind of hoped that this would scare me idk to make me relies how much pain i would cause people if i died .. but it dident i have allready tryed to commit sucide twice.i suprised my self at the furinel (ime dislexic that why almost everyting is misspelt ) becouse i cryed a bit the reason this suprised me wos becouse i thought i wos dead on […]

2/23/2012 5 comments

Suicide :(

by MjLover123 8/18/2009

written by MjLover123

Im 13 years old and ive been thinking about suicide for a while now .. my grandad passed away in april and i was a huge fan of michael jackson who died at the end of june .. i keep crying at the tragic things that have happend to me .. i want to end my life so i can rest forever instead of my friends mocking me and saying that im obsessed with michael jackson .. i cant even talk to my best friend about my suicide attempt because shel just get mad and think im being silly .. ive always wanted a child […]

8/18/2009 6 comments

Dead in the Water

by suicidalXchick 7/25/2009

written by suicidalXchick

My dad’s job makes us move around alot and i’ve finally had enough, I can’t take losing all my friends over and over again. I started cutting a while bck, after my grandad ahd died,Â and sme teachers noticed it and put me into counciling which helped for a while but then a teacher who was realli helping me deal with everythink, she wasn’t judging me or anythinkÂ like that but she seems to have forgotten about me and once again I’m left alone with no-oneto talk to no-one to lean on or nothink. I feel as if I’m invissible. My friends talk about me behind my […]

7/25/2009 2 comments

no friends wiv just a glimpse of hope

by slumber33 4/13/2009

written by slumber33

i dont have many friends, i have a few friends that i talk to at schoolÂ but i cant really rely on them, theirs onlyÂ 2 friend in my life that i can acctually talk to about things and trust they wont tell any one, but i only see one of them at school and the otherÂ 1 dont see i just talk to her on msn now and again but thats it and her life is fucked up her step dad kicked her out theirs no room at her mums so she’s staying at her sisters but her sister only lets her stay their if she luks […]

4/13/2009 3 comments