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how can I get out from between Life k death?

by Lon3-Spartan 8/24/2013

written by Lon3-Spartan

I made another mistake. Again another mistake. All the stress, disappointment, failure, wasted finances I dont have, problems at work, added to my already deterioratking career, empty Â savings account, disappointed family and friends, car and motorcycle thay need to be rebuilt, jeez the list goes on. Just when you thought it was piled high or you feel youc’re making baby steps toward improvement THEN you get kicked all the way back into a crawl.

I dont get itk? All these other people are so successful, almost with out even trying. While I try my ass off s succeed Â then FALL! I fall twice as far as […]

8/24/2013 5 comments

why cant i choose?

by suicidechick 7/29/2013

written by suicidechick

Why can’t I choose when my life ends? Why do people think its oh so bad to want to end a life? Im not killing others just myself. I should be able to have some control over what I do. If I can’t have control over my life, then why not my death? Shouldn’t I be able to do what makes me happy? I want it to end on my terms. My terms are dieing with in the first few weeks of school starting.

7/29/2013 12 comments

Might as Well Live

by seppuku 7/26/2013

written by seppuku

Well I’m back after a year away. Not depressed, yet still badly wanting to depart this life. I contacted Dignitas at one point but was turned away as not terminal or elderly with chronic illness, and of course then there’s my extensive psychiatric history which apparently renders me incompetent of making this life/death decision. Not for me assisted suicide surrounded by loved ones in a nice room in Switzerland. Dream on, Louise50!

Been reading the Peaceful Pill handbook. That was a waste of money, as sources for the so called peaceful pill change all the time, it’s illegal in my country and phenomenally hard to get […]

7/26/2013 1 comment

Thoughts on Mortality

by TheOneWhoStayed 6/27/2013

written by TheOneWhoStayed

If you’ve read any of my other comments or my story, you know I’m a proponent of choosing life over death, and I think the words in this video kinda sum up why, in a way:

6/27/2013 1 comment

Suicidal Inspiration “Everyday I tell myself…”

by icandoyourhair 6/6/2013

written by icandoyourhair

Do you have someone you know personally, or a role model/possible celebrity figure whose suicide or death you admire? Sometimes, I think of the deaths of others to help build up courage in the fact they could go through with it. You could either be inspired by the methodÂ itself or theÂ components of their life surrounding the death.

For example: I often think of Gary Stewart who was a 70’s country singer from where I live. He had some good hits in his day, reaching the top of the […]

6/6/2013 4 comments

Life is pointless, but so is death.

by tupacorbiggie 6/4/2013

written by tupacorbiggie

It’s all a bunch of meaningless suffering. Â Please let me die in my sleep.

6/4/2013 2 comments

Death

by EmmaHaych 5/8/2013

written by EmmaHaych

“People fear death more than pain. It’s strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. Yeah, I guess it is a friend.” – Jim Morrison.

People fear the unknown and, yet death is full of the unknown, so is life. The only difference is, once your dead, your dead. That’s it. You don’t feel pain or loss or sadness. Let’s face it, we are all going to die eventually. Everything that life throws at us, only for us to die anyway. Everyday that we live is just another closer to our death, so […]

5/8/2013 3 comments

I want to die today

by acm3001 4/4/2013

written by acm3001

I feel sad. I’m 35, male and I hate myself today. No real reason…. or perhaps too many to list here. Am I depressed yes but today I do not care. I wish it were all over. If I had a gun I believe it would be easy but silly Canadian laws. I think the best way to do it (aside form a gun) is to run a hose form the tail pipe of my car to the window, lay back in the drivers seat and take a long long nap. I often hear of innocent people who get hurt and killed on the news…. […]

4/4/2013 1 comment

What is it?

by TarotXIII 3/19/2013

written by TarotXIII

What is life? What is death?

Such words countlessly repeated.

What is after? What was before?

A bird in a cage has no use for such answers.

Brocken wings, muted songs,

For life will exhaust them before long.

What is this wonderful world you speak of?

I look, I search,

I desperatly yearn for a revelation.

But I see grey, I see ugliness,

I see the bars in hoplessness.

When all smiles could faked and all cheers could be fabricated,

Even love will be twisted.

What is remaining? What should I be searching?

Only the self satifaction of daydreaming.

Let me sleep, let me dream, let me wander away from my cage.

