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Little Kid

I claimed insanity

by ChellyDiane 8/5/2013

written by ChellyDiane

2 years clean and i finally broke down. Â My wrists have so many scars on them its….its funny…

I claimed insanity today..I cut my arms and laughed as the blood slowly came out. I threw my head back and laughed.

I dont cut deep enough to drip blood..just enough to leave a mark.

closed my eyes and keep picturing me as a little kid. running through the grass with my arms open wide my head held high…laughing

I posted my picture of my cuts because to me its a pretty picture..but no one else thinks so…their all mad at me and it just makes me cut more.

ask me why […]

8/5/2013 51 comments

my story

by sasha 7/31/2013

written by sasha

no, I dont cut. No, I wasnt abused. I’m sorry if you have been.

In 5th grade I started taking pills (amphetamine) and some for sleeping. I started getting really skinny, never eating, never hungry. I turned pale and gaunt, my parents thought I was anorexic. I couldnt explain to them that I just wasnt hungry (a side effect of amphetamine) so I lied. A lot. “yea I ate a sandwich when you were gone.” I hadnt. Ya this wasnt bad, i was a pretty happy kid, just really skinny. Then 6th grade rolled around and i weighed around 60 lb for the first half of […]

7/31/2013 8 comments

Fuck Man.

by Deyanight 7/15/2013

written by Deyanight

Lately I’ve been feeling really sad. I cut myself yesterday and regret it :c idkkkk man.

I feel so alone, and my moms been bringing me down again. She calls me low life and lazy, and asks me when I’m gonna get a job, and what am I gonna study and all this shit. I’m 17 years old, and still young, fuck idk what I want to do or be yet, it’s going to take a long time for me to figure it out. I want to travel and meet people and see things form different perspectives. Why does life have to be so fucking rushed. […]

7/15/2013 2 comments

after so many years

by AliceNwndrlnd 7/13/2013

written by AliceNwndrlnd

I am still alive. now at the age of 21 looking back on what i have been trough and it starts making sense again.
I reached to the breaking point again and remembered this site from long ago and was thinking i should spill my thoughts here.
I never told much about my self from the few posts i made here and now i feel is the time to reveal some details about myself just so things would seem more clearly.
so what to begin with? since when i was a little kid our family had lots of problems. we never were a big family, […]

7/13/2013 5 comments

my story part 1

by ChellyDiane 5/20/2013

written by ChellyDiane

Growing up I was the happiest little kid possible. But I dont know if I was truly happy.
I was constantly lied to from the time I was born. Always told that I was Mexican and Black because thats what my mom said to me. So I told others that, I tried to fit in but then I found out the real truth in about 3rd grade. When my mom told me that I was really black and white Â I went and told my friends. Worst mistake of my life. I was in 3rd grade and labled as the biggest lier possible

Nothing made it better. […]

5/20/2013 4 comments

Sometimes I pretend I’m gone already

by MeLost4Ever 4/19/2013

written by MeLost4Ever

The prayers I used to say like now I lay me down to sleep if I should die before I wake..Â Take on new meaning though I am not religious. And all the pain still there and the advice that you’ll just run in circles for years in therapy.

That feeling when you’re a little kid and you get lost in the grocery store, it’s scary.. but now I want it for good.

4/19/2013 0 comment

I Don’t Understand.

by Flybane 4/16/2013

written by Flybane

Hello there,

I’m not really sure how this is done so I suppose I’ll just go ahead and start off. (I apologize if it’s hard to follow.)

Uhm, well, I was actually raised relatively well, all things considered. Both parents were present, working, and in healthy condition. I was also the only child within the household.

Life was prettyÂ privileged, normal, but rather quiet, as everyone mainly kept to themselves in the household. There weren’t any major conflicts or fights, and alot of my time, along with my father, was spent on the Computer, whether it ranged from activities such as educational programs or games or whatever I used […]

4/16/2013 5 comments

I’m still alive

by Sam 3/13/2013

written by Sam

I miss being a little kid the world was so pretty and I loved life. Now things are not what I expected to be like. I often wonder if I could of fixed it. My life just shattered. MyÂ counselorÂ thinks my depression is caused by my past. Maybe it was I’m not sure but I just I want to feel good again not feel so disconnected all the time. I have really bad social anxiety I have no friends I’m alone. I think I like being alone I pushed all of Â them away. Yet sometimes I wish I had someone who just understand me. I am […]

3/13/2013 2 comments

Just some feelings I guess

by Cullydown01 11/5/2012

written by Cullydown01

Hey. I’m 17 and find no happiness in life. I don’t know what else to do so I guess I’m just making a post on here. Uh… I guess it all started when I was a little Kid and my parents got divorced. I don’t know I just always thought of them as the perfect couple. I mean I always had huge suspicions that my mom was cheating on him when I was about six or seven.. turns out she was, but what was I supposed to do? My brother just called me a liar and he got mad whenever I tried talking to him […]

11/5/2012 3 comments

Confused and Mindless .

by emptyhaleey 9/10/2012

written by emptyhaleey

I use to be so happy and so inisent , so mindless and careless , then came grade 2 . I just moved into a new place with new people and a new school , a new everything . I remember I didn’t even want to go , I begged and begged my mom to let me stay home , but she wouldn’t let me , so I walked inside while everyone was outside , then when everyone came back in , I just couldn’t even say anything to anyone , I didn’t fit in at all , I felt like a little kid standing […]

