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Seeing You

by Abselom
written by Abselom

Seeing You, I cannot lie… it kills me

I get even more depressed when I see You.

Your beautiful eyes.. dirty blonde hair that always flips to one side..

I think You’re beautiful.. absolutely beautiful..

 

But that’s what You think about.. Her..

Not me.

 

Seeing You smile, brightens up my day

yet still the room darkens, since Your smile isn’t towards me.

I hate seeing You, and not being able to talk to You

Hold You

Touch You

Kiss You

and mostly..

Love You.

 

I can love You from afar.. but it is not the same as when I was loving You upclose..

Seeing You is like a little knife being stabbed in my heart

and several blows to the stomache.

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No Wonder

by SearedWithScars
written by SearedWithScars

I lay awake at night. Restless. Another sleepless night. The voices spin me around like one of those carnival rides we used to love so much. Out of control. Disoriented. Vertigo.

Heartless. *****. Worthless.

Give me a chance! Forever Alone.

Sing better. Draw better. Play better.

I’ll try harder! A disappointment.

Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. Not kind enough.

I’ll be better! Never good enough.

Hated. Unloved. Pathetic.

Give me a chance! Not wanted.

STOP!

But the voices in my head don’t stop… they never stop. Of course these voices aren’t just in my head.

No wonder I don’t sleep.

I ask you to love me, protect me. This is your job isn’t it? Instead you […]

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Zach. </3

by Samantha
written by Samantha

While I am reminiscing on the memories that slowly but sweetly tortures my heart.

With all the thoughts running through my head.

Was there something that could be changed?

And somehow make all the pain that was created to go away

I don’t want you back

I want the happiness you brought to my heart

And knew someone cared

But I guess im not well enough or someone you would love to always be there

Now the days are surely getting harder

And im longing for your thoughts

The way you used to hold me

Did you think that I forgot?

I may not be what you want

But im someone that is begging on my knees

Somehow I […]

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Safe…

by Alayna
written by Alayna

The razor blade in my pocket makes me feel safe. The people at school make me feel safe. A hig from my grandmother makes me feel safe. All of these things make me feel safe-why can’t I face them- why can’t I tell my teacher what my father did to me, why cant I tell the truth to my grandmother, why cant I face the blade and kick the habit…I got myself into a compromising situation yesterday. we where playing keep away with my friends shoe I had it and her boyfriend backed me into a corner. I felt trapped, I flashed back to that night and freaked out […]

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Ink and pen, but who knows when?

by khajiit
written by khajiit

bombs arc through the air
and burst on the ground
on roofs, on the houses
on the people hell-bound.

The city is burning
and peace that they’re yearning
dissipate into the night
and wither from sight

the mothers are singing
rocking their children to rest
as the chaos erupts
and sins are soon blessed

The gods turn to demons
and dance to the tune
of the death and the dying
and the promised, sweet doom.

A mother buries her child
among the debris
a candle burns softly
as it’s set off to sea

she cries to the silence
to the cold metal giants
falls to her knees
and then whispers […]

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The Day

by JustTooLate
written by JustTooLate

Walking through the halls
Glancing only at profiles
Never look em in the eyes
So why do I even own a mobile?

If anyone ever got to know me
They’d know im not such a bad guy
Im just like everyone else homie
Except, oh yeah, I wanna die

Is that was this is all about?
You people feeling weird?
You getting a tingling in your tummy
And an ichin in your beard?

Well don’t worry that’s normal.
Just not for someone who was built.
Like you.
My friend, that not-so-friendly feeling is guilt.
It’s true.

Now I can name names
And I can point fingers all day
But that […]

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Tired of Breathing

by Crushedsoul
written by Crushedsoul

I get a bunch of crap from a lot of people. I have been hurt all my life… I never got used to it. My dad calls me crap, tells me I’m not worth a place on Earth. My mom shoves God down my throat 24/7. My brother makes jokes about suicide a lot. I have to lie to my family, act like everything is fine. I told my grandma about my friends cutting to see what she thinks about cutting before I told her that I do it. She responded ” Oh My God, why would anyone cut,  Its so disgusting.” I ended up […]

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My heart is actually broken

by brokenBrain_brokenHeart
written by brokenBrain_brokenHeart

I used to be a very happy person. In fact, I was that loud and annoying kid who was always laughing and didn’t care what others thought. I do well in school; I dont really try very hard and I get all A’s. I have friends; they all think I’m the happiest guy alive. At school, I still act happy even now; I don’t want them to know. I have a girlfriend; a beautiful, sexy, funny, silly girlfriend, and I loved and still love her very very much. But on October 1st, 2011, she sent nudies to one of her guy friends. When I found […]

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Why?

by 5683
written by 5683

Why is it that the girl i love the most either helps me out of my depressions, or brings me to my knees? And also random question (sorry ADD) but why can some birds fly and others can’t?

