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A Joke

by jano.11 10/29/2015

written by jano.11

sometimes you know that you are nothing but a big joke for someone who means the world to you , the one that you see the light within his eyes

you are a big JOKE to him … you are a fucking joke to him a fucking nothing meaningless nothing a joke he laughes at then forget

and you are the IDIOT fucking stupid enough to still loving him and caring about him and living just wishig to have a chanse to be something to him

something more than that big JOKE

he gots all he needs in life why would he needs you

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10/29/2015 18 comments

Life’s a *****, then You Die; Life’s a Gas then You Pass; Life’s a Joke then You Croak

by knewphish 7/24/2015

written by knewphish

Tried to see a better way, nope it all is ouch and stink. Add all the enthusiasm for the Hunger Games, Horror shows and a breed that uses murder, force and left-for-dead budgeting for the “us-es” to get their meat, “keep life going”, generally in forced labor, see police…. What a design. Suppose Darwin is right, does this make creation sexually, morally or mentally satisfied? Intelligent Design serves money and efficiency, obsoleting humans (small buses – all abstract concepts).

To who, where or what? I got to experience the thrill of victory or just be the next prisoner or meal, darn. Oh yeah, save the family […]

7/24/2015 3 comments

Tell me a Joke

by goose 1/22/2015

written by goose

I’m so fucking ugly.
No, stop. Don’t think about it.
I don’t feel anything.
Yes I do.
I can feel everything.

Just shut your fucking mouth if you don’t know what to say.
I don’t need your words, they won’t cure me.
If you want to help let me talk.

Stop trying to promise it’ll get better.
Stop trying to make everything simple.
Stop trying to belittle the situation.

I need help, I get that.
Thinking positive, I haven’t heard of that before, I’ll do that.
Having fun, I’ll give it a go.

But,
it doesn’t feel fun.

Please don’t ask me what’s wrong.
Don’t […]

1/22/2015 3 comments

Breaking even isn’t survival. It’s denial.

by Justanotherdude 10/29/2014

written by Justanotherdude

My life is a downtrodden groundhogs day.

I wake up every morning with a varying degree of hope and slowly pull myself out of bed. I turn on my computer, if it isn’t already on to charge my phone overnight, and my monitor then venture into the kitchen for a fresh cup of water. I like water. Fortunate I suppose, I know most people don’t. I could gladly skip juices and soft drinks for a steady supply of water. A fresh sip splashes my mind and cools my senses. Today isn’t so bad, I think to myself. If I’m hungry I’ll peer into the fridge and […]

10/29/2014 2 comments

From Jumping To Chalking

by The Distress 6/20/2014

written by The Distress

So I color up this railroad-converted walking/recreational bridge probably every other day with chalk. Chalk is kind of a beautiful thing because it’s brilliant and radiant if you put enough effort and creativity into it, but it will never last forever. Now read that sentence above again and replace the “chalk” with the word “life.”

yeah that’s some real shit – I just thought of that as I did a double take xD…. but anyways back to the point.

Chalking brings people together: people want to stop and watch you draw or write, they want to join in with you, they want to make their own creations, […]

6/20/2014 2 comments

Why Is The Rum Gone?

by D.B. 12/19/2013

written by D.B.

I started my day withdrawing the last of my money from my account only to have it vanish once I went to get groceries.
So here I sit. No money. No groceries. No alcohol.

That pretty much sums up what my entire life has been like.

ONE. BIG. FUCKING. JOKE.

Oh, and I can’t even take a Tylenol for this pounding headache I have, because I have none.

hahahaha. ha.

12/19/2013 2 comments

Confused

by setton 9/10/2013

written by setton

My mind tries to understand why things happen and say “there was a reason for that”. However it is simply an excuse, as if my mind is trying to make reason out of the shit that happens to me. It doesn’t take long for me to realize what’s going on, this defense mechanism isn’t very efficient once I’ve realized what it’s doing, but it doesn’t stop it from trying.

I can’t function under stress, any kind of stress. It isn’t even a big deal, I’m just unable to deal with stress. Even if it’s a tiny obstacle in my life, it becomes such a great deal […]

9/10/2013 0 comment

What if science is right

by quaero 9/10/2013

written by quaero

A very pitiful thought came in my mind yesterday. What if science is right. what if all these things – our thoughts, our feelings, our emotions, our efforts, our depression, our questions, our reasonability – things that are so important in our life, what if they are in actual just some neuron firings and some chemical interactions. its horrifying. a person is suffering from something. finally one day he resolve that enough, now i’m gonna change it however much i have to put effort. he fight and practice and finally get over that demon. But what IN ACTUAL happened is just a simple change in […]

9/10/2013 11 comments

A LOVE matter.. please Help !

by oumeima 9/8/2013

written by oumeima

Since i realized i’m a girl, i couldn’t open my heart to anybody, even my parents.I could never feel loveÂ Â or trust, in all my life i felt lonely…Â

But lately, there was a guy who confessed to me.. I know he’s a bad guy, and 80% he’s trying to make a joke out of me.. well that’s what i think, i don’t know if i should give it a try?Â

I mean, should i consider it as an opportunity to take my life out of the black? or what?

Help me please, i need an answer as quick as possible.

9/8/2013 23 comments

Is Suicide Okay?

by Dais 8/23/2013

written by Dais

I am not going into full detail of all the shit that made me who I am today but I’ll give you aÂ little summary.

I was bullied horribly and pretty severely at a private school with 100+ kids and 20 kids in the grade. You were with the same people your whole pre-k to 8th year.

