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Hole In My Heart

I can’t do it alone I can’t stay alone

by AnonM 5/18/2013

written by AnonM

The clock is ticking and time is running out. I know not for my life, yes I do want something more. I want so many things in life and there are so many things I wanted to do and bring to this world. I want to bring happiness to others, I want to find happiness for myself, I want to be a father, I want to be content.

I want to be happy. I want to smile for something I’ve done not something I’ve seen. I want to laugh because I feel good inside not because it’s the appropriate thing to do. There’s so much good […]

5/18/2013 8 comments

What am I doing with my life..

by seeminglyhappy 4/25/2013

written by seeminglyhappy

Life is just so hard.. I don’t understand how anyone can do it with a genuine smile on their face. Do people really truly feel happiness? My life really isn’t that bad, I have both my parents who care about me, a loving boyfriend, and am currently in high school. It’s just that everyday is a struggle.. I wake up in the morning with such an empty feeling, like a hole in my heart, and I wish I could just sleep and never wake up again. I feel so alone.. I just want someone to talk to.. But even if someone is there willing to […]

4/25/2013 2 comments

just a peom

by rayderrick 3/7/2013

written by rayderrick

each morning and evening my thoughts are seized in belief that by finding a reason you became so decieving this pain will ease,and the pressure on my chest relieved making it easier to breathe which is necessary for all human beings

However all the countless calls the miles Ive walked staring up and down the walls have taught me to not expect you to catch my falls but yet you stand beside and watch me crawl

a tiny hole in my heart begins to tear bringing back minutes, moments and memories of dispair. There were times I had nowhere to go and still you left me there […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

Losing Everyone In A Week.

by II3atman 3/4/2013

written by II3atman

I’m Pathetic.
To Care So Much For Someone That I Went Suicidal.
I’m A Attention Whore For Telling People How Hurt I Am Or That I Hurt Myself.
I’m Scared Of What I Might Become…
The Only Person The Kept Me Stable Told Me The Truth.
That I Already Knew…
It Hurt To Hear It From That One Person Though…
Everyone Leaves You…
And Sometimes You End Up Just Wanting To Be Your Own Friend; I Am My Own Friend.
Its Hurts To Hear Her Say Everything.
Cause Shes The Same Way…
And That Night I Almost Went Suicidal…
I Had The Pills On The […]

3/4/2013 2 comments

My Story (New)

by diamondsanddirt 1/31/2013

written by diamondsanddirt

As a child growing up, my dad used to hit me and my brother.Â Alot. Hard as well. Whenever he got pissed, he would take anything he could find, pipes, sticks, even rulers. Then, he would tie us up and beat us. Sometimes, he would even take us out to a place to leave us there. But in the end, we always forgave him. Cuz he was our dad. After a while, he stopped beating us. But then, my uncle started taking an interest in me. I was 7 when he first molested me. It went on for 5 years. Somewhere in those 5 years, […]

1/31/2013 11 comments

I don’t want to see anyone go through the hell i had to. I want to help.

by Daydreamer 11/15/2012

written by Daydreamer

I am an 18 year old boy graduated from high school not too long ago. My first suicide attempt was after the first semester of Sophomore year. Drank half a bottle of rat poison because i was too chicken to hang myself. I never felt so alone as i did then. I was a ghost, my friends would talk to me but they didn’t care about me. They tried, but they never got me. The people who i loved the most my friends my family, it felt like i was nothing to them. Wen’t walking around everywhere with a hole in my heart wanting something […]

11/15/2012 4 comments

Me

by Imsodone 10/25/2012

written by Imsodone

10/25/2012 3 comments

Hole

by Downhill 10/18/2012

written by Downhill

Hole in my Soul,
Hole in my Heart,
Hole in my Mind,
Hole in my Head

10/18/2012 0 comment

Nothing left to live for… once chance at giving them a nice life…

by codeslinger 9/3/2012

written by codeslinger

I have been addicted to drugs for half of my 30 years on this earth…. I thought if I got married andÂ hadÂ someÂ childrenÂ that it would fill the hole inÂ myÂ heart. Â I was able to stop using for a little while, but the desire to get high never goes away. I started using again and eventually my wife took my kids and filled a PFA to keep me away from them. I have never hurt her or the kids, but now I am looked at like a wife-beat. I despise those people who hit women, andÂ that’sÂ what hurts the most…

I do not want my kids to look atÂ theirÂ junkie dad […]

9/3/2012 2 comments

feeling empty and sad

by falling_soup 8/27/2012

written by falling_soup

my depression? it has spiraled out of control i feel like there is nothing in life that i can enjoy, everything is just dark and hollow, i feel alone i feel like i want to bawl my eyes out but i have cried to many tears for me to cry i feel like being dead would not be so bad no one would notice… i just feel like my life is worthless i feel like there is no body there for me, that i am on this all alone but i need some one i have done to many things alone i need someone there […]

8/27/2012 1 comment

What fixes the hollow hole in my heart..

by AlishaB 3/15/2012

written by AlishaB

Depression is every where all around me ever since i moved away from my family seven years ago ive never been the same.

last year on the 28th of september something happened that changed me forever.. i flew down for my birthday that week to visit my dad and his new girlfriend. But you see me and his girlfriend got off to a terrible start due to the fact she’d never met me and was telling me i needed to go on medication when she didnt even know anything about me or my life.. Dad explained to me that she herself suffered from depression on was […]

3/15/2012 0 comment

It just takes time.

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 3/13/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

Life was always such a *****, i was dirt. Every second of every day, i always ended up hurt.

I wanted to commit suicideÂ more then ever, i swore my life would never get any better.

ThingsÂ didn’t change, lifeÂ just felt so strange.

I just dug a hole in my heart, let it rot and getÂ infested withÂ pure dark.

I wasÂ in hell, just rottingÂ away. Then one certain day,Â [life re-arranged]Â .

IÂ got better, i smiled more. I opened thousands of new doors.

I got me a girl, fell in love. Then just like that, we were done.

I haven’t stopped smiling, even though my whole life, i was always crying.

Things got better for me, just as it […]

3/13/2012 4 comments

History Repeats Itself.

by worrystone 1/7/2012

written by worrystone

I feel like I make the same mistakes over and over again. I don’t learn. I hurt those who are closest to me, then I push them away to protect myself. It is a constant ongoing cycle. More than anything in the world I want to feel close to someone. I want someone to know what a broken mess I am, and still accept me. It’s just not in the cards for me. Three years nearly to the day since I’ve felt like this. I wish I could cry, but I’ve spent a long time coaching myself not to and now that I’d like to […]

1/7/2012 3 comments

It helps

by foreverwithme 12/30/2011

written by foreverwithme

MOLLY WOPPIT; I need to thank you for saying what you sai ” your too young to die stay with us we are listening” Made me feel better. This whole website does. And you gave me a sweet virtual hug soooo(((((((hug)))))))x3 i also want to thank everyone else for commented. All comments let me clear my mind just a little. I truly believe this hole in my heart will dissapear listening to you guys<3 great day so far !

12/30/2011 5 comments