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I stole this but…

by Twister90029
written by Twister90029

It’s fab and I keep trying to replay it to myself. With great thanks to Rocky Balboa (aka Sly Stallone):

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place, and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. […]

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My Story

by papichullo
written by papichullo

I will never forget this as long as I live. I was 17, I’m almost 21 now, and I was taking a shower one Sunday night. It was June 7, 2009. Two days after my prom, and a month after my boyfriend, who I was madly in love with, broke up with me. I was numb. I stood underneath the water and kept raising the temperature high and higher, burning myself with scalding hot water. I felt like my whole body was withering away, and the pain was magical. I felt as if i could finally feel something again other than darkness and eternal agony.

I […]

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Dear Tara,

by NikolHasler
written by NikolHasler

I’m standing up on the plane in the half stance one does as they wait for the aisles to clear. I have to stand like this, instead of sitting and waiting for my turn to depart my aisle, because I have to let the people behind me know that there’s a goddam order to things and they are not allowed to step ahead of me in that order. A few aisles ahead of me is the tight-faced humorless broad, on the flight with two kids and a frowning middle aged sap. She keeps readjusting her hair on top of her head in the sloppy fashion […]

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this hopeless life she wanted no more

by savemefrommyself97
written by savemefrommyself97

It just seems I cant get a break recently. After all the drama and problems last week, I find out I`ll possibly need another root canal, which my mom cant afford. Shes been slamming stuff around and crying, just upset in general. She keeps saying all I asked you to do is brush your teeth, my credit is maxed out, your dad isnt going to help and then she quits talking to me period.

Its just stressing me out..I feel horrible I keep adding all this pressure, with my appointments and medicine..I cant even get myself to cry anymore. Im sick of being a burden to […]

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An Accidental Attempt

by TheOneLookingBack
written by TheOneLookingBack

Alright so I don’t really know how to do this, but whatever.I’m just going to share my story. Last year I got into alcohol and drugs. I was drinking, smoking cigarettes, smoking weed, and huffing. I don’t know how to explain it. I just wasn’t me. Hanging out with the wrong people. One day at midnight, well, September 7th. It was officially the first day of school and I was dreading it. So, me and my friend took 8 triple c’s or cold cough pills. I knew nothing about it other than it would make me feel good. And I’ve always had problems with depression […]

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Him

by TragedyEnsues
written by TragedyEnsues

Those eyes are the most beautiful hue of blue I have ever seen. Eyes associated with a complexion that forces even the moon to dull in shine. Surrounding this perfect entity is bliss. A crude seduction is overwhelming as I feel a confidence rise up within me. We are perfect for each other and everyone knows it. My knees go weak knowing he senses my pull towards him. As he walks over to present his hand, all the eyes in the room are fixed on us. I accept. Gorgeous does no justice to the angelic footsteps gliding me around the room. My cheeks turn red as […]

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Into Hell

by Rain
written by Rain

Hopelessness…black like filthy oil rains from darkened skies and gray clouds. My chin pressed to my scarred chest as my hair, dirty blonde acid conceals a marred face. I’ve done my best. A 3 year battle. The mud beneath my feet still warm with fresh blood. Rusted chains bound bloodied hands behind my lashed back and I feel my wrists bleeding. Four heavy steps more and the heat burns more than my skin. I will not look at those ebony gates because I know..the same gates that have claimed my soul since the beginning of the battle. So thirsty, are the gates of Hades. Rising into the sky […]

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last night

by fakingit
written by fakingit

it brought terror and fear, i dont get it. i WANT to die and i acted on it last night, but once everything went down hill i knew maybe death isnt the answer to life’s problems? it started with a headache i ignored it, i felt sharp stabbing pains going all down my back, everytime i stood up i was to weak and the pain was to annoying to just keep moving so i’d stand up and fall to my knees and rest this scared me. then i gave up attempting to walk let alone stand, so i just layed in bed then i started […]

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Revenge faith099 (c) copyright

by faith099
written by faith099

Revenge

Death you say was meant to be
It should happen to me
Pain easy to hide
Cause I lied

Said I was alright
But I cried all night
The words repeating in my head
That’s where this action lead

Gun to the heart
Its action kind of tart
Hands shaking
Body aching

Life is always short
Now I’m in the devils fort
Waiting till I get my revenge
So my life will avenge

Because life is bittersweet
Now your death will be my treat
An overdose on pills sounds nice
That would be an extra spice

Now you’re begging on your knees
This is my moment to seize
Isn’t this […]

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