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I believe

First Post!

by TimeIsOver 8/11/2015

written by TimeIsOver

Hello, I am thirteen and I believe my life sucks. Ya my life sucks. I have multiple problems in my life but I won’t share them all. I…You know fuck it. I might just kill myself tomorrow for all that matters. No one cares about me, I wake up every morning thinking “Is it finally time” as you can right now that I’m obviously not dead. I used to make fun for thinking this. Now, I realize that life isn’t fair. Nothing is fair. I’m just saying that nothing will ever fucking matter for me anymore. Thank you for reading through this. 🙂

-Time

8/11/2015 8 comments

Do i comment on methods? Its a duty really

by johnwhogivesashit 8/11/2015

written by johnwhogivesashit

If I see somebody on hear talking about killing themselves I of course think about the method. Hm I say wow why would this 15 year old want to take a bottle of tylonol. “That’s awful. Hey don’t use tylonol kid…it just kills your liver and you go thru a week of organ failure regretting your attention seeking shit or really wishing you were dead already. Slow and horrible or quick and painless. Suicide is a choice. It’s the ultimate choice. The only choice you make by and for yourself. I believe in choice. I also believe almost nobody chooses slow and terrible as a […]

8/11/2015 1 comment

My Thoughts Consume Me

by Deep_Down 8/11/2015

written by Deep_Down

Trying to make my life more tolerable has resulted in me getting hurt once again. I was the “oops” baby, and i see that my parents try to accept me…But i know they never wanted me from the beginning. I have this indescribable feeling of emptiness that no professional, technique, or exercise can help with. I’ve used sex to coop, sex is great but it doesn’t change the reality of my problem. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep; thoughts of my future, my past, my family & friends, even my own funeral consume my mind. Im a strong person, but this pain inside of […]

8/11/2015 6 comments

I broke today.

by Justastatistic 8/5/2015

written by Justastatistic

It happened. Worse than ever. I lost my shit.

Sobbing in the bath tub, snot and tears and drool mingling with the water, mumbling over and over for two hours “I don’t want to die… I don’t want to die… But I can’t do this…”

I’ve never felt such anguish, I feel like I have emotional cancer, I’ve never felt this way and it scares me so badly.

I don’t want to die, but what if it’s worse next time? What if it hurts so bad that I just end it all?

What if I go to hell for giving up too soon? I know not everyone is religious […]

8/5/2015 4 comments

Do you believe in past lives?

by Diablo 8/3/2015

written by Diablo

I was brought up pagan and chose the pagan path for myself, one of the beliefs in paganism is resurrection. I strongly believe in past lives and that i have had multiple, i am an old soul. I don’t feel i am from this time, i think that plays a huge role in me not liking this life and all my hate of the new age. I always imagine how peaceful and nice it would be to just be in a village with my loved ones and friends, to be a mom and to clean and cook and welcome my husband back from his hunts. […]

8/3/2015 19 comments

Salt Contact me yo

by kills 8/1/2015

written by kills

ANYBODY WHO KNOWS SALTS CONTACT EMAIL ME AT HANG_U_LANG@HOTMAIL.COM OR just write it here. Also, Salt if you read this email me or comment your skype or number. I’mma call you. I have international calling I believe. I can skype you for sure. Fuck everybody in my city and in my life. I want an outside opinion.

8/1/2015 0 comment

Biggest lie I’ve been told: “It Gets Better”

by Dusty96 8/1/2015

written by Dusty96

I use to be haunted by my dreams and thoughts. Now I embrace them and love them because I always die in them and they always offer peace. That’s all I want. Peace. I’m not scared of death, I’m scared of what comes after death. I’m starting to just deal with whatever happens afterwards cause I’m done with this life. I think I’m finally getting the courage to hang myself. I’m trying to learn how to tie a noose. The thing is, I don’t care about me. I care about random strangers that are on this website that feel like me. There’s a whole website […]

8/1/2015 13 comments

What do I believe now?

by NotAttentionSeeking 7/19/2015

written by NotAttentionSeeking

I converted from being agnostic to being a Christian a while back because I believe that God had given me a love so great that it must have been blessed by the stars above. It was so great that it had the power to restore my faith in God and I promised that no matter how the relationship turned out I would continue to love and serve God. I announced to the world that I have converted to Christianity. Unfortunately this love which was too good to be true really was too good to be true, as it was just my mind playing up on […]

7/19/2015 2 comments

Follow up – check in…Randall, Salt et all….I’m still here

by bayareaguy 7/13/2015

written by bayareaguy

Here is the link to my recent post:

A very bad week

My head is much calmer now. Yesterday (Sunday for me) was the culmination of a week of total hell. I really felt like I was loosing my mind.

Many of you know I am a person of faith and that the propaganda of the fundamentalist tradition I was raised in, often plays havoc with my psyche. I now worship in a very inclusive and nonjudgmental faith tradition. As I have asked in the past, please do not disrespect me regarding this. I would NEVER do that to you.

So what happened yesterday? First of all, I […]

7/13/2015 5 comments

Is love in our reach

by cant.fixme 7/9/2015

written by cant.fixme

Do you believe in love?

