I had a whole long thing written here about how being an introvert sucks and having what I guess you could call social anxiety has turned me into a social pariah, but it didn’t exactly flow well because I just sort of dumped all of my thoughts onto the page, so I deleted it. Anyway, looks like I wasted another half hour and I still have a lot of homework to finish for tomorrow. Well, technically it’s now due later today. I guess I won’t be getting much, if any, sleep tonight. Life is a *****.
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Life Is A Bitch
i dont have anything going for me and i never will. Everyone always says life sucks, so why even bother. It is universaly agreed that life is a ***** and then you die and for some reason everyone justs accepts that and moves on. Well why the fuck would we even bother, if life sucks then why keep living it. Its like a crappy movie, you know its crap so you stop. Well life is crap so why not stop. People say its selfish and you will be hurting your friends and family. If your friends and family really fucking cared about you they would […]
you know that feeling that you get in the back of your mind? how worthless you feel? how empty your stomach feels. yet, you cant eat. that feeling that at any moment you can completely fall apart? the blade just dosent cut deep enough anymore? the doctors prescribe you with this pill that does nothing but make you feel robotic. and death is never a promise….and when you run and find you really have no one to run to? you feel lost? you dont understand the words that come out of anyones mouth anymore. you constantly fall in and out of conciencessness. no […]
oh my, look at this. Ain’t this some fucked up shit? So now i sit here in the wreckage of what you have done, you added more scars to your only son.
Why cant you control yourself? Why do you always make my life Hell? I try to sit and picture death, to me it just sounds like the best.
I want to live, just not in this sequence. You mom, have always been my greatest weakness. I can’t sleep so I toss and turn. Imagining how great it would be, just to see it all burn.
My heart is beating, but im hardly alive. Life is a […]
i hate this feeling this i hate when i feel weak i hate when they dont care but thats life and my life is a ***** so fuck it