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Heart Longing

That Coward In the Wrong Era

by SomeMalaise 6/27/2012

written by SomeMalaise

A mind that asks many questions
A mind mind that realizes there will never be any answers
A pair of eyes that cry in the wrong direction
A red heart longing for affection

I know the truth
And I want my heart to stop beating
For love in another means nothing if your own is slowly depleting

I’ve hated my life and the people who had to be in it
The horrible ones
And my useless mind and it’s emotions

No I’ve done my meditation
And like a band aid it covers over the wound temporarily
And I’ve been in counselling
And few understand I’m rare you see

And […]

6/27/2012 1 comment

The Reckless Suicide

by Corkthulu 6/27/2012

written by Corkthulu

I died. It was no accident. I rented a nice hotel room. Then I swallowed a lot of pills that would dissolve my liver and brain. I cut my arms open, and took enough aspirin that nothing but my failing heart could stop the bleeding. And so I died.

Then I met God. He was everything they show in the movies. A giant of a man, long in years, with a flowing white mane and long gray beard. As for his face, no matter how I tried to look at it, I could never quite see it. And he asked, “Why have you […]

6/27/2012 1 comment