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Long Haul

I want to write and don’t know what to say…

by bbbaron 1/26/2013

written by bbbaron

I like contributing to this site. I don’t think I help anyone. I feel like I only share. I relate. I feel normal here.

That being said, I am tired of being so sad. I don’t think I can be any other way. Not for the long haul. The thought of being like “this” another 30 some odd years makes me feel nauseous. The thought of doing that alone or around people I despise… I just shudder to think about being stuck in that way.

Over the years I have heard so many mantras, tips, and tricks that make my head spin. They don’t work for me. […]

1/26/2013 4 comments

Not afraid

by alautox 1/21/2012

written by alautox

Im not afraid of death because I know exactly whats going to happen. It will be just like before I was born.. i will no longer exist, i will no longer have to wake up only to struggle to get out of bed and face another day just like the last. The only think that seems to keep me going is music.. it gives me some drive, but it wont be enough in the long haul. In school, college and in life in general I have always did my best to do ”as little as possible”… anything that has ever mattered in my life I […]

1/21/2012 5 comments