This is a good question.
I believe in wanting someone so badly that it makes it hard for you to live without even thinking about him or her. I believe in feeling good just by having her or him next to you. I believe in being in love more then i believed in myself and that’s probably what keeps me going.

But then again what is love, do we even know love or is it just the idea of love. Could we even recognize love if it wasn’t from what we’ve heard read saw, if it wasn’t for other’s ways […]

7/9/2015 8 comments

Death doesn’t matter

by nomore 7/5/2015

written by nomore

I have suffered with depression and suicidal feelings for as long as I can remember, but something has always held me back when it comes to ending my life.

I have made several attempts, but have failed so far.

I can’t be bothered to write about what has happened to me, because I have tried every form of therapy there is and it doesn’t work and I have never really felt any other way.

I’m just fed up with the lack of understanding, the patronising advice given by therapists and family and the accusations of self-pity or attention seeking with regards to suicide.

I don’t feel sorry for myself, […]

7/5/2015 1 comment

Death or Denial

by marine105 7/2/2015

written by marine105

There are minimal external factors which constitute my claim that life is indeed a struggle for me, making it hard for other people to comprehend and/or understand the exact nature of my discontent. Most people retain the belief that misery absolutely must be invoked upon an individual due to trauma or tragedy, when the truth rests in our own perceptions all along. It’s the perceptions of those adverse external factors or events that cause the depression in most people, not the events themselves.

Anyone with half a brain knows this. What people don’t know, or at least often don’t recognize, is that a mind can turn […]

7/2/2015 2 comments

Together We Stand

by Ashley 6/25/2015

written by Ashley

I think that the thing with this site is we all stand together. Personally I rarely see a post where someone doesn’t reply. All of us go through shit, and yet we always reply. And that I believe helps us. Responding to someone else helps us help oursleves. I don’t know if that makes any sense to anyone else…

6/25/2015 5 comments

From a conversation with Salt and Randall

by bayareaguy 6/23/2015

written by bayareaguy

Randall and Salt had responded to my last post of Saturday afternoon which detailed the latest episode of exhaustion I had on Friday/Saturday. They asked some good questions about what may happen to the mind if a person chooses to take their life by jumping from a height. I was grateful for the honest and kind way they approached the subject and respected my spiritual beliefs. Below is my response to them. I am hoping others (or the two of them) will continue to respond, because their words, questions and observations, really did make me think. And with the large number of posts on the […]

6/23/2015 1 comment

ripped apart brain guy

by rippy 6/20/2015

written by rippy

new to site I thought I’d tell my story. I first took psch meds at age 16 after becoming depressed for no reason. within an hour of being put on one med I felt something tear in my head. for the next 30 years I dealt with these sensations progressively getting worse but I tried to have a life anyway and used alcohol to numb the sensations and cope with the anxiety it caused. basically I became a highly functional alcoholic and had a good career, a wife and kids. four years ago the brain tearing apart sensations got much worse and I have pretty […]

6/20/2015 3 comments

Need a friend.

by maninder 6/12/2015

written by maninder

Hello. Idk where to start. I’ll make it short. So,long story short. I have extreme social anxiety/phobia. The worst thing is I get so sweaty whenever a girl passes by lol. I haven’t talked to a female until today more than just few seconds. I believe this is the only thing keeping me behind in everything because I don’t usually get anxiety attacks when I’m out around males.
So, I was thinking to get a female genuine true friend online who might’ve social anxiety or whatever it would be,whether depression or something else, So we could help each other in a two way street. Give […]

6/12/2015 4 comments

Don’t get how I’m suppose to be hopeful

by alina_01 6/5/2015

written by alina_01

How can I believe in love or marriage and having a happy family? I try to allow myself to want those things to believe they exists. Each time I try to do this the world shows me otherwise. I had a thing with this guy for a year and things weren’t working for us and I ended it. He popped back up now and turns out he has had a girlfriend for the last part of our thing. He wants to be together but I think that what he is doing is fucked up. I don’t understand why he would do this to her it’s […]

6/5/2015 3 comments

Don’t Do It

by JesseChevalier14 5/27/2015

written by JesseChevalier14

Please don’t commit suicide. Talk to someone, it’s not worth it. You can get through it I believe in you guys!

5/27/2015 3 comments

I believe that I deserve to die

by vle 5/23/2015

written by vle

I’m thinking about taking my own life. My mom is my only family member and tonight we had a bad arguement. I said a lot of really mean things. I feel I was justified in being irritated, even angry, but I shouldn’t have been so mean. One of these arguments happened only 2 weeks ago. I have caused my mom so much pain with the mean things I’ve said over the years. I’ve also put her through so much with my mental and physical health problems. I honestly feel I should have never been born. When these […]

5/23/2015 6 comments

sadness

by Harlot.Rebel 5/21/2015

written by Harlot.Rebel

there goes that numb feeling.. That emptiness and the tears follow.. Its crazy that I could actually do something with my life but its to late for me..my life was over before I had a chance to be on my own..i hate my mother she’s been through so much and if only she got help I wouldn’t be so fucked up so now I’m stuck with the damage the PTSD and depression the every day struggle to smile and act like everything is okay while going to the bathroom 3 times a day just to cut.. My brain is fried everything hurts so much..i cry […]

5/21/2015 1 comment

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