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“Here I Am, Damn Strong I Stand”

by waste2304
written by waste2304

Here I am
Here to stay
Fucking happy night and day
Your words mean nothing
Effecting me in no way
Because I am me
I am here to stay

Bully me yeah…that’s okay
I don’t listen anyway
You are big…
I’m not afraid
You Bully me
Call me gay
Hell yeah I’m gay
Gleeful everyday

You pick on me…if I do say
you’ll get it back soon one day
Yeah I’m a nerd
that’s all I get
that’s considered a compliment
I’m not like you an idiot
But do your worse
I am up for it

In conclusion
And in the end
Here I am
And dammit […]

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one year countdown is getting closer by the day

by notalwayshappy
written by notalwayshappy

I decided on Nov 18, 2012, that I did not have 1 single happy day (or half day, or real significant moment of relief) that I would wait 365 days and if things had not improved (i.e., the happy moment), that I was done here, my work completed, and that I would just check out.

I have a great job, a nice family and all that “people strive” for – in fact, I feel selfish writing this post because I know full well that I am not hard done by…. but I lost the one. Not only did I lose her, but I made it happen, […]

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i won’t be loved

by I_suffer_in_silence
written by I_suffer_in_silence

eveyone tells me i’m a mistake to this world. maybe they’re right, i am. or im just taking things way to seriously but no one understands that words hurt. especially cause i’m really sensitive. people tell me a lot of things that i really can’t argue with. for example ugly, not good enough for anyone or anything, useless, stupid, etc. my bullies were the ones who made me hate my own refelction. and instead of solving my problems, i hide from my problems. i just hate to be put down everyday. everyday is just another day to wake up wanting to die and cry. sometimes i […]

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so today is my birthday

by b1urr
written by b1urr

it’s been 17 fucking years.
in all honesty i can’t wait until it ends. 14 cuts this morning, more soon to come. starving myself, pulling out my hair. what a great way to spend my birthday.

anyway, im losing everybody, which is what i want even though it hurts. i dont want anyone to live for so i could finally just fucking die. my birth day isnt a happy day, i’d say its the worst day of my life tbh. all i want is a nice new pack of razor blades…..

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Alone again, another valentines day…

by Tokey
written by Tokey

is today the day?  im sorry, i havent been coming here or to chat lately…  ive been really really depressed…  the daily thoughts of suicide have returned, and it seems like with every almost love, the crushing aloneness afterwards gets stronger…  i dont know if i can try anymore, and if thats the case, and im gonna end up alone forever…  i cant help but think maybe i should just do it…  i just dont want to be alone anymore…  cya, and happy valentines day…

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MY Rarest Days of all

by Christa Cruel
written by Christa Cruel

I Have posted atleast twice on this website and I have told complete internet strangers my my deepest darkest thoughts  that I havent even told my friends and I feel comfortable  posting even when I am rarely happy

Today I was excited for the walking dead Tv show to come back on the zombies calm me for some weird reason but anyway I watch my baby nephew for 12 hours 6 days a week and i get paid 150 every two weeks for watching him on top of that since i have no job I am expected to cook and clean the home at the end of the day there […]

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Bipolar

by Bipolar8609
written by Bipolar8609

The day embarked with a feeling of happiness. One of those days where you just wake up and you know *i’m happy*. It’s continuous but seems to last for seconds when it lasts about a day. You’re the quintessence of happiness. When your busy day of running around and trying to stay away from your house ends, you must go “home”. Their your parents scream and yell, no silence but in your own thoughts. However your thoughts tend to be pessimistic, annoyingly so. Because you grew up without a sense self-worthiness. But life goes on and you walk to school everyday, plodding around, for […]

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Summer Realization

by enemyofmyself
written by enemyofmyself

I had a dream one night.  I was with my friends getting pretty stoned outside on a bright, clear happy day.  I took a hit and looked up into the clear, beautiful  sky as I inhaled, but as I exhaled I began to feel out of place and out of person.  I tried to move, and I did, but at the same time I didn’t.  It was as if I was out of my rotting flesh cage, but my vision wasn’t coming with my spirit.  All that I could see was the clear blue sky… I began to panic.  My unbound spirit was being anchored […]

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This feeling is so strange …

by solace
written by solace

For years i was deeply depressed, I cut myself badly and couldn’t physically get up in the morning.
I got better, i would be depressed for a week then happy then depressed again and so on.
Now i’m slowly seeping back to being deeply depressed enough to find it hard to breathe every second. I’m starting to think every one hates me again, and that if i died no one would care.
I had my first ‘happy day’ about a week ago, i got so much done and was laughing and didn’t feel lonely. Didn’t repeat in my head “I want to die” like usual.

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Fathers Day.

by aamberx3
written by aamberx3

HAPPY FATHERS DAY.

Happy Fathers Day everyone! Well, today’s the day. The first Fathers Day without my dad. It’s kinda sad .. I’ve been trying not to think about it, because it’ll just hurt more. I still never found out how he died, I think someone’s hiding something from me. I don’t think autopsy’s take that long, does anyone agree? He’s been gone for about 8 months. Time flies! He was a drug addict. Always has been. He’s always gotten away with everything, & I believe in Karma honestly! Right around the time he died, he was trying to do the right thing. […]

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Not So Happy Birthday

by emmers16
written by emmers16

My birthday, just another day. 17 years of age and somehow, I wish I were older, perhaps wiser, because if all of the things I’m facing now are making me want to end it all, dear God, what will I do when I’m older?My parents didn’t say happy birthday, and my best friend called me at 3:00 am to tell me it, he’s my everything, he’s the reason I get up in the morning. And I can’t tell him that because of what everyone would think. It’s not that, I wish, but it’s not. He’s had my back since 1st grade. He’s just amazing. But […]

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Die another day

by Lilielies
written by Lilielies

Still dont have a method im comfortable with. I want to do it so bad. Sometimes I get caught in the fantasy of my future and I say maybe I can turn things around and be happy one day. But then reality hits. I know I won’t be okay. The people on here havent been so helpful.. I just want to die so bad. Someone decide to shut me up and give me a method! If not I guess ill die another day. But I will do it sooner or later .

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I talk to people on the worst day of there lives

by Unique
written by Unique

Hi guys, I hope every is feeling better today, even its just a little better, better is better.

I have started teaching at the weekends, its one of the ways i cope with my deppression,  i used to be seriously depressed a few years ago, after a few trips to the er a few weeks in rehab and with the help of a new found friend i have my life back.

I work in a rape crysis center, so i talk to people on prohibly the worst day of there lifes, its tough and it tears me upinside, but i achually get to help someone it makes it all […]

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Happy Valentines Day

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax
written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

Dear world, it is truly lovely to be alive today on this day of love. I couldn’t be happier because of these amazing people around me.

You all made my day, and my life. Because i don’t want to be a alive, but I DO, for all of you. Because i love you all.

 

Happy Valentines Day, Family, Friends, Past Lovers, Present Lovers. Everyone, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

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I stay alive for the people I love

by TrailingTheVoidAgain
written by TrailingTheVoidAgain

I have attempted suicide twice. Once by hanging and once by pills and alcohol.

Both times I saw it as the only way to end the pain of being alive, of living my life, with my thoughts and my ideas of my future.

And both times I was radically incorrect about how my life would turn out. As I write this I am only now aware of that. I was so totally wrong about how things would play out for me, of all the joys and experiences I would have, of the love I would feel, of the ups that would somehow manifest themselves. If I had […]

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