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Lonely Life

by Quiet 8/3/2015

written by Quiet

Just that moment when you realize that you’ll never make it.

I’ve tried to move forward, socialized, made friends, set goals. And I’ve just discovered that no matter how badly I try, I won’t get there. I won’t finish in the top university, I won’t get into shape, I won’t be beautiful. This never actually would bother me, but I think that I’m envious of my friends dating – just knowing that no girl or guy would ever look at me and thing ‘that’s somebody I could love’.

I know I’ve felt like the world was ending before. But I feel like my whole life has been […]

8/3/2015 1 comment

Fighting to stay sane

by to be or not to be 7/15/2013

written by to be or not to be

The worst fear in my life is not that i will lead a lonely life but that the loneliness will drive me insane.

Even when I am in the midst of a huge crowd, a familiar crowd of friends and relatives, that feeling of loneliness creeps in and sometimes pushes me into that unholy pool of madness… where the first impulse is to hide from everyone, the second is a strong desire to run away from everythingÂ and everyone,and then i get caught up in a feeling of despair… at how helpless and useless i am and then the doubts about why i am here to […]

7/15/2013 10 comments

by ronal007 6/3/2013

written by ronal007

i loved her a lot.it has been few months actually almost 4-5 months.i can’t forget her.i can’t stop thinking about her.i know i can’t die right now.but it is just that i am all alone.i feel my loneliness is bringing back all her memories.or what i don’t know.need someone in my lonely life.

6/3/2013 2 comments

Alone

by lonewolf23 5/2/2013

written by lonewolf23

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I don’t know what to do anymore…..I don’t know how to live anymore. I don’t know how to live in this world by myself……too long I’ve fought my feelings of giving up…..too long I’ve refused to accept the truth…..I’m ALONE…..and there’s nothing that can change that…..I have tried over and over again…..and all that trying just to fail over and over again….not a single friend made….I was born to live a lonely life…..I Â was born to die alone…..And I’m tired of therapists telling me it’s […]

5/2/2013 4 comments

my pathetic, lonely life. thus far.

by DarkStar 10/16/2012

written by DarkStar

This one’s pretty long, sorry if I bore anyone. I should preface by saying that I’ve been depressed for four years. I was formally diagnosed with major depressive disorder January of this year, but I knew long before. I’ve never had a true friend, anything even close to a relationship (been led on a few dozen times), and I feel alone constantly. Recently my diagnosis was changed to suggest the cause of my pain is ADD. I’m not sure if the doctors are right, but amphetamines are helping a bit lately. This is the story of the last eight months or so, from the first […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

The Frozen Land

by Corkthulu 6/28/2012

written by Corkthulu

I crave the touch of friendly hands.

My bitter soul is searching for

The warmth of love in frozen lands.

The wind bites though me as I search

The tundra of this lonely life.

I crave the touch of friendly hands.

I huddle to the fire and think

No sun-scorched desert could replace

The warmth of love in frozen lands.

Like the robin with fractured eggs,

Or the hound who howls for his man,

I crave the touch of friendly hands.

Frost cracks open my naked face.

I wish a long embrace would give

The warmth of love in frozen lands.

There is nothing […]

6/28/2012 0 comment

This Is The End…My Only Friend The End…

by TheBoyWhoCriedDeath 6/19/2012

written by TheBoyWhoCriedDeath

Hello, I’m new to the site.

My name is Jaspar and I think I’m going to die…

What to say? I came to this site out of desperation…Iâ€™ve tried everything, therapy, meds which just leave me feeling sick. nothing is working. Iâ€™m just so fucking tired. I’m scared, so very scared of dieing…but the pain of life is too great and Depression got the best of me. I’m actually almost…excited? that I may end my suffering and go into an eternal sleep. I just have to find the right method of suicide now. I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s like death is fucking calling me. My […]

6/19/2012 10 comments

Alone

by randomname 6/19/2012

written by randomname

It feels so strange to write this.

I lead a lonely life. I have no friends. I am largely ignored by my family. In all my life I’ve had but one girlfriend, and that ended terribly. My experiences with other people have shown me that I am unlovable. I am a college student who is being forced to drop out due to financial issues. I have accumulated an enormous debt while in school. Unfortunately this means I have only a lifetime of loneliness and shitty jobs to pay off my debt to look forward to.

People tell me to wait and see if things get […]

6/19/2012 2 comments

im loner

by xxxxx 6/14/2012

written by xxxxx

im living a loners life. i use to have a bunch of friends but after high school we all departed away and also all my area friends have a spat with me…so im just living a lonely life…with fake smile….i do not go out at all and always infront of my pc…i dont respect my elders and also had a spat with my sibling and we are not talking with each other for nearly 8 months on, i forgot to smile and also loose my ability to converse with people all my friends and relatives are going out of my life….i have never talk to […]

6/14/2012 1 comment