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7 Years Ago

by Rostika 1/28/2014

written by Rostika

7 years ago

I would of never thought that everyday I would wake up wishing I hadn’t

7 years ago

I would of never pictured myself skipping school because I was too sad

7 years ago

I would of never imagined myself hating my every existence, questioning whyÂ I was born

7 years ago

I would of never thought that I would be crying myself to sleep every night

7 years ago

I would of neverÂ seeked out a blade to spill my blood because I thought it was whatÂ deserved

7 years ago

I would of never seen myself attempting to take my life

But yet here I am

Cuts

Scars

Bruises

Bad grades

Pills

Abuse

Low self esteem

Who is this person I see in […]

1/28/2014 3 comments

Hello Cruel World

by Rostika 1/27/2014

written by Rostika

I’ve got a dark little secret.

Something that covers me with its cloak of black midnight everywhere I go.

It weighs me down with its millions of pounds.

It soaks my face with salty droplets from the vessels of sadness in my heart.

Okay… Its not a little secret. Its a big secret.

Hello Cruel World.

In 4th grade I had no friends. I used to be the most popular girl in my elementary school. I had the biggest friend group, the first spot in line, the best lunch table. I know, I know. Public […]

1/27/2014 5 comments