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Lethargy

by Forgottenemma 3/18/2014

written by Forgottenemma

I have never attempted suicide before and probably will never do that in the future, although I am suicidal. The depressing thought cannot get out of my head. Only watching people who are also suicidal can make me feel much better, because I tend to dispassionately analyze their feelings and so I become an observer rather than a sufferer.

There’s no point to live, but there’s no point to die either, from my perspective. That’s why I’m still alive. There’s no point to do anything. Suicide is such a luxury, an aggregation of Â courage, ego, curiosity, perseverance, nonchalance about collective unconsciousness, motivation, liberation, freedom of self-expression, […]

3/18/2014 7 comments

The Beginning of a New Day is Painful

by Silas 2/4/2013

written by Silas

I think the worst part of almost every day is waking up, it is for me, at least.

I hate it simply because it means I have a whole new, painful, disappointing Â day ahead of me. It’s just so damn painful to get out of bed, physically ad emotionally. I have no wish to even get out because I have nothing to live for and look forward to. And when you pair that with all the aches, lethargy, and that feeling you get in your chest that feels like your heart was made of lead just makes it such a painful moment of the day.

2/4/2013 0 comment

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by bbbaron 1/16/2013

written by bbbaron

I am waking up every day not wanting to do anything but sleep. I push myself to do the things I need to do. I remember learning that the key to overcoming depression is to keep on with your routines. I don’t really agree. There is this hollowness that comes with each day, I smile, I laugh, I behave kindly, I turn the other cheek, I maintain composure, I stifle and stifle…

And I feel dead. I come home to my flat and lay down. Sometimes, I’ll watch a show or read. Sometimes, I’ll spend a few minutes sharing pleasantries with a “friend”. Sometimes, I might […]

1/16/2013 3 comments