Since Hazy painted a picture of one of my avatars, I figured you might as well see the full-size version.
For better or worse:
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Thank you for the surprise, Hazy.
And believe me it was a giant surprise. 😮
LOL.
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(this will be my suicide note)
yo, so yeah i’m dead….pretty ironic how i’d say id kill myself so many times..but hey, i might be better idk…but um yeah tell dan, phil, mcr, atl, tyler and josh i love them
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p.s kys
Life is beautiful!!
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parents: Congratulations, little boy or girl! You’re going to exist!
embryo: Oooh, what does that entail?
parents: So many things! You’re going to be sentient, first of all. You will experience pleasure and pain. You will feel a wide variety of emotions, some of which will be augmented by your human intelligence!
embryo: That sounds complicated.
parents: It will be! The human experience is such a complex one, due to our high intelligence combined with our primitive instincts! We are probably the only creatures on the planet that have existential woes!
embryo: ….
parents: In fact, we’re creating […]
In my English course we had to do a research paper on something . I’m really interested in alternative medicine vs. allopathic medication (what we use here). I found some super cool stuff – it can also help depression.
Aromatherapy – different aromas can alter your mood . I actually tried this and bought different essential oils and smelled them . I could see a change . You can even put the oil on your skin , behind your neck and on your wrists . It some how changes your mood . Super cool
Traditional Chinese medicine(TCM)- needle therapy/massage therapy .
With acupuncture, they think […]
I was setting up the Christmas tree, bittersweetly aware that it would be my last Christmas, when my (grownup) son joined me for a bit, and reminisced about bits of decoration – a garland he had made in primary school – little fake parcels he had thought as a kid to contain lollies, only to discover to is great disappointment that they just contained tiny blocks of styrofoam – no matter how many of them he opened LOL
For some reason that broke through to me. All the sudden the abstract “my sons love me” became alive again.
So lets just say, I am now a bit […]
A not so famous quote from my best friend from high school that always makes me laugh – “Yeah I like grit music.”
If only Wndozh8r was here, he’d get it and I wouldn’t have to explain. LOL
Its like a guilty pleasure. I listen to 80s sometimes to de-stress and I end up on play lists of grit music. Or what you would know as hair metal.
A grit is a term we use back home in West Virginia for people who dress like fans of hair metal. Those are grits. Pikers. LMAO. Hahaha god I miss the days when things were simple….
Wndozh8r (did I get that right?) Been trying to tell you that I’m also from WV. I was born & raised in Morgantown. I am only surprised more people in WV aren’t in here, because living in WV is enough to make one want to kill themselves. 😉 lol (But actually I have had a moment or two of being homesick. It’ll be 2 years out of WV before I know it. I lost my whole family and life there.)
Somebody Insignificant (is that right?) Damn it to hell, I’m horny! Lol
And for others, I wonder what these guys look like who swear they’re going to […]
Abba Zabba, your my only friend……get lifted! Hopefully 2015 is better than 2014 for everyone of you. Shouldn’t be hard right? Because, like………fuck 2014. Lol.
A little while ago, someone posted an experience about support (or lack thereof) with depression. I think the poster tried to tell their mom, and the response was something like “think more positively, you don’t have it bad at all,” etc. It occurs to me that other people, myself included, won’t tell family or friends about depression for fear of similar shit. Bottom line is, most people do not understand depression. Even a lot of depressed people are WTFing.
Even a lot of therapists, I’m told, have no idea what the hell to do. When it comes down to it, […]
I feel like I’m only attractive for mosquitos, right now. I’ve been having a terrible day. But who cares ? Really. Nobody does. When I don’t have any specific drama to tell to people, I have no right to be depressed. I probably invent myself a mental illness just to get attention. Yeah. Why not.
I’m kinda drunk. I know it’s dumb. I don’t even like to drink. It a self-destructive pattern. I wanna be damaged enough so people will say, “right yeah, I understand why you would give up, I would too. “
lol. Like it’s possible. People are all liars and they try to make us […]
Just told my current manager that I was ready to hang myself, but I think that he thought I was just making a statement, seeing as I was dealing with a difficult customer. He even said “I’ll join you”. Lol
Suicide on prom night anyone? Lol
Does anyone know if this is possible? Lol
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I am one of those people who feel good when I cut and injure myself. I have done this for many years and have Gotten so good at hiding it. I can’t stop doing it. It’s
Like I need it to feel. I just don’t cut anymore, I now slice my flesh off. I know I’m not alone doing this type of thing to my self but I bet I have been doing it longer than most on here. Lol
all and all im happy right now and thats all that counts .Lifes to short to not make your self happy in life  . when it all boils down to it ..i did it my way .and i cant complain because i got everything i wished for and prayed for.. thats how i know theRe is a God  and He must love me .no one else does …the only thing i can tell you is God will give  you what you  pray for  ..but the key in praying to HIM  is use detail   God im lonley  ..so then God gives […]
What if this website was like Girl Inturppted? and we all had our flaw or story?
written by Now22andahalf
That would be cool…and people would know by our username whats wrong with us or why were sad lol
like mines would be that I hate being fat and how I have really bad anxiety
Im out eating at resyraunt,please understand that this is a big deal tp me i havnt done this ina while then when i mormally wpuld like 6 years ago
What do you think your avatar looks like?
Mine looks like a little guy in a go-cart! lol
Glad you got yours back Procel. 🙂
I guess our avatars serve a purpose one way or another! lol
(Sorry in advanced if things are disjointed posting on my cell)
I found this site nearly two years ago thought maybe I should make an account. Each time I would be bogged down with fear that maybe I shouldn’t what would people think? After all I already get looks because I have to see a doctor on and off or the medication that has caused issues in the past.
Today I gave in the fear is still there however something I said last week gave me pause. “Maybe the reason I haven’t tried in a while isn’t because I suddenly want to live. Maybe it is because […]
update, I have things set up. I am drinking and thinking things over. Its funny because today my droid razr broke and then my xfinity cable box stopped working. So I am all alone with my thoughts! It is strange how things happen at the same time when I am about to do something. I hit my phone a lot but today it guess it had the final hit and then the screen broke. LOL. After all the times I beat the crap out of it for being slow and me being impatient and infuriated. This is the time it broke! My cable box won’t […]
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