Words can never fully describe how emotionally bent I am. Seriously. Im at my wits end. My parents disapproval of me being gay, my physical ailment. My constant mental battle of staying alive is no longer pulling in my favor. Its stressful, I feel weak. Unworthy. Drained. I give up…
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Loss For Words
Hi, im brand new to this forum , i’ll guess i will try and get this out.
i tried to kill myself two weeks ago, i got put in hospital ,but now i want to try again,i am desperate to die. Attempting has only made me realize i am strong enough to do it again without failing this time. I am at a loss for words , i am so fucking depressed. i have nothing to live for. i need an end to this.
out of control.
yet i HAVE to control everything.
i am at a loss for words. i no longer know what to do with myself