9/10/2012 1 comment

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by asdffdsa 9/5/2012

written by asdffdsa

Sorry if this is the wrong place to put this, but i needed to say something to let stuff out for once. My life has not beenÂ very terrible,Â I just feel it was an unsuccessful one.Â I have known i wasn’t going to make it very long since i was 13, I would try to imagine myself doing normal things like getting a drivers license or dating but i just couldn’t see it or feel it. My father was physically abusive to my sister and mother andÂ emotionally abusive to me, my mother divorced him when i was 2 but she was scared and had an unlucky choice […]

9/5/2012 1 comment

This is my story if anyone cares to know.

by lisap 8/1/2012

written by lisap

My depression started when I was around 6 years old. Â It started when I was sexually abused by my cousin and his dad. At the time I didnt know what was wrong and what was right, how could I? I was just a little kid. All that ended when I was 13 years old. The sad part of my story with them is that their family is seen as the perfect family. All the kids in that family were well mannered, smart, went to good schools etc. I never told anyone what happened, because….. I didnt want to hurt my family, and I didnt know […]

8/1/2012 5 comments

i dont no how this works..

by alexis_leigh2495 7/14/2012

written by alexis_leigh2495

im 17.. i feel like such a little kid around every one.. they all treat me that way.. little things mess with me really bad. i have borderline personality disorder.. i haven’t had a very good life and i understand that.. i understand that there are people out there who have had it worse than me.. i just don’t no why all this has happened too me. if there really is a god out there then why are all of these good people having bad things happen to them..i was raped by my brother and my little sisters brother from the time i was 5 […]

7/14/2012 4 comments

I’m disgusting.. I deserve to die, can’t bring myself to do it.

by Qwerty123 6/28/2012

written by Qwerty123

Okay, i’m 13 years old. I have to repeat the 7th grade. I would’ve passed it, but i left my school 3 weeks early. That school stressed me out, to the point where i just couldn’t do it. i never wanted to go back there again. i only had about 2-3 friends at the end of the year. i like, pushed everyone away. i don’t even know how. right now, it’s about a month and a half into summer. i moved across town, so i’m going to be starting a new school. i lost connection with all my friends from my previous school, but like […]

6/28/2012 6 comments

How the story ends.

by Iron Maiden 6/8/2012

written by Iron Maiden

All I ever wanted was to be excepted, I made friends with some of the cooler kids, got a girlfriend, got a car, but it’s all gone now. People change, my girlfriend cheated on me, and I wrecked my car (douche bag shouldn’t have turned out in front of me…). I decided to follow in my fathers footsteps and become a welder to make him proud, maybe he’d except me, but he never did… He thinks that I’m just some dumb kid who breaks the law, just like every adult thinks. I used to hangout with my girl, or my boys on a Friday night, […]

6/8/2012 0 comment

I know how it feels..

by haleyjeansmith 5/31/2012

written by haleyjeansmith

I know how it feels to be sad. Depressed. Like no one cares. Like you don’t want to live anymore. I feel that right now. I would think a lot on how would I kill myself. Finally I made up my mind.. I wasn’t going to hang myself, or cut my throat or wrist. I figured the best way was to over dose. What could happen. I wouldn’t feel the pain.Â I would just take the pills and go to sleep. No big deal. I would say no one would care. I am just some ugly stupid girlÂ who is stupid and worthless. I am sitting […]

5/31/2012 3 comments

Friends

by Willigan 5/16/2012

written by Willigan

I always feel so alone. I just want someone to hold me and tell me they love me. I want to trust that my friends actually are my friends, and aren’t just nice to me because they feel bad for me. I want them to come to my room (I live at a residential school), instead of me always going to their room. I want them to message me first. I want to know that they love me. They are all that keep me here; if they leave me, I’ll leave the world. I want their faces to light up when they see me, the […]

5/16/2012 1 comment

Be What I Have Never Been

by rainbowsh3rb3rt 3/30/2012

written by rainbowsh3rb3rt

I have a friend.

Well, yeah, I guess you could call her a friend. Her name is Margie, or at least that is what I’ve always called her.

The first time I met her she was nice. I liked her. Even had a crush on her for a period of time.

She was my freshman homecoming date, but only as friends.

We went to a football game a few weeks after that. Her and two other friends of ours.

She smoked weed. But I didn’t know that until we were in the forest behind the bleachers with a group of people, passing around a bowl.

I think it was a bowl. […]

3/30/2012 0 comment

Suicidal…

by Yetanotherone 3/24/2012

written by Yetanotherone

I’ve been suicidal for so many years, I’m pretty much not even hiding it, yet nobody fucking care, I can tell you that. When I first decided I wanted to end with life, I was like “ok I’m done with life, maybe I can just have fun before I do”, that resumed playing video games day and night, and staying locked up in my bedroom at least I was having fun. Only getting out at night to eat when I know my parents are asleep. This dragged on and on always like “let’s do that one more day”. I live on the day by day […]

3/24/2012 1 comment

can’t do anything right.

by prettylittlee 3/13/2012

written by prettylittlee

i can’t do anything right, ever since i was a little kid, i was always picked on because my sisters and never fit in, im always depressed and no body will send me to a psychologist, i cant handle it though all i do is try and get nowhere, 🙁 and all the picking on from when i was little made me insecure and now it caused me to lose the best thing i had in my life, i dont know what to do i seriously want to jump off a bridge.

3/13/2012 5 comments

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