I hate it here. I want to leave, but I can’t. I have no where else to go.
They talk in front of me like I’m not there, he yells at me like he doesn’t know who I am, they treat me like I’m nothing. Maybe I’m not, but I’m trying to be something.
I cant see the letters through the tears.
Fuck, I sound so helpless and pathetic. Its sickening.
I just need to leave.
Im sorry I’m here, I’m sorry I’m yours, I’m sorry for my birth, god I’m so sorry.
I just need time to stop. I need more time, or maybe less. Theres too much i cant breathe anymore.
Even my words are worthless.
I fucking hate Kat.
And him too.