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RETURNING TO SPIRIT

by Mother of Flowers 6/19/2013

written by Mother of Flowers

Let me just begin by saying that i have contemplated suicide many times in my life time, mostly during my adolescence, but just recently also. I have been observing this page for a few days, and have been reading all of your posts.

I happened to stumble upon this article while searching near death experiences, and was amazed and humbled by the words so much that i began to cry. (not from sadness, but from the pure warmth of peace) I hope this brings you peace, and if not peace, a better understanding on why you are here now, and why we all MUST suffer sometimes… […]

6/19/2013 9 comments

Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes.

by celise 5/21/2013

written by celise

I apologise for following such beautiful song lyrics from The Hunger Games with such a negative post.. but I feel this encapsulates the way I’m feeling exactly.

Let me take you on a journey. 19 years ago, my Mother began to emotionally and sometimes physically abuse me over the course of my life. In my eyes, I never had a Mother. I never grew up being nurtured and receiving that maternal, unconditional love. 4 years ago, my Mother physically ‘bashed me up’, in need of a better statement. I left her immediately, I left my little siblings, my friends, comfort, my school, I left EVERYTHING that […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

Hi my name is Sunflower

by sunflower 5/10/2013

written by sunflower

Hi everyone my name is Sunflower. I have been a member of this sight for a while now (over a year i think maybe 2). This sight has helped me tremendously. When I had no one I came here to talk and express my feelings. Ive made friends here; some of whom havent come on for a while and I hope are doing well. When Â I say I love you all i mean it. My life has been hell, confusing and oh so very lonely and SP has been my light through all the darkness. Anyone who I havent talked to on here i do […]

5/10/2013 7 comments

Kill me

by Sam 4/21/2013

written by Sam

This song is my 8th grade year. The year when I made a life time of mistakes. I guess there not mistakes if you keep repeating them.Â http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6t-AgLT-LM

“I dont usually likes saying this to you over facebook mostly how lame it is, however if left unsaid i feel that the truth would just be gone sooner than can pass but im proud of you. im proud of how much youve taken advantage of tops. im proud of how much you bullshit you pushed through in the last while and most of all im proud of the fact that you havent givin up yet” 🙂

my old […]

4/21/2013 1 comment

no hope suicide note

by woo 2/15/2013

written by woo

i have cried enough tears in my life time,please dont shed any more,

i know what i done was cowardly and selfish, and how ironic the last thing i ever done was selfish

this wasnt aÂ decisionÂ that came easy, i have beenÂ tormented, for months Â now,

but without any hope of me or anyone else being able change the depressive side of this illness.

my life wasnt easy but you all played a part to make it easier than it would have ,

never want you to think i didnt love you enough to fight.

you always have made me so very proud andÂ privilegedÂ to be part of your life,

i know you will continue […]

2/15/2013 4 comments

An in depth look at “death”… Please read before decisions are made.

by Mother of Flowers 1/15/2013

written by Mother of Flowers

1/15/2013 14 comments

Tonight…Ect.

by Loser 9/30/2012

written by Loser

Tonight I am 12 years old and 5 months and some days old
Tonight I might end it
Tonight I may take some pills
Tonight I will probably get chronic organ disorders
Tonight I cut Myself
Tonight I dream about Happiness
Tomarrow I will wake up fine or with regret
In a week I will be in school, Sad with mixed emotions
In a mouth my good friends will be my worst enimes
In a year I will be closer to death
In a life time I will be dead, Happy
But
Tonight I will be dreaming about Ethan, oh how I love him,he is […]

9/30/2012 43 comments

Can y’all feel my pain?

by hope_hinders 9/25/2012

written by hope_hinders

Life what the f*ck is it about cause I truly don’t know anymore. I mean nothing makes sense anymore. People tell you bad situations don’t last long but I would like to challenge that theory. Happiness doesn’t last long so if you ever achieve it cherish it because it’s temporary. However, misery can last a life time. I’m living proof of that I know I’m only 19 but I’ve been miserable for the majority of my life. And right now I’m just exhausted. My life has no meaning to me anymore. I have to be the loneliest teenager in the world. You know people think […]

9/25/2012 2 comments

The epitome of hope

by BrimestoneKH 9/11/2012

written by BrimestoneKH

I am a person who has been through so much in my 24 years of life. When I was 17 I was told told by a phsycologist that I have been through more than most 80 year olds go through in there life time and that he was amazed that I didnt having a severe mental illness like schitzaphrenia or bipolar. If you want to know about my story read my post, “crushing lonleness”.
However I believe that I would not be there strong, brave and socialy gifted person that I am today if it was not for all the pain that I have not […]

9/11/2012 2 comments

by longtimegone 8/18/2012

written by longtimegone

I haven’t been on this website much in the last year because I thought I was doing better.

