Hillside

I am not sure what is going on in my head.

I made the decision to live about a week ago.  After I told my friend about wanting to die in nature and beauty, on the hillside, I could physically feel the pain that my words caused him. 

But we had a fight last night, which got me thinking that way again.  I’ve joined a pro-suicide forum, and working out the details of my plan has brought some comfort.

But I don’t want to hurt anyone.  I want to slip away, so that I’m not close to anyone when I make the decision.

At the same time, I want […]