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Loopholes

Foreshadowing my Climax

by luckystar 2/14/2013

written by luckystar

Before this post is removed, I hope someone can help me find the information I need. For the SP Moderator, whenever you swoop in, technically I am writing about my suicide story.Â It just hasn’t happened yet. Foreshadowing technically counts as a literary technique. I’m writing the introduction to my story. If Shakespeare was allowed to give away the ending of Romeo and Juliet, why can’t I?

Of all the methods I have (not efficiently) researched and heard discussed, the one most obtainable and suitable for me would be a bullet through the brain. However, as an incompetent, sheltered teenager, I don’t even know how to buy […]

2/14/2013 6 comments

Anomallies

by 2012 10/14/2012

written by 2012

No one is there for me when I need them. No one is there to catch me if I fall.

Family? Nope.

Friends? Nah.

Suicide hotlines? Not even.

“No one can love me” because I’m “so weird and selfish.”

There are people who are willing to argue that that’s not the case, but I bet they’re too fucking busy to even care. Hahahahahahahahaha ;).
Dad’s lectures are stupid as fuck and full of loopholes.

Mum’s his trusty yes man.

And I’m sorry, but the perfect, obedient son you’re looking for is in another castle.

Should have just eaten me when I was an egg, you god damn FUCKERS…

…HEY NIGGERS! YOU WANT MY LIFE […]

10/14/2012 8 comments

almost there

by fakingit 8/15/2012

written by fakingit

i almost fully had the will to continue on living..then i go to a friends house and her sister tells me she is tryin to split my bf and i by telling my parents im still secretly dating him. my parents find out; i wont have internet access at all! let alone my bf? i cant live without him, hes half the reason im still alive and if i lose internet access il lose the other half, i cant let that happen…but if she does tell she has no proof. haha jokes on her now but still freaking i just might lose everyone close to […]

8/15/2012 2 comments

What kind of world do we live in?

by RogueShadow1281 7/3/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Where words are used to make others feel like shit and break people’s spirits. Where actions are used to break people’s bones. Where people use others to make themselves feel better and get better things.Â

Where people have a materialistic view on everything. When someone acts different, then they are looked down upon. Society is fucked up. Why do we keep on trying to thrive? We cause others to feel more pain than pleasure. So much so that they can’t ever recover.Â

Why do we think that having someone living is much better than freedom through death? The basis of a democracy is to let people do […]

7/3/2012 0 comment

it’s like a freakin’ brain slug

by kriiisha 4/22/2012

written by kriiisha

i’ve stopped wanting to get better, this thing has a mind of its own. just a few weeks ago i could see half-way clear trying to get ahead of it..then the voices got in, i kept trying to push them away, it got more and more and then they wouldn’t shut up at all..now i stopped existing and everything i do or think is directed at finding loopholes in this absurd ‘you shouldn’t kill yourself’ bullshit..i don’t even self-medicate, i’ve checked out completely, don’t feel anything, don’t want anything except to not be. i’m too full of people, too full of memories, too full of […]

4/22/2012 3 comments