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My mother.

by betrayingtheworld 3/25/2013

written by betrayingtheworld

My mother is the most rude, annoying, bitchy, stupid, uncaring, unlovable person I’ve ever met. I swear she’s most of the reasons I want to die. It’s like there’s nothing I can do to make her happy. I try so hard to do the best I can, and it’s never enough. Since I moved here seven years I’ve been on all the honor roles, gotten almost all A’s, and never done anything bad but a smoked a couple of joints now and then. And she doesn’t even know about that.

God, I just hate her so much. A child shouldn’t hate their parent this much. It’s […]

3/25/2013 6 comments

The physical pain of Depression

by Zumbii 1/24/2013

written by Zumbii

I have been dealing with depression for 8 painful years, and have had a self mutilation additction for seven of thoseÂ eight. I have my ups and downs, but lately I feel like my depression has taken a turn for the worst. I have always felt it mentally and emotionally, but the physical symptoms of depression were always minor. That is… until recently. I couldn’t tell you what triggered my depression this time around. I haven’t the slightest clue. Maybe I’m lonely. Maybe I’m scared. MaybeÂ I feel lost because my youth is very quickly leaving me.

I can’t eat. Every time I even look at food I’m […]

1/24/2013 6 comments

Twats

by Runningtostandstill 12/27/2012

written by Runningtostandstill

Erggghhh! Why the fuck am i still here?! I’m sorry but i need to get this out, and it won’t be the same if I dont swear.

Im going to admit this now, I’ve told No one this ever. But fuck it, let’s tell a bunch of strangers! I’ve been screwed up since birth. I was born witha type of arthritis in my joints, so walking, crawling, sports, all of it was painful. Eventually people noticed I wasnt like everyone else. I’ve been bullied ever since I entered those school gates. But i was too nice, and no innocent […]

12/27/2012 4 comments

I accept yet still fear

by SomeMalaise 7/24/2012

written by SomeMalaise

I just woke up a few minutes ago. I was just resting my head on my pillow when that feeling hit. Boom. How do I know I actually exist? Why do I feel like I’ve seriously been here before. It keeps nagging me in the back of my brain. It wake me up abruptly from a night of rest or just before. I hate how it does that. Stop bothering me with these thoughts. That and my memories. I understand they happened. I understand one day I will die. STOP REMINDING ME. That’s all my brain does it just reminds me like I don’t already […]

7/24/2012 0 comment

Is It Okay To Give Up?

by Inspire 3/6/2012

written by Inspire

Please for now refer to me as Inspire, I don’t share the same pain as many of those who come on here, I have a pain that no matter what it never goes away.

I currently live with my aunt since both my parents died in a car accident when I was very little, I was in that car accident and nearly died with them. Back then I didn’t know what to think and now I’m glad to be alive. I don’t have the funnest of lives I live with my aunt who has an odd hate for me. I currently am trying to stay in […]

3/6/2012 8 comments