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Horrible Luck

My past and present…

by lostthesighttolive 2/19/2013

written by lostthesighttolive

My whole life I have had horrible luck. I always had to struggle for the things I wanted while the people around me just got it handed to them.

I started self harming when I was around 11 it started out as light cutting on my left arm and then once I made enough cuts I would stop until they healed
One night I decided to write a suicide note and take a bunch of pills. I took around 60 pills of all kinds, some sleeping pills, some pain relievers, some pills that were just there. What ever pills I had I took them
Some […]

2/19/2013 2 comments

my life is one big dark room.

by thepainter 7/30/2009

written by thepainter

all i can think about lately is ending my life. these thoughts went away for awhile. i used to have them all the time when i was little, probably about 7 or 8. i don’t know why i’ve never been able to have happiness. the clues are that my mom worked all the time and i never knew my dad. i didn’t have friends or family growing up. i was very much a loner. i was raped when i was in high school and again, a few years ago. it’s my own fault both times–drinking and being around people who don’t care about you at […]

7/30/2009 6 comments