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My Story

by just a guy 4/27/2013

written by just a guy

Hello,

I’m glad I found this website, if only to vent and see that are other folks in same boat (not that I’m happy about that).

My Story

I’m a 48 year-old male.Â Been diabetic for about 20 years.Â I been somewhat suicidal starting in my teens.Â I grew up in a fucked-up white trash family.Â Mom is a religious freak with little or no employable skills.Â My father has all sorts of mental issues and was quite abusive growing up.Â I decided to move out of state when I was 21 but at the time I getting along OK with my parents.Â I wasn’t kicked out or […]

4/27/2013 3 comments

Sunday Offering

by Domino Jays 1/20/2013

written by Domino Jays

Whoa boy, is it Sunday, again? It’s like this week went by so slow.

I’m not Christian, I’ll admit it. I don’t go to church, because I gave up on religion when I first tried to commit suicide when I was.. 12 I think? I can’t remember a lot. But since I’m a good little boy, I guess I can ‘offer’ up a little post from home. Just so any stuck-up Christian people that may see this don’t chew me out for ‘not going to church’ and ‘abandoning the “lord”Â ‘.

I was going to type upÂ a religious and suicidal comparison thing. But then I thought of a […]

1/20/2013 1 comment

I’m my own worst enemy

by Rachel 6/22/2012

written by Rachel

I am so completely exhausted by constant suicidal thoughts and fantasies. Anytime I make a little mistake, or when someone’s response to what I’ve said feels off, there’s a voice berating me, telling me, “I hate you, you’re a stupid fucking whore, go kill yourself. Go kill yourself Rachel. Go kill yourself,” over and over and over. Every day. The theory being: “Everyone remembers every little stupid thing you do and they hate you for it. You should kill yourself and make them forget how stupid you are. Don’t tell anyone, don’t ask for help. They’ll never see it coming.” I don’t think I’ll actually […]

6/22/2012 2 comments