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God hates.

by KingReaper1 8/10/2018

written by KingReaper1

God hates,

That’s why he no longer creates.

I who walk in the shadow of death,

I who ask only be set free from my pain,

I who hath nothing left to gain,

I who have greeted the reaper,

I who has gone deeper.

I who asked god “O lord release me”.

I who had to see.

God hates that witch destroyed his garden,

God who’s heart has hardened.

For fate has hold of me,

Showing for all to see.

Tho my scars be shown,

the understanding of my pain….. unknown…

I’ve ended me seven times.

Yet God makes me pay for my crimes…

Heven nor Hell wants for I,

And all I ask is […]

8/10/2018 2 comments

the clutching curiosity of death is grasping me relentlessly. i wonder the thoughts that would race through my mind as i plummeted towards the pavement, i wonder what people would think when they discovered what happened to me, i wonder what people would think when the found out my true story and how shitty i felt while i was laughing at their jokes.

iÂ will end my life,Â i will end it,Â iÂ will, no one else, nothing else. this is me taking control of my life.

11/16/2013 3 comments

urgh

by tia 11/14/2013

written by tia

okay um, i need a fucking knife, i give up on this dehydration thing. it is taking so long and i keep accidently drinking with my meds and then i go to purge the water and urgh im just tired of life. i want to stab my boyfriend but i cant cause he is grounded because he went clubbing with a girl who is hard core crushing on him, she is bombing his ask, and why cant he see how much he is hurting me. i wish i could just tell him that i hadnt selfharmed in almost 2 months before we started dating, and […]

11/14/2013 23 comments