I’m not sure if I should say where I’m from since I’m about to throw shit at this country but i’m just gonna say I’m from Eastern Europe. I truly hate the country I live in and I have reasons to. Recently I came back from Berlin. For these few days there everything was fine. I didn’t have to worry about anything. The second I left the train everything came back to this awful state. Part of the reason it was this way is because I planned killing myself after I’ll come back. But everything here makes me feel more and more depressed. This country is very ugly itself but it’s even worse for me seeing the places I know. Today I had to go outside ’cause I ran out of food. I saw faces I know the faces I hate. Walking down the streets I know makes me mad. I see strangers and every single one of them is judging me. They know I don’t fit in.
I wanna get out of here and leave everything. Does anyone feel the same way I do?