I want you to think of something, but not just anything. About you. About you life. Ever wondered how many people around you actually care and how many are just people waiting for gossip. Or if the people you loved so very much would care if you just one day disappeared. See I recently discovered just how many people “care”. We try to hide the things we love the most, and that’s exactly what I did. For many years I had a best friend. Someone who knew everything about me and the one person I thought really cared. I chose not to see who she […]
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im here coz i dont want anybody that i know to know what im going through
by douleur
written by douleur
im in a position where i need that pain deep in me to end. and i dont know how..the only way that im aware of is to end everything. im in a a position where many girls have been. it may even sound common and uninteresting to many. i have lost the love of my life..the love that every minute of my life in the last 3 years have revolved. it may sound common but the pain of every person is huge..its unbearable..and its important to them. my world came crashing down. after all these years, i seem insignificant and worthless to the love of […]
I want to reach out, I really do but I wouldn’t even know where to begin. I am so deeply conflicted. I am so frustrated that I cannot seem to unravel these feelings long enough to really understand them. I must be losing my mind, I can’t concentrate and I take pleasure in absolutely nothing. I hate waking up every day with no interest in a single, solitary activity. There is no song I feel like listening to, no movie I feel like watching, no friend I feel like seeing, no hobby I feel like exploring. I feel as though I can’t survive this self-made […]
(A lot of the things I have to say in this post are comments I have already made in replies to posts by others. If something I say seems familiar to you, you probably read one of my previous comments.)
I once heard someone say that for some people, this world was never going to be quite right. I agree with that assesment. I see many people here on this site just like me. They feel alone, even in a room full of people. Somehow, no matter what we do, we just don’t fit into “the groove” that everyone else seems to. Because of this, everyone […]
People surround me all day. They feel the need to be around me, even when I ask them to leave. But no matter how many people are there, I feel alone. Nobody understands what I go through. Hell, I’m the only girl to play on the guys football team, and I’m a lesbian. None of this is tolerated well..
You’re alone and so am I, You’re sick and I’m well or so I believe.
I awake from my dream to only see you both in white.
Now he’s ill and I’m broken how many people will you keep stealing from me until you’re happy?
He was mine to keep not yours to take.
death has fallen for my love.
How long will I have to keep being alone and scared to lose another?
I cannot love for you take them.
How long does my mind plan to play tricks on me?
How long do I keep suffering?
only time will tell.
My sweet Sadistic […]
How do you get rid of envy forever? If i can’t it will kill me.
by quickatrigga
written by quickatrigga
Lucifer, one of god’s blessed angels betrayed him because he wanted his power. my situation is similar. this one girl i like i know ill never get but i still go for her. i don’t even give myself a chance for anyone else because i know i don’t deserve her or anyone else for that matter. that sentence didn’t make sense. anyways, i was just curious to see how many people have a big problem with envy. oh and if anyone has any good ways to commit suicide please tell thank you!
What’s the point of living if my family doesn’t except me for who I am if I’m bi I’m that font try to change me to who I’m not I mean I’m not perfect or anything I’m me I’m the funny one I’m the one who gets blamed for everything I’m the one who doesn’t tell on anyone for smoking weed Im that one girl who comes out of the closet and wants everyone to be fine with it and not for the opposite I just wanna die and be with the people that I loved that god took from me I wanna die and […]
Hello people of SuicideProject.
I’ve been a long time lurker, and this is my first post.
I know there are many kinds of people here.
Young, old, intelligent, poor, mentally ill…
You all have your reasons why you want to leave this world.
But one of the reasons I keep hearing the most is something like:
“I am a complete loser/fuckup and I am unlovable person”.
I have to tell you – that’s probably not true.
And do you know why?
Have you ever thought how many people there are who are much more stupid, much more ugly, and much more fucked up than you are?
Have they ever […]
Maybe I just think everyone hates me because I want someone to hate me as much as I hate myself
written by FriendOfAFriend
I’m alone. I’m under the impression that everyone hates me and so I isolate myself as to avoid annoying them. I don’t know how many people actually hate me but to me it feels like everyone. Yesterday I was home alone for the entire day. I mustve been numb because there where tears running down my face all day. The thought of making those two final red marks down my arms made me feel so happy. My skin began to itch with want and need. I imagined dragging a knife down my arms, somewhere where they wouldn’t find me. Alone. I just want to go. […]