I have a lot of admiration for many of you who can actually go through the act of attempting suicide. I have wanted to since I was 7 years old and have not had the courage. I am now 53 and still a woos. I suppose what it boils down to is that I really don’t want to kill myself but to be put out of my misery. Don’t get me wrong. I have come very close a time or two and someday I may just get that courage to succeed. I have lived with myself for many years and all I know is that […]
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Kids School
Life’s complicated, yes, we all know that. That’s not the only reason we want to do or even try to do what we do.
I feel worthless, stupid, ugly, fat, I feel like a loser, you name it. I felt it all. Being a teenager is a lot more complicated than adults think, especially nowadays. Classes are harder, technology makes it hard to get away from those people we want to get away from, and people are just a lot more cruel. And to those kids who have to do sports and keep grades up, it’s a lot harder than it sounds. Having the responsibilities we […]
(Written with a shattered suicidal heart)
If I could go back in time
to when you asked me out
I’d look at you and say
of course, without a doubt
The kids at school can laugh
the kids at school can stare
but they just dont know
the love of ours is rare
I don’t know what to say
and I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to tell
I want my 1st kiss with you
I wish that you would hold me
in your arms at night
wrapped around my heart
wrapped aroung my sides
I only wish that you could know
all the things I […]