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Helium Tank

I have to kill myself within the next few days

by mooninlove89 8/22/2013

written by mooninlove89

Hello. I have been suicidal since my teens and I am now 23.

2 months ago I became homeless (I have been staying at a shelter for Â young adults and it is also where I met my 18 year old boyfriend). Â 1 month ago I got pink eye and started treating it about 2 weeks ago trying 2 different medications, I am going to get it checked again today;…it is *really* bothering me and I cannot get rid of it. I also have eczema and Body Dysmorphic Disorder (which is why I really want to end it). Â I also want to be genderless and not have […]

8/22/2013 4 comments

Failed!

by freemee 8/6/2013

written by freemee

Why did I have to spend all my money before my attempt? Now I have to put on an act until I have enough money for another helium tank :'( …at least I know where I went wrong!

8/6/2013 4 comments

How do you switch off your suicidal brain?

by hastapasadas 6/27/2013

written by hastapasadas

80% ofÂ peopleÂ whoÂ commit suicide haveÂ made at least one previous attempt.

People with a diagnosed mental health condition are at particular risk.

90% of suicide victims suffer from a psychiatric disorder at the time of their death.

ThoseÂ at the highest risk of suicide are people suffering fromÂ alcoholism,Â clinicalÂ depressionÂ orÂ schizophrenia. Previous suicide attempts are also an indication of particular risk.

Up to 20% of survivors try again within a year, and as a group they are 100 times more likely to go on to complete suicide than those who have never attempted suicide.

TheÂ world populationÂ is estimated to number 7.094Â billionÂ by theÂ United States Census BureauÂ (USCB).

Rar Rar Rar…

How do you switch off your suicidal brain?

Stupidly purchased helium tank, […]

6/27/2013 5 comments

“The woods are lovely dark and deep..” Was he thinking what I’m thinking?

by LostOlHope 4/4/2013

written by LostOlHope

Whose woods these are I think I know,
His house is in the village though.
He will not see me stopping here,
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer,
To stop without a farmhouse near,
Between the woods and frozen lake,
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake,
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep,
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,

4/4/2013 4 comments

Hurting So Bad

by ItsJustMe79 7/29/2012

written by ItsJustMe79

Hello all. I’m sitting here at my dinning room table weeping so hard. The reason is because I’ve searched intensley on an answer for the last few wks. I’ve talked to people including a therapist, some friends I kno in person, a couple from this site and even my Pastor. I’m 32 and have no relationships. I do everything alone and I can’t fucking take it anymore. I feel most have blocked me out. Let me say I was going to go thru with it last nite but the law got involved sumwat, plus I didn’t have all the supplies I needed. I’m now sitting […]

7/29/2012 6 comments

Been There, Tried That….

by kthxbai2u 7/28/2012

written by kthxbai2u

I did have a different title – which was funny – but I forgot. Oh well.

My name is “kthx” (for privacy reasons). I am a 26 year old Male, plagued with three conditions (that we know of so far) which are Major Depressive Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and A.D.D. (ADHD minus the hyper component). I was diagnosed with the ADD and depression as a child. I have lived ever since then in a depressed state. I always have a low mood (dysthymia), and things never seem to work out for me.

I have been through so many psychiatrists and psychologists officesÂ throughoutÂ my life and not one of […]

7/28/2012 0 comment

It’s been a while.

by Empty_Soul 7/17/2012

written by Empty_Soul

I haven’t posted for a while, not a great deal has changed, I had my 23rd birthday on Saturday another year of suffering, I didn’t want my birthday to happen I had thought that I’d be dead by now..

I still haven’t managed to get hold of a helium tank. I wish there was someway to escape this void that I’m stuck in.

Ive been seeing my psychologist as of late.. He has warned me that if I keep up this behaviour that will be seen by the triage team, I don’t really care.. I feel like I have nothing to lose anyway.. Everything just seems aimless. […]

7/17/2012 1 comment

I need to die.

by Inhale 6/14/2012

written by Inhale

I can’t take life anymore i just need to die now, I’m new to this site just wanna express myself.
Ive suffered from depression for a year and half now, i used to be on 100ml anti depressants but they did nothing for me just made me lifeless and made me think more. Which made me worse, I used toÂ have toÂ go and see aÂ Psychologist but he wasn’t helping at all so i just stopped attending.Â Â I have tried suicide before through Severely cutting my wrists a lot with a scalpel, which actually hurt alot. Ever since i thought that i couldn’t kill myself… Didn’t have the […]

6/14/2012 8 comments

Flow Control/Fitting for Helium Tank

by nicke 5/12/2012

written by nicke

Is the flow control for the helium tank necessary to carry out the exit method? I’ve seen the kit offered online for about $180, but, unfortunately, I can’t afford to pay that amount. If it is in fact required, are there other sources where the fitting can be purchased at a cheaper price?

5/12/2012 0 comment

Life: Wasted

by Curtis 2/19/2012

written by Curtis

I’ll have officially turned 26 by the time I have posted this.

This morning it hit me.Â I’m turning 26, still living with my parents, never had any further education or qualification.Â I’ve wasted my life.

I look back now with regrets.Â “What could have been”.Â I’m really unhealthy, a non-existent love life and well, no future.Â I think today would be a perfect day for suicide.

I have a plastic bag and a helium tank in my cupboard… no gauge though.Â Home alone.Â Fate be with me… let me die.

2/19/2012 5 comments