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Harshness

How to live from now on…

by nanashi gm 1/23/2013

written by nanashi gm

When I came back from my adventures, I noticed several things. First, is that my dreams are over. Second, is that I can no longer connect with realities, be it people or environment. Third, is the realization of the harshness of the world we are living in. And lastly, is the realization how powerless my self is.

Realizing the dream world is over, I struggled to return to reality. But I noticed that I have no such reality to return to. Before, Iâ€™ve never even think about the future, I just lived for the moment, believing that one day I would get involved and drowned in […]

1/23/2013 7 comments

Being Broken

by sidadd 2/27/2012

written by sidadd

My mom constantly calls me stupid and tells me I’m a jerk, piece of trash, lazy, etc. She’s going through a stressful point in her life and I see it, but why is she hurting me? She doesn’t hit me, at least not physically. But sometimes the things she says hurt worse that the physical things abusive parents do. I’m still young, but even when I was younger I was thought of as something special. I scored off the charts on standarized tests, blew away the standard curriculum at my public school, and was invited into many gifted programs and such. I’m currently in the […]

2/27/2012 5 comments

My World is Falling Apart

by AzureDragonite 2/13/2012

written by AzureDragonite

Every day I must face the life of harshness, so cruelly given to me. Every day. And every day, as of late, does my desire for death increase. Now, I have posted on this site before. A horrible post, much like this one, but still. A post. And now, I lay here, in my bed, thoughts of freedom from this life filling my head. I am 14 years old. I have survived 2 suicide attempts. Am I happy about this? Of course not. Why would I be? It would be so much better if I had died back then, when my 3 closest friends still […]

2/13/2012 1 comment