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Kidneys

Hi my name is Brooke, I’m 15 with cancer.

by BrooklynBoxx 8/27/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Abandoned by my mother
Raped by my grandpa
When i told abandoned by my grandmother
Raped by my brother
Abandoned by everyone in my family but my dad
Went to court
Diagnosed with Pseudo seizures
Struggling with depression, anxiety, ptsd, insomnia, cuttingÂ and other mental illness’s

You would thing my life wouldn’t get any worse.

About 3 month ago, I noticed a lump in my upper left abdomen, it hurt but i ignored it.

1 month ago the pain moved to my lower right abdomen.

In my right abdomen I had an ovarian cyst. Nothing bad right?

I told them about pain on my left side. They did a CT scan. And found a mass.

For the last […]

8/27/2013 10 comments

what i feel.

by bella 12/29/2012

written by bella

i kind of feel like nothing. you know?

as in. i feel empty, literally.
like i have no stomach, or liver, or kidneys, or lungs just nothing. i feel nothing. im just an outline of a figure holding a sad soul, that has already died.

the only thing i know exists is my brain, because the voices are haunting it.

my feelings are gone. i thought i felt numb before, and would occasionally notice a feeling, of somewhat happiness that would last mere seconds.

but now. it’s like i don’t even recognise emotion.

i ‘smile’.
it feels like any other movement.
it doesn’t hold any true feeling of happiness. nothing. […]

12/29/2012 2 comments

…and life goes on…

by neveralone 7/18/2012

written by neveralone

Hi. First off, something I want to say is that no matter how bleak things may look, you are strong, and you can make it through this. <3

My story starts about 5 years ago. all through elementary school I was always the most outgoing and fun-loving girl in our little town. I was never without a friend to play with. That all changed the day of my 11th birthday party. It was the most fun party I had ever had. I was so happy because my dad picked me and my friend up in a semi-truck to bring us home. we got there, and there […]

7/18/2012 0 comment

What Hell Am I Supposed To Do?

by Carve John 4/24/2012

written by Carve John

Well, I was supposed to die exactly a year and two months ago. Ever since, I feel like I have been in a rut. I don’t know what to do. I’m 14 year old girl. I do have a boyfriend that I love and talk about all the time because I love him so much. I just can’t get out of this rut. I know he is scared for me in more ways than one. First, I can’t help it but I cut myself. Second, I am so depressed and I can’t open up to people that easily so I have a hard time telling […]

4/24/2012 1 comment

What is bad really?

by jabeck 3/12/2012

written by jabeck

I don’t like to say that things in my life are bad. Because bad is such an arbitrary word. Bad to one person can hold an entirley different meaning to another person… So what is bad really? Then, there’s so many components to the things thatÂ I DO truley believe are bad… which leadsÂ me to question if it’s really bad at all?

That being said, I don’t know if things are bad. The things I am about to expond uponÂ are theÂ events that I am trying to base my opinion off of… theÂ events that foster my emotions. I’m not saying that I’ve had it bad or good. I’m […]

3/12/2012 3 comments

Well….

by free-as-a-butterfly 6/27/2009

written by free-as-a-butterfly

I wrote a post sometime last week.Â I am not sure of the date as it was mostly a blur.Â Â The time came again.Â Last Tuesday at 5pm afterÂ countless minutes/hours/days/weeks etc etc of wondering if suicide was what I want, I tried to commit suicide for the third time.Â I popped a hell of a lot of panadol, drank some vodka and cut my wrist (again).Â This time I was going toÂ be successful, I was bleeding everywhere (I had hit a vein) and I was slowly passing out.Â It was getting harder and harder to keep my eyes open.Â Then much to my disgust my mother […]

6/27/2009 5 comments