But my father has been talking lately about how I should get engaged.

I am a 19 year old Arab female, and my father wants me to get engaged next summer to a man I do no know so that he can come to America, get settled in, and then marry me when I finish college.

But this is the stupidest bullshit in the history of the universe.

I hate my parents. I was accepted to MIT but my parents wouldn’t let me go because they told me I could not […]

8/18/2012 5 comments

Hint: If you’ve been depressed for years, the odds are, years from now you’ll still be depressed

by blsdaniel 7/16/2012

written by blsdaniel

Time to finally accept that life is a random walk. It may bounce up and down a little here and there, but where you are emotionally today is very likely where you will be years from now. This whole “I’ll give it one more chance” is bullshit. Life is just going to take that “one more chance” and fucking do with it whatever it did with the last fifty chances.

Are you generally a happy person but feeling down right now? Good news: you’ll likely return to your norm soon and be happy again.

Are you generally an unhappy person and been like that for the last […]

7/16/2012 9 comments

Eagle Jumps Into The Sky & Plays King.

by Sumer2 6/14/2012

written by Sumer2

Ladies & Gentlemen, You are about to witness
what it is like to be an eagle that jumps into the
sky and plays king.

This eagle sees it all. and he knows there is
no such thing as evil. it is pure love affair.

At the end of the game, there are going to be
strange results.

That is when i will disappear, and let you all
sort it out yourselves.

* burrrp *

remember i said that.

To Get Started, please listen to this song by
Britney Spears.

Your comments must be written in mysterious ways.
we are not looking for literal terminologies.
use songs, use music, use metaphors as you […]

6/14/2012 2 comments

My marry 26

by igraor 2/12/2012

written by igraor

When my best life time perioudÂ leaves me I know that it’s not the same…

Death isn’t just mouving from one room to another or ending an reletionship… but for me that is good enough to be true….

It wasn’t never what it is now or what it will be tomorow morning… It will e never the same, I’ll be never the same vivid calange searchingm young phisitian and programist, I’ll never revolution for thousents of people including me again or share my dreames and love, in life with no pain until …
Funny that Garsie Marckes wrote about it in one of his books so no, I […]

2/12/2012 1 comment

encouragment:)

by hailey_baby 2/10/2012

written by hailey_baby

some of yall may not know me but im hailey_baby. over my life time ive been through a lot.Â Horrible father, abusive boyfriend, sisters that hate me and now i have a 3 year old niece to take care of. my life has not been easy but having my niece saved me. if it wasnt for her id be dead. i believe in life theres always someone there to help you. they may not be here now but you gotta hold on and pull yourself through. life may be difficult but it will all be worth it. for me i wait 14 years for that […]

2/10/2012 2 comments

I wish I was Dead Now

by dumb-ass 7/25/2009

written by dumb-ass

1/ I have nothing to look forward to anymore in my life as over my life time I have been fisically motioal vrebally abused sexually because of all this abuse that I have been through i can’t sllep well without having nightmares of the abuse i have also spent time in prison where I was sexually abused there by older males I have tried to commit susicide a lotal of 93 times since my first sexual abuse at me when I was 9 yeras old when I was in a state home for boys the first time was done by a boy aged 16 years […]

7/25/2009 1 comment

Enough is enough!

by grtguy 6/10/2009

written by grtguy

I am 28 yrs old.Â I am your typical white guy.Â I am married to a beautiful women be sheÂ doesn’t live with me.Â Â Â I use to own a business but with the economy I had to shut down.Â I have had a rough life I spent 9 yrs in stae and federal prison. I went in when I was 18.Â I came out reformed and ready to work.Â I met my wife who was my sisters best friend about 4 months after i was released.Â I started a moving business and did great with it.Â i was able to do more stuff with my life in […]

6/10/2009 3 comments