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My first

by kidsuicide
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I still remember it.
As if it was just the other day.. But it wasn’t.. It was a while ago. But I still remember. My first kiss.

We hung out a lot that summer.. Doing a whole lot of nothing.. But just being with her gave me a good feeling.. Sometimes we’d play video games, listen to music, watch movies.. Or just sit and talk.. I miss those days.. Before everything became so complicated..

She had a thing for bitting.. She bit my ear a lot.. Eventually moving onto biting my nose.. When ever shed go to bite my nose, I’d tilt my head up slightly to […]

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Gone

by blueisgone
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I wanted to make my username match me. So I made it into my goal. To be gone. I’m really sorry for all that’s happened, all the people I have burdened, all the nights my brother said he stayed up because he was worried about me. And I’m sorry that I trusted humanity. That I thought things could get better. For some people maybe they just can’t and they never will. My brother thinks that he can change my fate. He told me he has a plan to change my fate after I proclaimed that I was destined to commit suicide. I can’t let myself […]

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Need somebody to listen

by DeathofMe
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I’ve just written a suicide note. I’m really scared. I want saving so badly but I now nothing nor no-one can fix me. No one cares for me, they just pretend to. No one would miss me, not after a little while. It’s really not that I want to die, I just want to stop feeling this excruciating pain. I’m so alone. So frightened. And I have no one.

I started cutting myself to make myself better, see I have this incredible sister. She’s amazing. Perfect. Outstanding grades, über talented, gorgeous and the nicest person in the world. And then there’s me. The fuck-up. I started […]

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Can you understand this?

by MissCMF
written by MissCMF

Can someone tell me if you can understand this? It’s the way I think, the way I want to speak but I don’t know if the school would understand this…

Darkness and despair let me be, out of the corpses that rot, only the pure are safe, without the addition of imperfections to world, and how can the light succeed the dark when the dark is the beauty and ghostliness of the world.

The darkness is in the light, waiting to strike to save souls but also the light is in the dark waiting to ruin the times of the pure, turning them away from what they […]

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Selfish Wishing

by Disheartened
written by Disheartened

Here I stand, in front of the mirror once more. The disgusting creature standing before me is not me, not the me I ever wanted for myself. Unmotivated to even live my life anymore I see the imperfections of the body, the lies behind my eyes. I am not the type one would imagine to have such thoughts, I am the cheerful one, the intelligent one, the kind hearted soul. Even as I smile at myself I see the lie, the deceit behind the sweet gesture. I want so much to be saved by my lover, the man I have given everything to, but only solitude awaits me. I […]

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by imperfectluck
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Sigh. I get better then when I fall it’s worse than the previous worse of before if that makes any sense at all. My life is declining at a rapid rate, and I’m losing grip on myself, I know I’m going to slip very soon. My whole life, I’ve been helping other people, basically living for other people and that’s basically made me crack until now where I’ve crumbled. People expect me to be a certain way, shape me a way I can’t be shaped, and make me something I don’t want to be. I’m suppose to be perfection in an imperfect world and boy […]

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MY IMPERFECTIONS.

by Nobodyy
written by Nobodyy

Im in my room With the music loud as hell
No-one can hear me screaming-
They never do..
Well I’ve got a razor to my wrist and im wonderin’
Do you still think Im happy?
Excuse me while I cut out all MY imperfections

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Please, someone talk to me until a family member gets home?

by rjmays
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I thought I had beaten the bad thoughts, but apparently not. They’re back. Again… They’re back, they’re stronger than ever and I’m too tired to face them. I really wish people could know how many times I’ve fought this off…. How many times all I could think of was not waking up again. How many times I’ve drafted the same letter, trying to find the right words to explain to the people I love why I had to leave them. And each time, I get closer… The letter is now 11 pages long. It is placed in the right place to be found by the […]

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smile.

by rainyskiesx
written by rainyskiesx

“What hurts when I remember this song is remembering how someone you love doesn’t love you back, aond you feel like it’s the end of the world. Little did I know that when the sun rises, a whole new beginning was looking at me, waiting for me. That beginning will always remembers you and returns when the sun sets. And when the going gets rough, the sun will be there for you until it sets. So in short words there is no end. Just a new beginning. ”

I feel like I haven’t written anything on here in awhile. Anyways, I’ve realized that sometimes life has […]

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Perfection is just an illusion

by mysmilecoversalot :)
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I have 5 sisters. My imperfections used to be guarded by my older sister, she’s 18. She rebelled against my family, did very unfortunate things, and next to her I was perfect. Then she was kicked out of the house. With her gone, all my imperfections came to light. I now sit between two perfect sisters. One is 23, the other 15. I am 17 and next to them I feel worthless. They are always better than me. They love better than me, they are more fun than me, and they have a better personality than me. At least that’s what my parents make clear. […]

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I felt useless and unloved

by renelowey
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I’m one of those people that like to pay attention to detail, so natrually I found everything wrong about myself. I’d lie awake at night thinking about all the things I might have done wrong that day and saying to myself “God, you’re an idoit” Whenever someone complimented me, I always thought “they’re just saying that to spare my feelings, they don’t really like me” And i’ll admit, I’m pretty fucked up in the head.

Self harming, or cutting. What a concept man, I love it. Nothing feels better then thinking you can just cut away all these imperfections. And thats what I did. And it […]

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I Don’t Know How Much Longer I Can Last

by rjmays
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I thought I had beaten the bad thoughts, but apparently not. They’re back. Again… They’re back, they’re stronger than ever and I’m too tired to face them. I really wish people could know how many times I’ve fought this off…. How many times all I could think of was not waking up again. How many times I’ve drafted the same letter, trying to find the right words to explain to the people I love why I had to leave them. And each time, I get closer… The letter is now 11 pages long. It is placed in the right place to be found by the […]

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Invisible Imperfections

by mysmilecoversalot :)
written by mysmilecoversalot :)

So a guy added me as a friend on facebook tonight. I didn’t really know him, but we had mutual friends so I accepted. He then messaged me and we started talking. This happens a lot to me and I always feel bad ignoring them. I just like making others happy, so I try my hardest to be nice. This particular guy, very attractive, he’s 21. I’m only 16. I know the type of guys that do this, desperate, just want to bang. I’m an extremely good girl though. I am in honors classes, I play sports, I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I […]

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