I don’t want this heart anymore

3/19/2013 3 comments

Just Another Post About A Girl

by Skylit 3/18/2013

written by Skylit

Ever since I was 12 I wanted a wife, kids, and to be a doctor. Â It was the perfect life to me, to have all that happiness as soon as possible. Â Iâ€™m with the girl of my dreams, the girl who can be the one. Â She even use to say she wants all of that…with me. Â Starting two months ago though she seems to be ignoring me and not talking to me like she use to. Â The anniversary rituals seemed to have stopped. Â I went to the hospital today and she was worried and was talking to me more than she has been. Â It made […]

3/18/2013 2 comments

What am I waiting for.

by makeupboy 3/14/2013

written by makeupboy

I feel like I’m in a tug of war between life and death. I’ve given up and now I’m just watching the days go by. What am I waiting for? because I don’t want to live. I want to wake up with a smile on my face, get ready in a good mood, breathe easy and walk happily to my death.. I don’t want to feel fear or guilt or sorrow.
When I think of the countless number of people who have taken their lives since the beginning of man and the men and women who take their lives every year – it makes me […]

3/14/2013 1 comment

Thoughts

by makeupboy 3/8/2013

written by makeupboy

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I’ve walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.

3/8/2013 0 comment

How does one decide on life or death?

by earwaxyness 12/4/2012

written by earwaxyness

This may be an odd question.Â Hell, even I think it’s odd.Â You’ve been forewarned.

I have been (and I can only assume others have as well) on this do-I-really-want-to-die-or-not kick recently.Â God that sounds pathetic.Â I go through periods of ready, willing, and able, just deciding on a good time and place then backÂ to I don’t want to hurt those I care about before once again planning.Â I once went to a therapist.Â She said she couldn’t help until I decided if I was willing to stay alive and actively participate.Â Yet how does one decide that?Â What thought processes does one go through in […]

12/4/2012 2 comments

I’m Scared

by Tired Of Fighting 11/16/2012

written by Tired Of Fighting

I’m scared of Â loosing you,

I’m scared that you will realise that I’m not interesting,

I’m scared you’ll realise that you don’t love me but that you love the other girl.

I’m scared that one day you’ll wake up and realise that I’m boring and plain,

I’m scared that you’ll want to go further,

I’m scared that if I tell you what I don’t want to, you’ll ask why,

I’m scared of you getting angry when I won’t tell you.

I’m scared of loosing you, because you are the only thing that keeps me sane,

Despite being scared off all these things,

I’m not scared of death and taking my own life because I […]

11/16/2012 1 comment

Life and Death

by Bipolar8609 10/12/2012

written by Bipolar8609

Life goes on. When you’re dead or aren’t. Death only causes pain. So why do i want to die so badly?

10/12/2012 2 comments

What do you do when life is not enough and death is too much?

by jael85 10/8/2012

written by jael85

I do not know how I make it through each an every day.Â I am a survivor, I am strong.Â I have been through enough to make some people cringe. Â Lately though, the thoughts are returning and things have not been alright.Â They have always been there,Â but I thought I had control over them.Â I no longer do. Â I have to have distractions constantly. What do you do when you don’t have a television or a computer? I have a passion for sketching, but that doesn’t take you far away, actually I am sketching things that happened the other night, which makes it worse. I […]

10/8/2012 42 comments

Ready to die?

by ctalbert1970 9/23/2012

written by ctalbert1970

Has anyone ever felt as if they are just waiting to die? I have a job, great friends who love me, and no REAL reason to not enjoy life. I just cannot seem to get past this feeling that I have accomplished all I am going to, nothing interests me, and I am just wasting time until I die. Would love to come to terms with this and possibly get past it. I have done the therapy thing but to be honest it just seems to aggrivate me, being asked the same questions over and over. Any input, from anyone, is welcome.Â I have edited […]

9/23/2012 3 comments

I’m skipping a lot

by bryan 8/2/2012

written by bryan

I have found this site helpful mainly because I now know I’m not alone.
I’ve always been depressed, since my parents split when I was 4 but I’m now 23 and I dont have anything to show. I had dreams to ve a musician and let them die.I came up with this idea to kill myself (the word suicide disgusts me) about two years ago but my future roommate convinced me better. I convinced myself that it was because she had feelings for me and I could find meaning in life by taking care of her and her child. our relationship got more intense, but […]

8/2/2012 2 comments

dying for and living for

by NotReallyHereAtAll 7/1/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I would happily die for anyone. I would happily sacrifice my life for the life of another without a second thought. Yeah, there’s loads in my life worth dying for; but there’s very little worth living for. But does that matter? I suppose I should just embrace the fact that although it’s not a lot to live for and the temptation’s always there, there is something keeping me here, there must be something worth living for or else I wouldn’t still be here. I believe that. I really believe that. And that gives me a bit more strength and reminds me that although it all […]

7/1/2012 1 comment

Poem without a title

by RunningInTheDark 5/27/2012

written by RunningInTheDark

Do you see the light

At the end of the tunnel

Is it bright?

Come on now don’t fumble.

One slow step at a time

You can make it

You’ll be fine

Come on go bit by bit

You’ve reached the gates

Is it what you thought it’d be?

Look it’s the three fates

Dancing to sad symphonies.

Will you be waiting for me through the strife?

The comes with hell

I think it’s time to pay the price of life

Death come take my soul without fail.

5/27/2012 6 comments

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