I usually listen to rock/ metal but this track has been meshing well with my vibe. Given the aura here this week, I think it will mesh in good.
listen
I don’t know anything about you but I do think it will be a shame if you leave this world. Intelligent people gaze at the moon getting lost in the night. On the other hand, foolish people stare at the sun blinding themselves in the light. The sun starers think they are powerful but their blindness deludes them. As the saying goes, “knowledge is power.” One group can only see nothing but the other group can see everything. Do you know which group you are, Trix? From what I gathered, it’s the group that can see everything, However, you wish you were a part of […]
I saw your post and went to comment on it and to tell you thank you for that. And that I was going to listen to it along with Hazy’s music choice while I lay around on the sand.
I’m trying to get my latest pic up but it’s not wanting to upload….of course that could be my fault, it’s hard to see under such harsh sunlight. I’ll keep trying.
I’m in college, and I can’t concentrate. I need to get away. I need to go home. I need to listen the Angels. They said I’ll get sent a message, but I’m going to miss it. I can’t leave, I won’t be able to. Even if I left, there’s no way to get home. It’s a two hour walk, and I can’t risk it anyway. The Others will get me. They all know the medication didn’t kill me, and the Angels said they’re angrier. I’m stuck in this building. I can’t leave until 5. I’m going to miss the message, and I’m going to get […]
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I found this in an old notebook dated May 27th 2015 and I decided to type it out to keep it documented since I need to destroy the notebook before my family see it and hand it to my psychiatrist.
It contradicts quite a lot, and it’s extremely confusing. I don’t remember writing any of this. I can only assume I wrote it during a time when I was too ‘in-tune’ with my hallucinations to understand what I was doing.
The contradictions may be different voices and/or demons/figures arguing with one another, I don’t know […]
Mom I need help.
*rolls up sleeve
Mom I can’t stop.
*pulls out blade from pocket
Mom please help me.
*falls to knees and starts to cry
Mom why don’t you understand.
Mom why do you say it’s a phase.
Mom I’ve been like this for ages.
Mom just listen.
Mom don’t leave.
Fine, mom I’ll fix myself.
But mom, no promises.
Well, here is Day 4 of Music. This one is from a live-action children’s show. Examp- This post has been hijacked by the group, Destructive yet Thought-Provoking Nihilism. Please listen to The Happiness Committee song, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWIjvPuY2jo and en- This post has been retaken by the organization, Censorship of Reality (And Why It Su… Transmission Terminated. Standing By.) Please excuse us while we enlighten our head writer *gunshots heard*… Moving on, please listen to our intended broadcast.
I’m their good for nothing son of my parents, brother of my sister and boyfriend of my girlfriend. Feeling Miserable. Nobody to listen to my thoughts. Thanks for reading. 🙁
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UPDATE: I started typing this last night when I was on the verge of killing myself. Obviously I didn’t….. But I decided to share anyways.
Here I am telling my story to strangers, that will never really know me. I could have told someone else, but she wouldn’t listen. I could have told her family, but it would have hurt them too much. It destroys me to know the amount of pain they will endure, but at what point do I get to stop suffering? I can’t carry on living in misery, just to spare everyone some pain. Life is a giant shit sandwich, and right now I’m just […]
Do you ever just lay there and listen to the way your house breathes? Do you ever just lay there and watch as the shadows on your wall slowly change and grow as the time passes and the suns position changes? I can feel my depression breathing deep in my gut, spreading its shadow into my heart. It ways heavily and I fear there is not much I can do to stop it anymore. Slowing it seems to be my only option, but its triumph is inevitable. I hate feeling this way. I wish there was an option to surgically remove this depression and anxiety. […]
Why?
Why the fuck is it so hard for me to tell them I’m suffering?
One moment Im crying alone in my room, then the next, I’m smiling like my usual fake self when someone comes in. I have become so good at faking that I can’t show what I really feel. I want to take off this mask. It’s really heavy now, but it’s stuck. It won’t come off.
Why can’t I take it off?
Please… I’m suffering…
I know they are not mind readers. I need to speak up. But how can one talk to a person about what is going on when […]
I’ve been up an down all day posting on this fourm. Im glad I found it today. I’ve been all over the spectrum. But the more I read what everyone else is writing, the more I want to stay. Stay here, here on suicide project, with everyone I will never know. Because it feels oddly like home here.
So I ask, please take time to listen to this song. It is depressing, so fair warning. But this song has always gotten me through the day. It has always helped me clear my mind. I can relate to this song. This song is me, this song is […]
WARNING: LISTENING TO THIS MUSIC MAY CAUSE YOU TO BECOME A BADASS AND AN AWESOME PERSON. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
This song is all the explanation I need. Hazy knows what I mean, thank you everybody who takes the time to listen and/or comment. Thank all of you for being there when I needed you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jm_6bj4ja74&index=2&list=LLMlfnqajyt-NFN3RIRvFrBA
hey guys,
i’m 19 years old female
if anyone wants to talk or listen to me.. i’m here:(
Please, somebody that’s more logical than me, somebody that can help. Tell me not to, tell me not to beg my cousin to give me her number so I can text her. It wouldn’t even be that long of a text, and I wouldn’t send more than one. Please, tell me not to. I want her to be happy, I can’t let me ruin that for her. I’m better than that.
God, she’s so beautiful though. She’s absolutely intoxicating. When I look at her, I find it damn near impossible to imagine I’ve kissed those lips. The one thing I can be sure of though is […]
I’m on the edge of a psychotic break down. if I keep pushing on to the end, that I’m oh so close to…so close to finishing my show, finishing this semester, finishing school……. it’s going to finish me. I can’t wait a few more day, weeks, let a long months! Everyone tells me how close I am to finishing school, “just a little more, two more semesters, you got all this way, why quit now when you’re so close?” And no one wants to listen about my bad day, how much I can’t stand it, and listen to me cry. My friends don’t want to […]
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Do you guys also drive sometimes to be alone, and think. I found myself doing it alot in the last year sometimes I drove 2 hours, sometimes more sometimes less. It was quite expensive, but I had enough money to pay for it, so there wasnt a good reason for me to stop it. I always listen to music and my windows are always rolled down. I was just wonderin if a lot of people around here are doing it?
email me if you need me, I would love to listen to your stories and just offer a listening ear without judgment because trust me when I say I understand completely. Email: splostgirl@gmail.com