Doctors tend to ask if you are suicidal. I’m not. I accepted a while ago that I could not bring myself to do anything that intentionally hurt the people I love. Since I first wrote this sentence down, a close friend of mine took his own life. Before this, I had begun to feel increasingly like my desire not to be here anymore was beginning to outweigh my desire not to break my family’s hearts. Because, much as I don’t see the appeal, I have to admit that it would. I struggled, in the wake of my friend’s suicide, to understand how I felt about […]
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History Of Depression
I’m suicidal and have been for several months. I’ve a history of depression and anxiety and for the last few years it’s been managable but now it’s got really bad again and it’s making my life hell.
I’m off work sick and facing the possibility of being sacked. I work for a mental health charity and things have been bad recently for me at work which is causing me to be depressed and suicidal.
My boss hates me and I’m stuck at home with my mum and am a terrible burden on her. My whole life has been a failiure. I just am sick of living and […]
ugh, i’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. I am a 21 year old male that just can’t do anything right. In college, i just continually messup in class because I am too depressed to get up of of bed and go to class. I just don’t want to do anything… i just want to lay in bed and just wait for everything to pass over. Besides having a long history of depression and going to counciling, I am on probation for a DUI. I know i fucked up and i beat myself up for knowing that i shouldn’t have done that. the […]