I contemplated suicide at the age of 11 and still do. I wouldn’t let my mom leave because the thoughts of it were overwhelming. She didn’t leave without me but she didn’t take it seriously. I was really going to take a knife and stab myself in the stomach. She didn’t […]

8/23/2013 6 comments

The mirror.

by Evanscent 8/23/2013

written by Evanscent

Â Â Sometimes I can’t stand to see my own reflection.Â I can’t seem to see that the person in the mirror is me. I try to not look but when I do I suddenly break down, the world crashes around me. I am unable to do what I normally would which is distance myself from everyone and fade away into my own place. It feels like everyone is screaming at me. […]

8/23/2013 2 comments

An unnoticed scream

by lotsoflove8080 8/3/2013

written by lotsoflove8080

Bare with me, I don’t do this kind of thing a lot. Ever, really. I’m 15, female. I started cutting when I was 12. My mom and older brother were fighting all the time, not like arguing either, like throwing chairs at each other. He hit her and made threats. I didn’t feel safe. He pushed me around a little but nothing major. My mom was also mostly living with her abusive boyfriend at the time, staying at his house with his family. I hated that. She left me home with my Bi-Polar drugged out father and younger brother, whom I basically raised. After several […]

8/3/2013 2 comments

Uh..New here..

by Beautifultears 7/22/2013

written by Beautifultears

Lately my mother has been trying to take me to church. I’ve tried praying and going to church but in all honesty , Religion isn’t something I’m into. It’s just been a thing that people believe in ,Nothing more. On Facebook I like a page called ” Atheist English Girl” Where she posts pictures about religion and how she doesn’t believe in. I thought some pictures were funny so I liked it. She had posted a picture today about Marilyn Manson Saying “I like the bible , I like it as a book. Just like I like Cat and The Hat” And I thought it […]

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7/22/2013 3 comments

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Can’t speak

by NotReallyHereAtAll 7/22/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

Sometimes I physically cannot talk, I build up words into something huge in my mind and I try to speak but just can’t at times. This usually happens when someone higher up in the social hierarchy of my school greets me, just a simple ‘hello’ pulls me into this panic and I try to reply and I open my mouth and I feel myself sweating and no sound comes out at all, even though the ‘hi’ is on the tip of my tongue and I know that it won’t matter in just a short while. It scares me because it’s rude not to smile and […]

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7/22/2013 0 comment

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i dont even know.

by JKburnett 7/22/2013

written by JKburnett

I don’t have to much screwed up in my life but i still feel like i serve no purpose and every time i think about it i know that there’s gonna be someone whos happy that im gone. but every time i think this i remember my life a year ago. at that time i was on so much bullshit. I judged people on how they looked and i just walked around acting like i knew everything and just didn’t care and didn’t see and deep meaning in life and just treated it like something that was a joke. then the week of my birthday […]

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7/22/2013 0 comment

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There’s no magic, there’s nothing.

by lifekilledthelifeinme 7/17/2013

written by lifekilledthelifeinme

we think we are superior than animals, we are animals ourselves. our houses made of wood and rocks. that’s all we are, a speck, waiting to go back to dust. that’s all we are. why experience this life at all? what gives. it’s sad to think I used to believe in magic, magic don’t exist. happiness don’t exist. life is just some big joke, one big mistake. my thoughts are the cause of my very depression and anxiety. I envy the dead.

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7/17/2013 3 comments

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I Should Help Myself…

by XxWhyxX 7/9/2013

written by XxWhyxX

I feel like…Â I should tell my mom… what she has put me through… what I have contemplated/(or)contemplating… I feel like I need her to feel how I feel. Every time I think, I should get up out of bed and tell her exactly what it feels like to be put down, after already hating every inch of your body. After hating your self for what feels like so long, but still pushing yourself to extremes to make her proud… Getting the grades and staying out of trouble. AFTER BEING EVERYTHING SHE “WANTS”… she still wants more… But what does she give me in return…? […]

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7/9/2013 6 comments

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21 questions

by disturbedinlife 6/18/2013

written by disturbedinlife

Hey, im back. I felt the need to take a rant. Read if you wish but if you dont i dont mind.

Its 1:04pm Sydney time and its Wednesday

So, over the course of 2 days, i have told my best guy mate that i started cutting and i was really giving up on life & personal stuf that was going on inside my head.

We played 21 questions the other night and i told him i would answer anything truthfully, and so i did. The questions started of as a joke but then got serious.

He asked ” why did you start cutting?” i told him that i […]

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6/18/2013 3 comments

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Suicide Story #1

by I.cant.breathe! 6/18/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

â€œI donâ€™t understand.â€ said my mom. â€œDonâ€™t understand what?â€ i ask. but she brushed me off, she ignored me..it was as if she couldnâ€™t even hear me. â€œI donâ€™t quite understand why she did it either, but, I am very sorry for your loss Maâ€™am.â€ Said a woman in a nurses uniform. Who were they talking about? What lossâ€¦? â€œSweetieâ€ says my mom to my Step-Dad, â€œI-I have to go, I canâ€™t look at her like this.â€ she says with an on-slaught of tears streaming down. Who? â€œSeriously guys, what happened? Who died?!â€ I say panicked. Why werenâ€™t they answering me? Why werenâ€™t they looking […]

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6/18/2013 0 comment

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What I must admit

by MichelleJ 6/14/2013

written by MichelleJ

I never keep promises unless I reeeeeeeally have to

The only reason I keep any promises is when either the law or the medical establishment forces me to keep them…

I’m a survivor and haven’t yet killed myself, nor have I gone with counting down five years from now to die at my own hands, because I was made to swear that I wouldn’t attempt suicide again, nor ask to be helped to die again, by who? The fucking doctors. I love them, yet they give me a hard burden to bear. I love one friend in this world, a few family members only.

I never believed in […]

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6/14/2013 7 comments

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