Is it not my time?
I was actually planning on dying today… or SOME Monday, hopefully when no one is around (which they are right now, but maybe that won’t actually matter…), but… I’m really scared…
Why am I so indecisive and cowardly? T_T Why can’t I make up my mind with stuff…?
I don’t want to work anymore, I hate work… so exhausting and I hate the people…
I want a future and a girlfriend…
And not to share my methods or anything, but I kind of want to talk about […]