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block any disturbing, unhelpful thoughts

by idunno 3/6/2013

written by idunno

I need reassurance. I think way to much. i need to be productive. Block out any damaging thoight that is uncomfortable. I have to stop analysing stop second guessing myaelf.
Any dosturbing thought -BLOCKED.
As i conciously start identofying bad thoughts i realiZe theyre EVERYWHERE and i LET them dictate how i feel.

Any suggestions how i can block these uncomfortable thoughts??

For example i often analyze what ive said to someone or how i answered them and i asked myself “how did that sound to them? And all these uncomdortable questions about what ive done and if i did it “right” i […]

3/6/2013 0 comment

When you go, Would you even turn to say “I don’t love you, like i did yesterday”?….

by Nat.... 4/3/2012

written by Nat....

I have a very violent brother, and what’s the worst part? a tiny piece of me really wants him to take out all of his fury on me. To properly hurt me, like i can’t. My razorblade just doesn’t do the trick anymore, i think it’s blunt, only leaves a scratch that doesn’t bleed much. It’s killing me. i need pain, deliberately holding my hand under hot water just the feel the burn…. i don’t think i can do this for much longer.

Life is becoming darker and darker…. i can’t see the light. Afterall? We were just born to die.

I think i’m starting to love […]

4/3/2012 55 comments