As if the time goes â€œtick tock, tick tockâ€ as if the seconds turn to minutes and the minutes turn to hours and then day by day the sun effects the way you live your life as if nowâ€¦.. You start to rot away!
You begin to write and you turn blank as if you forget how to breathe. You turn pale and flustered as if you turn and a train comes by and your life flashes before one eyeâ€¦. Opens and you are starring into darkness.
You have horrible nightmares that make you never want to be alone. The darkness takes over your mind and surrounds you like a snake as it coils you up inside, the venom in your veins as it runs deeper and deeper and
You forget how to breathe. As if you die a little more inside.Â Your heart pounds as a beating drum in your chest the blood pumps faster and faster untilâ€¦.. You find yourself hopeless.
Hopelessness is taking over your body and making you forget how to stand it takes the gravity away from you and you just fallâ€¦ You fall and stare at the person you use to be in the mirror full of broken dreamsâ€¦
As ifâ€¦. You were ever really alive.. As f my smile was broken into a million pieces that shattered and the shards of glass came and stabbed you a million times.. what would you do then?